You Are Worth It 🩷

Lazy but trying 🙃

[meyhew]

i have no idea how to process this. it’s not unfathomable and it’s something i’ve thought about many times but i don’t actually know how to process it. what do you mean he was such an integral part of me growing up and he did some fucked up things in part bc of the fucked up environment he grew up in and now he’s DEAD and can’t do anything to try and make amends. what do u mean the boys now means harry louis liam niall zayn. what do you mean he left behind a child less than 10 years old. what the fuck do you mean

[thatkawaiibitch]

It feels so dumb to feel so sad about a boy band I was obsessed with in high school but for some reason it just really heartbreaking and hard to accept

[faerieangcl]

feeling grief over someone who shaped part of your childhood / teenage years ≠ excusing his actions.

you can grieve someone and still not like them or agree with their actions. a reminder that two things can be true at once.

[bonedawgg22]

helpless devotion

[thatkawaiibitch]

Stfu 😭🤍

[thatkawaiibitch]

So ready for the holidays 🥹🤩🎃👻🖤🧡

[thatkawaiibitch]

Hey Ya’ll! I haven’t been on here in YEARS and my old posts are horrifying. Really not even sure if anyone I know even comes on here anymore 😆 But I Kind of want to come back on here now that I’m in a better place and be a positive page. Seeing leaks of Britney Spears memoirs are inspiring me to advocate and speak out on things I went through but I’m not sure if anyone would read it or even know if I’m ready to talk about the things I’ve been through. However I feel like someone somewhere could float around and see my post in a time of need and I’d rather put my feelings aside and help someone going through something abusive or healing or wonderment if they’re capable or worthy of love. I’m not sure but I just want a page full of positivity and love and people able to rely on eachother without feeling judged. let me know if anyone would be interested in talking about real things or what you would be interested in hearing. I feel like I need more girlfriends in my life and the world has gone to shit so let’s pick eachother up and be there for eachother 💖

[thatkawaiibitch]

Thoughts that run through my head daily

Am I exhausted and just sleepy all the time or just extremely depressed? 😂😂

[phaxes]

[kevingetem]

I really be breaking my own heart expecting to get what I give

[thatkawaiibitch]

[re-place-ablee]

Talking to someone every single day for hours can be pretty destructive because there will come a day where you don’t speak at all and it’s going to be the loneliest feeling in the world.

[8-bitfiction]

[thatkawaiibitch]

[thatkawaiibitch]

[thatkawaiibitch]

Don’t mess with a psycho bitch

You wanna block me and ignore my calls? 😋🙃 Youll bring out the fucking devil. Play your cards right with the people who got your credit card information 🥰🥴😈

[thatkawaiibitch]

2020 is the new me

I’m ready to fucking LOSE weight. Get over my TRASH ass relationship. And be fucking HAPPY I don’t give a good god damn what it takes. I’m losing my fucking mind and I don’t want an opinion on how I should rethink things. Now, how many times a day do I have to throw up so I can get out of the motherfucking 200lb range cause this dumb BITCH (ME) loves McDonald’s and can’t fast for the life of me. I’m lazy as FUCK and can’t workout like I used to. Kill me.

[mothmvn]

interviewer: would you say you are motivated to succeed

me: no

me: but i AM terrified of failure