el ratón vaquero

R3D | 22 |♊| infp | gay as hell | nb (my pronouns are dont refer 2 me) | yes im a homestuck | self dx dumb bitch disorder

[lifeinpoetry]

“I am in the mood / to be forgotten.”

— — Hanif Abdurraqib, from “FOR THE DOGS WHO BARKED AT ME ON THE SIDEWALKS IN CONNECTICUT,” A Fortune for Your Disaster

[kakoytobashmak]

Kim Kitsuragi my belover

[cinematech]

please hear my plea

[cinematech]

are you mad at me?

[the-stray-liger]

"I wouldn't wish that on my worst enemy" I would. Pussy

[the-stray-liger]

"Im not gonna sink to their level" I will. Coward

[the-stray-liger]

"Im the bigger person" I'm 150cm tall. Give me the gun bitch

[healingchildhoodtrauma]

Going from, “I don’t deserve to set boundaries” to “Having a relationship with me is a gift not everyone is entitled to.”

[mackthecheesy]

One of my favorite parts of bubbline is you got this pink princess literally MADE of candy and then an emo/punk rock vampire queen who’s father is the king of basically hell and the candy one has committed many war crimes and various atrocities and the vampire gets emotional over her teddy bear

[sometipsygnostalgic]

[sipisttoo]

the fact that geralt, of inhuman stamina and all that, makes jaskier walk beside him while he gets to ride a horse is SO funny FUCK that twink ig

[sipisttoo]

geralt, incapable of tiring: you got legs 

[sipisttoo]

geralt having to save jaskiers life bc he fucked another married person:

[jeekoftheweek]

DO NOT, UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCE, LET THESE TWO MEET

[bitchassgone-deactivated2021011]

do people on tumblr like. realize that friendships arent therapy

[bitchassgone-deactivated2021011]

this is how yall end up going around calling every ex-friend your abuser. its nice for your friends to be able to drop everything for you when youre having a bad time, but its literally NOT mandatory. your friends should not have to ignore their own problems to fix yours. get some therapy.

[bitchassgone-deactivated2021011]

as a friend, you are allowed to say “i would really love to help you right now, but i cant push back my own issues to help you. im going through my own problems right now, and thats what i need to focus on”. it is NOT selfish. you arent going to be of any help to the people you care about if youre in bad shape and not taking care of yourself. its only going to make you worse for wear.

[doubleca5t]

One time I asked my friend for advice on something and she just sent me this

And you know what, that was for the better

[maemaybe]

The other day I told my friend I was having a really rough day and she asked if I needed someone to vent to, and I said I’d love to but before I launched into it all I said, “You know this touches on a triggering thing and I don’t want to dump that in your lap without checking in first. Are you okay with hearing about [trigger] right now?” 

And she said, “Actually I’m really struggling with [trigger] myself right now, so I’m not in a great place to hear about that. But I really want to support you.” 

And so I just vented about something else to blow off some steam without crossing her boundaries and I’ll talk about the triggering thing in a couple of weeks when I see my therapist. 

[bimbocracy]

Having adhd is so mf isolating dude

[bimbocracy]

Just knowing that no matter what you do or how hard you try or how vulnerably and earnestly you communicate, no one will ever *really* believe you’re not just being a little bit lazy. Knowing that even if they don’t say it, everyone is thinking about your symptoms “yeah well I don’t always *want* to do [x] either, I just do it anyway”. And maybe if they REALLY love you, they’ll suspend their disbelief until it gets too frustrating, but eventually it will always slip back into them very obviously just humoring you bc they don’t want to say “I don’t believe you” (but they don’t rly, fully believe you)

And probably the most alienating part is being taught from birth that you ARE just lazy, you AREN’T trying hard enough, you ARE just making excuses and fucking off and ignoring your responsibilities on purpose bc you just ~don’t feel like it~ and bc you’re selfish. And how UNBELIEVABLY fucking difficult that self-hatred is to unlearn, and how just giving yourself a break instead of hating yourself for not functioning normally is a fucking gargantuan effort in and of itself - and how deeply hopeless it feels to actually manage that for once, and give yourself a break, and have your momentary lapse in self-loathing immediately touted as proof that you are just lazy after all. How even when you DO manage that, the near universal response from everyone is “you should hate yourself actually, because i can do [what you can’t] just fine even though it’s not always easy”

[notquitetwilight]

Saw your prompt request. Let's be real, rplothole's the one who'd really need the Edwardless chat. So prompt: first date, (preferably not with Jacob).

IT TOOK ME A MINUTE TO REALISE YOU MEANT RESUME DJIZKAJDPSKA but I loved this so here:

[anovelplan]

[2-face]

hey why is clickhole so good sometimes

[2-face]

im gonna fucking die it actually uses the word polycule. clickholes on the pulse of modern culture

[2-face]

the diagram? i?

[appraisedtiktoks]

[dajo42]

[lesbian-bookworm]

That second girl is so cute

[acousticalkonost]

Omg this is CUTE

[utopians]

I have one foot in the grave but in a kind of fun flirty way, the way one might slip on a fishnet stocking

[atskira-deactivated20210209]

Are you fucking stupid.

[utopians]

I mean broadly yeah but what prompted you to ask

[atskira-deactivated20210209]

It wasn’t a question. Are you sexualizing depression and/or death?

[utopians]

Hell yeah

[centikitty]

i’m glad hannibal isn’t one of those “i eat people so they’re with me forever” dumb bitches, he’s just like

[tokoshi-deactivated20191031]

my therapist: so how are you doing today?

me:

[big-gay-mike]

Is your therapist washing you?

[honted]

used her hand sanitizer