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Yet another time of going out with people and feeling utterly alone. What happens if the girl who had no close friends in high school & dreamt of the good times in college, gets to college and still makes no friends? I’m so scared that being lonely is something I’ll grow comfortable with.

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Fuck lol

Since the pandemic began, I have primarily dreamt about people I loved during my adolescence. I have forgiven ex best friends, reunited with ex boyfriends, walked the halls of my high school. Every night, I’m transported back in time. Sleeping in my childhood bedroom this week has only made the dreams feel more realistic. I wake up in the middle of the night, feeling like I’m 16 again, and turn over to find my husband asleep next to me. It’s wild. Social distancing and lockdowns has done something w i l d to my subconscious.

#personal

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Stay away from people who make you feel like you are hard to love

Clear your mind here

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damn this got me..

How do you get past feelings of betrayal? Will I ever spend a single day again where I don’t think about how I can’t trust anyone not to hurt me? How is it possible that this reality is still better than the alternative?