Vergissmeinnicht für Ain
Along with the mission, the Goddess told me, Do not disturb their order by being stained by the color of their world.
The last chance to fulfill my mission…!!
… Elsword, why do you want to restore the El? The energy I felt just now from Elsword… It’s from that time…! There’s no mistaking it. He is a being with the same root as I… Elsword will definitely try to find Lady of El and restore the El. No, he will never give up its restoration..
That’s no good. My strength hasn’t returned yet, but I must intervene.
…? I can't… intervene. What… What’s going on…? Elsword is next to me and yet… I should try again. How can this be… I definitely have enough strength to maintain my existence. But why… can’t I intervene? Why… Intervene… I must intervene… If even the Holy Beast has changed… This is a serious situation. I must intervene… and solve it. I must… do it. If I… was there…
That human… he doesn’t belong in this time period. How is he here? What is his purpose? He must be planning something. Elsword… I must tell you about that human… That’s something… I have to do. I must annihilate the demons preying on the El, and restore the El and return its energy. I don’t have time to be doing this… There must be a way to recover my strength… something… I have to try anything… … I must intervene. If I was there, it would’ve been easier to take care of them.
I failed again this time. I don’t understand the reason… …!
My body… is splitting… But I ended the intervention… How…? … I can’t do anything in this state. I must… hurry and intervene… Elsword, if I was there, you would’ve followed it much easier. I can sense those demon’s aura, so I’m sure I can be of h…
No… Elsword, you can’t trust that human… Only I can be your help…
I must help… Elsword…
I must… intervene to solve this. I have to intervene… No… My body can’t maintain my form and has started to split…
Elsword… Are you okay without me? Don’t you… Don’t you need me?
Secret of the priestess of water…? What is that? Priestesses have secrets? How come I… didn’t know? The mission I received… is to return the El’s energy. To achieve that… I must know everything about priestesses of El and the El.. How can I… be so utterly powerless… The mission the Goddess gave me.. Is absolutely vital in maintaining the existence and balance of this world… And I, the one who will perform the deed, also am…. important… I am… definitely… needed…
Elsword… Can you not hear my voice anymore? I thought… I thought you are different from other humans… Why can’t you hear me…
… No.. I will do it with my own strength. If I can gather up all the strength in me, it shouldn’t be hard to intervene. That’s right… if I gather all the strength…
…!
My body… has disappeared… My form… Everything…
… O… Goddess… … It’s no use. Elsword…You can’t remember when I have not intervened.
No one can remember me. Without the intervention… I’m just a helpless mass of light..
Elsword… In the end, you were just like other humans. That energy I felt… The original power of El… Was that just my mistake?
AIN.
…!
El… sword? Yes? Ah, well, that… Yes…
He remembered me… and called my name… By Elsword calling for me… I have returned. Elsword… You are…
That Nasod’s mission have become solely our mission now. It was a very Nasod-like ending for him… A life born with a mission, living to fulfill that mission, and disappearing after it’s become useless…
..Is there anything different from my own life?
I too will disappear when I’ve fulfilled my mission… I will be forgotten from everyone’s memories. Is that what I truly wanted? To disappear after I’ve fulfilled my mission?
… No, I don’t need to think about something like this. My mission is my sole reason to exist here. Useless thoughts… emotions… I must get rid of them.
But if I throw them away, then I’ll end up becoming like Nasods. I… I don’t want to be like that. I… don’t want to be a tool.
… They are grieving for someone they’ve known for such a short period of time.
When I disappear after fulfilling my mission, would they remember me and grieve for me?
… There’s no way they can remember me. I’ve been created this way… What was I expecting…
I see now… I didn’t want to be forgotten by them.
How stupid of me… to think such thoughts…
Lady of El… We’ve finally come this far. It won’t be too long. We will recover her, restore El and return its energy… then I will disappear.
… I don’t want to disappear like this… Not like this…
But… I cannot abandon my mission. I must fulfill it.
Nasods are disposed when they break down or malfunction. There’s always replacements to do the exact same thing.
It’s not so different from my fate. If I can’t fulfill my mission, or even disappear… A new being will descend here with the Goddess’s mission.
But I don’t want someone else to replace me… I want to stay in their memories.
As someone who made the long journey with them… I want to be acknowledged as their ’friend’.
But, that’s just my wishful thinking. A wish that will never come true…
I was envying the Nasod boy without even realizing. He will forever remain… in their memories.
… I never thought I would find each moment so precious… I… have become sentimental.
Elsword.
Elsword, you want to find Lady of El and restore the El, right? Will you ever… change your mind? … Yes. I see. I… wanted that also. … I must restore the El. Because… there’s something I have to do. For that… I must. I… want to restore it. I think I want to.
… Actually.. … Actually, no… I don’t want to. If that happens…!
I don’t want to disappear… I don’t want to be forgotten.
Elsword… I don’t want that…
This is it… When Elsword walks into the light, I will be able to fulfill my mission.
…If I stop Elsword here… I might be able to stay next to these people.
I might not disappear. I might not be forgotten.
But… this moment can’t last forever. Elsword has to make a decision.
… Elsword and the El Search Party. I was happy I could be with you. Thank you… for everything.
…Even if you forget me, I will not forget you…
Flower by Kim Chun-Soo Before I spoke his name, he had been nothing but a gesture. When I spoke his name, he came to me and became a flower. Now who will speak my name, A name fitting this color and fragrance of mine, the way I spoke his So that I may go to him and become his flower. We all yearn to become something. I yearn to become an unforgettable meaning to you, And you to me.
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Well fuck. Aingst indeed.
