this is all i want to be!!!

lost between the years, the static swallowed all belief in safety! i can’t tell!!! if i’m alive! but something feels different on the inside!

[thatsallfieldplay]

hello!!! we’re the playing field system! polyfragmented dissociative identity disorder, circutien-cyclogenic, neurogenic and catharigenic-willogenic system. he/she/xe/they/it as collective pronouns. play, field, playfield or just playing field as collective names. we’re bodily 17.

sysmate list! <- this is currently being rewritten.

collectively alterhuman, offhuman and humanish. fictive heavy, bunny heavy and robot heavy. collectively objectum and posic. part-time selfshipper, full-time nerd. collectively queer. partial aac user. collectively wielding the swords: autism, adhd, agoraphobia, cptsd, dyscalculia, gad and schizophrenia. please be patient, they spilled the entire sword rack on us.

rubber duckie for your time :D

[thatsallfieldplay]

kandi… sighs dreamily,,

[thatsallfieldplay]

we’re arranging Plance to attend a pride parade later in the month and we’re thinkings of making pride kandi to hand out for fun… we haven’t exactly settled on What kinds to make, though :?

we don’t feel up for the task of making individual flags for several reasons, so it’ll be more of a bunchof braceletes based off the 2021 intersex-inclusive progress pride flag and the 2017 9-stripe rainbow flag. we’ve also considered making some ones with notable chants/quotes!

[thatsallfieldplay]

kandi… sighs dreamily,,

[thatsallfieldplay]

we don’t really know what we did but the back of our legs n heels ache like we pulled something :?

[fifiibibii]

🎺🐛

play the tumpet bwaaa

[fifiibibii]

wha whats happening to me ................😟

🦋

.......... oh fark

[cunt-inent]

they giving cattypillars hrt?

[thatsallfieldplay]

showered + bed made!

[thatsallfieldplay]

laundry done!

[bitchautism]

the online identity and gimmick-ifying of autism is so odd. I'm diagnosed with autism and yet I barely identify with any stuff I see about it anymore. It feels like autism is being rebranded as the Silly Guy Disorder that gives you smart and beautiful hyperspecific interests. it's not that I mind silly jokes or being lighthearted about being autistic- but when the entire social movement is based around marketing us this way, I just can't help but feel isolated from it. it feels like I'm not the right kind of autistic. I'm not marketable and digestible to common audiences, and therefore I am discarded by the movement in the name of progress and acceptance. it feels foul.

[ndnbutch]

personally I am of the opinion that vegans who are like “the way our food system currently works under capitalism on a large scale is exceptionally cruel to all animals including humans and is not sustainable, so I’m doing what I can to make the most ethical choices available to me about what I eat and encourage others to do the same” are generally very reasonable people who I agree with in spades. but vegans who seem to think human beings are not themselves animals who are ultimately also part of the food chain but instead some kind of other paternalistic higher entity that can never engage in ethical and sustainable hunting practices (and especially the fringe I’ve seen who think other carnivorous animal predators are also evil and need to be eliminated) are people I regard as foolish at best if not actively anti-indigenous and racist

[mintbees]

steam repeatedly notifying you that a friend is booting up a game thats clearly not cooperating feels like ur sitting inside and someone outside keeps trying to rev up a lawnmower

[mintbees]

[thylacines-toybox]

Orion, Muffin and Bath Bomb got to see an excellent rainbow this evening!

Happy pride month, these eons are all bi 🧡💛💙

[thylacines-toybox]

Orion is clearly NOT gaming OR seeing in 3D!!

He does have his own character on ACNH though.

[thylacines-toybox]

Bath Bomb on the beach at Blackpool

[bish0ps]

accused of using too many ellipses... don't care... there's always more to come...

[uptownlowdown]

my biggest word of advice to anyone scared to post their work/ocs/involve themselves in creative spaces online is to earnestly get interested in other people. be kind to others, like/reblog their work, tell them what you like about their work, get to know them as people.

this isn’t to “weasel” your way into anything or having ulterior motives or whatever. if you become friends with someone then that’s great! but there’s always something very personal about posting any kind of creative work. we’re all trying our best to connect with each other and the best way to get comfortable is to get to know others and show up as yourself. 🫶🏾

[oursystemblog]

[autiegem]

[ID: digital drawing of a shadowy figure holding a mask on their hands, and their point of view looking at the mask, a face with a soft, content expression. the caption reads: "even if it doesn't look like me, i try to regard this body fondly, as the implement which enables me to interface with this world. i try to appreciate it for that". the background is white. end ID.]

[oursystemblog]

[autiegem]

[ID: digital drawing of a shadowy figure holding a mask on their hands, and their point of view looking at the mask, a face with a soft, content expression. the caption reads: "even if it doesn't look like me, i try to regard this body fondly, as the implement which enables me to interface with this world. i try to appreciate it for that". the background is white. end ID.]