[organized.chaos]

Enjoy the chaos that is my brain. I mostly post sketches of my original content sprinkled with fanart and things I feel the need to shove in your beautiful faces. I'm also a little obsessed with Dragon Age, Mass Effect and I just generally nerd out about games and movies.

[impqueengames-deactivated201902]

Ascension

I’ve been getting lots of messages lately regarding Ascensions. As you may have noticed, I’ve deleted them from Impqueen and rinmarugames.

I actually wasn’t going to explain why I made that call, but many of you have been asking in a very nice way, and an explanation is the least I can do for you.

Some of you.

I’ll try to keep it short and drama free.

Last week I received a few messages of a kind that I normally ignore. And I would ignore this one too, but it made me realise how often I was getting messages/mails of the same kind regarding only and only Ascension.

And I’m not the kind to get upset over threats, or aggressive language. It makes me laugh at best, ignore at worst. But this time I realised something I actually never thought about before.

That Ascension has a very very young audience.

When I made the first game, I was 24, and no wonder some of you grew up with me. But that’s, when you look at the big picture, a very small number of people.

The rest is at an age where if they don’t get their romantic fantasies sated on a digital platform, get aggressive. Not just towards me, but to everything else I make.

I wish it was just me. It would make things so much easier.

But it’s towards my work, and it makes it impossible for me to focus on two different audiences at the same time, because one attacks the other for not being “suited” to them. And it’s very limiting for me.

One side is forcing me to work only for them, whether I enjoy it or not.

I wasn’t really asking for much, just enough freedom to do what I wanted to do, while making you what you wanted to get.

Two different game types for different ages.

But now I’m forced to pick a side, and please please forgive me the small amount of supportive and lovely and beautiful people, I have to take my side on this.

So, I am dropping all past and future Ascension games.

I am no longer working on side projects for younger audiences. At least for a long long while, because I am not equipped with enough maturity to deal with something like this at the moment.

I am also thinking about minimizing romance, because as many benefits as it has, it brings that much if not more problems.

I want to make games, not accidentally become a digital pimp.

I cannot deal with sexually frustrated preteen rage messages spamming my inbox and e-mail every time I work on something slightly different.

I am turning off asks for the time being, and will only be using tumblr strictly as an update platform. I need to focus on my work, and do my best to complete it the best way I can.

Again, I am so sorry to every one who has been nothing but supportive to me all this time.

But I can’t make Ascension, or any game like Ascension anymore.

I am still in the middle of exploring genres and themes that make me happy to work on. Not one game will be similar to the other, at least for a little while, and I can’t push myself down fearing your disappointment.

Disappointments will always be there, one way or another. But it’s as disappointing to me, as it is to you.

I’m sorry.

[thatorganizedchaos]

Unfortunate though it is, you stick to your guns and do what you enjoy, Rin. You still have a lot of supporters. I would rather you keep doing what makes you happy because that’s going to show in your games. 

Also, I’m old so hell yes to more mature games. Keep being awesome <3

[jejciu]

let 2018 be the year of drawing a lot

[thatorganizedchaos]

i sure as hell hope so

[dingdongyouarewrong]

birth dates after 2000 just feel…. wrong. cursed

[buttercupbi]

excuse me i was born in 2001, what are you gonna do about it

[dingdongyouarewrong]

i dont have to do anything my dude, u already have a curse on u

[thatorganizedchaos]

i have pogs older than you lot

[gnumblr]

Reblog this with the mobile app and add your 5 most most recently used emojis

[butterynutjob]

😂😁👍❤️😬

[turtletotem]

❤️😭🎃😑😘

[bingomann]

😊😅👀🍫🕷

[brentcucumber]

🤔👅💦👏😤

[de-liller]

👌😤😭🙏😱

[thatorganizedchaos]

😚😁🍺🍕🌭

[juleselyot]

Somehow 300 people are following me so it’s giveaway time. Thank you all so much! And a big heartfelt shoutout to the lovely people who commissioned me last month, I’m still afloat thanks to you! ♥ ♥ Prices ♥ 1st Place - Rendered full-body illustration 2nd Place - Rendered portrait 3rd Place - Black/white sketch portrait Please come at me with any fandom or original character you like, but I reserve the right to turn a subject down.  ♥ Rules ♥ - Followers only, I’ll be checking - Reblog to participate, you can reblog multiple times - No giveaway blogs, I’ll be checking - Giveaway ends on October 1st, 8:00 am CEST - Winners will be messaged on Tumblr, please respond within 24 hours Thank you all and good luck! 

[juleselyot]

Somehow 300 people are following me so it’s giveaway time. Thank you all so much! And a big heartfelt shoutout to the lovely people who commissioned me last month, I’m still afloat thanks to you! ♥ ♥ Prices ♥ 1st Place - Rendered full-body illustration 2nd Place - Rendered portrait 3rd Place - Black/white sketch portrait Please come at me with any fandom or original character you like, but I reserve the right to turn a subject down.  ♥ Rules ♥ - Followers only, I’ll be checking - Reblog to participate, you can reblog multiple times - No giveaway blogs, I’ll be checking - Giveaway ends on October 1st, 8:00 am CEST - Winners will be messaged on Tumblr, please respond within 24 hours Thank you all and good luck! 

[vexingly-yours]

Help a Houston Comic Artist!

Hey guys, so if you saw my post the other day: the school district I work for will not be starting school up next week. Fortunately, during the week of the hurricane, my district has been able to provide pay for loss of hours due to Harvey. However, after this week, they can no longer provide emergency pay. This means well… I don’t have a job until school opens back up, and because of the intense flood damage from Harvey, there’s no projected date to when we’ll be going back. I can’t really afford to accept that.

Check out my Storenvy. I have Forgotten Roots and What’s Under My Bed? books available, as well as other things - YES, I am able to ship them without any issues from Harvey! My local post office is fine and operating. If you would like to help me in another way, I’ll have a commission post available shortly, but for now, I also have a Ko-fi, which is like a tip jar.

Thank you so much!

[fuckyeahfantasyfashion]

OP is FYFF mod - I could really use the help, if even just a small amount.

[asieybarbie]

Opening 3 Headshot Commissions for Hurricane Harvey Relief Funds.

[COMMISSION INQUIRY FORM]

100% of proceeds will go towards relief funds focused on aiding those affected by the Hurricane Harvey catastrophe in Houston, Texas. Also planning an extended art stream tomorrow via Twitch to raise any additional funds. Donations will be sent live on stream to Greater Houston Community Foundation and Hurricane Harvey LGBTQ Disaster Relief Fund.

[List of organizations where you can donate]

Headshot Example:

[ladyzolstice]

So, I never wanted to have to make a post like this.

Yesterday, as I was leaving the grocery store, I slipped on the wet asphalt near my car and twisted my left knee pretty badly. I managed to keep myself upright by grabbing onto the trunk of my car and got home alright, but when I stood up to head into the house, I realized that this wasn’t a minor sprain.

After a visit to the ER late last night, I walked out with a $1400 USD bill and a pair of crutches.

Thankfully I have health insurance so I don’t have to pay the full cost of the visit - which I believe was around $10,000 - but I can barely walk, and when I do it’s with incredible pain.

Funds are tight in the family right now, so while my mom is very generously going to help me foot the bill, I could use a little extra help.

I do intend to open up bust and half-body commissions in a few days, once I find a routine that gets my daily needs met with the minimal amount of movement necessary, but donations would be very welcome and I’d be incredibly grateful.

If you have a couple extra dollars to spare, you can use the link below or send a paypal donation directly to zareonianwolf [at] hotmail [dot] com or use the link below.

Donate through Ko-Fi

[thatorganizedchaos]

i tripped and fell back into dragon age

send help

or maybe just flood me with more DA stuff

[thatorganizedchaos]

lolll... you can tell it’s been like, a year (or more) since I did proper line art

look at those thick, messy lines xD OH WELL. gotta start somewhere after all this time.

DO ignore that wonky eye for now. things went wrong......... will fix. that’s what happens when you stare at something for too long and forget to flip the canvas

[thatorganizedchaos]

i tripped and fell back into dragon age

send help

or maybe just flood me with more DA stuff

[staff]

🚨 The internet needs you 🚨

You’re up again, Tumblr. 

Back in 2015 you demanded that the FCC adopt strict net neutrality rules and establish a free and open internet. And you won. 

That should’ve been the end of it. But apparently not.

The new head of the FCC wants to undo the net neutrality protections you fought so hard for.

His proposed changes open the door to your web traffic being slowed down, or even blocked altogether. You could be forced to pay extra to use your favorite apps. You could even be prevented from getting news from the sources you trust.

Title II protects consumers and democracy by ensuring all voices can be heard.

You know the drill. Here’s what to do:

The FCC is taking comments from the public, and dearfcc.org is making it as simple as possible for you to make your voice heard.

Go there now 👉 dearfcc.org ✌️

You’ll just need to provide a name, an address, and then say a little bit about why rolling back Title II protections is a bad idea. If you’re not quite sure what to write, here’s something to get you started:

I’m writing to urge you to keep our Open Internet rules based on Title II in place. Without them, we could lose the internet as we know it.

The proposed changes to FCC rules would allow fast lanes for sites that pay, and force everyone else into slow lanes. We’ve already seen access to streaming services like Netflix, popular games like League of Legends, and communication platforms like FaceTime slowed down, or even blocked. Conditions like this hurt businesses large and small, and penalize the users who patronize them. 

The changes also open the door to unfair taxes on internet users, and could also make it harder for blogs, nonprofits, artists, and others who can’t pay up to have their voices heard.

Please leave the existing net neutrality rules based on Title II in place.

Thank you!

If you need more ammo, feel free to quote these experts from our net neutrality Issue Time. TechCrunch and Battle for the Net also have some good starters.

Everyone is counting on everyone else here. Do your part and tell the FCC to keep a free and open internet under Title II. 

[spacetoasty]

shipping your own OCs

shipping one of your OCs with 4 other OCs and not knowing which pair should be canon

[rah-bop]

adding your friend’s OCs into the mix

[thatorganizedchaos]

yep

i definitely have a voice kink

those deep voices, y’know?

*shivers*

[thatorganizedchaos]

This is old but I thought I’d throw up a step by step of a study I did like, 2 years ago? ish? I forget what exactly I was trying with it since I left it unfinished

[thatorganizedchaos]

Luis Fonsi - Despacito ft. Daddy Yankee

“Despacito” disponible ya en todas las plataformas digitales: https://UMLE.lnk.to/DOoUzFp Sigue a Luis Fonsi: Official Site: http://www.luisfonsi.com/ Facebo...

set on repeat: check

i need someone to daaaance wiiiith

[sweetchiel]

Happy Idul Fitri for those who is celebrating it! x’D We’re also 7 days away until the campaign is over!

We’re at 58% now, but the real total is $2265 so maybe around… 64%? We’re still pushing so keep sharing the words, guys!

Meanwhile, as today’s special bonus, I have a fun fact to share :D Did you know that some background I made is based off real photos? If you can guess which one, they really exists! xD Like this one for example:

Hakim Road’s background is based off Jaksa Road which is a short street approximately 400 meters long in Central Jakarta, Indonesia. It’s popular among locals & backpackers since 1960 because the street offers a selection of services helpful to the average budget tourist including travel agencies, second-hand bookstores, money changers, laundries, pubs, etc.

Hahahah, I can’t help but to insert tid bits about Indonesia here and there x’D you will find the complete list in the Mini Encyclopedia feature later! That is… if I still have the space for it ^^; if not, I will have to put the information in the Artbook.

Alright, that’s it for now & see you again at Monday! xoxo,

SweetChiel

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Nusantara: Bermuda Triangle’s Indiegogo Link: https://www.indiegogo.com/projects/nusantara-bermuda-triangle-visual-novel-adventure-fantasy/x/16687918#/

[thatorganizedchaos]

Enjoyed the demo and the first Nusantara (Winged Ones) so check it out if you’re a fan of VN.