Getting Back Into The Swing Of Things

Jessica here :)

[thatpotatogirl]

Rewatching Supernatural

First. its great.

Second. Its leaving Netflix in like 24 days and i’m only on season 5 ep 6.

Third. Still a Sam girl but Dean def makes more sense. Yet with everything about Jensen since then i cant fully say I like him still. But Dean does have better character development and Jensen is kind of a better actor. He seems to just be written better. You can see that Jared is trying to act well with what he was given and yet it falls short because the dialogue is bad. But i guess if you are a good actor then you can make any dialogue good. Will update at season 10.

Fourth. This show went on for waaaaay too long.

Its all very reminiscent of The Twilight Zone actually. Which as an adult having really gotten into that, has been fun to see the connections. The amount of kids that just let these men into their homes under the guise of the FBI is crazy. The subtitles are amazing with their use of italics for emphasis. Sam and Dean always look hot. And Cass and Dean as sooooooo fucking hot for each other its honestly crazy, sometimes looking back i think it was just teenage girls being horny but no, very much gay tones hahah.

I have many more thought but i cant even piece them together.

[thatpotatogirl]

Annnnnd the loneliness gets worse. As the open relationship guy ghosted me. And the current guy wont be able to give me the time of day, with his 2 kids and 6 days a week job and 2 trips to other states. The men who are emotionally available arent physically. And the men who are willing to date, are doing so just to sleep with you. I feel like i’m going insane. Sometimes it feels like punishment for thinking the first real relationship would be my last. Dawsons Creek is over. Might as well go even further back to Supernatural since Doctor Who is no where to be found on any streaming service. Will literally have to go back to when i was a virgin cause after a year i think that officially means you are one again. I cant believe how good Supernatural is. Its been an amazing rewatch. Time to become even more of a witch to fulfill my old hag prophecy as i watch my friends move on with their lives creating families. They will love and warmth. I’ll have books and cats stuck in Arizona.

[despazito]

how i sleep at night knowing i’ll never go cave diving

[thatpotatogirl]

Its crazy how terrible the world is and i feel like such a dumb bitch who still wants to have a kid and a husband and be loved. I feel like such a shitty person not dedicating my life to my diabetic cat, fighting genocide, getting my 18 yr old sister out from my narcissistic parents, supporting my brothers band, becoming vegan, and countless things that have nothing to do with me. I sometimes think in a non suicidal way that the world would be better without me. All the while wishing i just had someone to come home to and cuddle. Everyone deserves that. This world is so cruel and all i seem to be able to do is drink and watch Dawsons Creek while hoping a man in an open relationship texts me back since thats all the male companionship I can get. And everytime i complain about how lonely i am i immediately want to take it back because people are literally dying. Everywhere. I wish I could find some solace in nihilism but what a privilege that would be.

[thatpotatogirl]

Loneliness

The same way you know you are going to spend the rest of your life with someone is the same way i feel about not being with anyone. Except its not happy its resolve. I come to the same conclusion year after year. I will be alone. I may feel love for some man. No man will ever love me nearly close to the way i will love him. They say that that the man has to love the woman more. I wish it wasnt true.

[thatpotatogirl]

I stopped wearing bottoms to bed. Its been really liberating

[rockabilly-bebop]

[todaysbird]

fun thing about herding and/or generally neurotic breeds: they are really good at following rules you have instituted, but they will also make their own Dog Rules they will follow stringently whether or not you like it

[todaysbird]

despite never being reprimanded for getting sick if my dog throws up she will ‘tattle’ on herself and run over to me, show me the throw up, then hide and start shaking uncontrollably. nobody taught her to do this. she has decided that throwing up is a punishable offense until the end of time

[ajarofpickledtears]

[todaysbird]

my dog has decided that it’s solely on her shoulders to ensure there is peace in my house…if the cats fight she stands between them to ‘break it up’ and/or herds them away, if my rats have an argument she goes to the cage door and barks until they stop. not sure why she has decided she must carry the weight of the world but she has

[fauxcoral]

[thatpotatogirl]

Not me wanting to get back into Doctor Who now that i’m back here haha.

[byekansas]

No thanks.

[bellygangstaboo]

[thetrippytrip]

America take notes

[rrrrrrumi]

[butch-king-frankenstein]

I can’t wait until like twenty years after weed is fully legalized and nobody cares anymore and comedians have to make real movies with real jokes

[neilnevins-deactivated20240617]

[thegetty]

The story behind The Laundress.

[npr]

This is so good. -Emily

[rush-keating-deactivated2018121]

I find that hard to reconcile with how 18th century dresses had boobs practically hanging out of them. Maybe the chest wasn’t as sexualized as the ankles were back then…

[licieoic]

I have a dim memory from back in high school… I think someone once told me that breasts were no big deal back in corsetry-and-necklines-down-to-there days, they were considered a food source for children and that’s it.

But ANKLES. Oh, GOD. ANKLES. The ANKLE was connected to the LEG, which connected to THIGHS, which hid a woman’s SECRET FLOWER. The ankle was the gateway to the secret flower, so it was considered quite a stirring sight!

[butim-justharry-deactivated2019]

I have never considered that “leg bone connected to the ankle bone” song as a sexy tune before but

[beachdeath]

do kids these days know about grace kelly by mika

[beachdeath]

[whatever-is-in-this-mind-of-mine]

[thepunksink]

I wan’t y’all to know that my best friend and I HOLLERED during this scene, Penny has 0 chill took Billies WHOLE NECK SAVAGE ASF said FUCK your dead ass brother Billie dumbass bitch dead YEET 

[gr0mmet]

i googled “robot eat” and was not disappointed

[ineffable-bisexual-deactivated2]

HE’S TRYING