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been sitting on doing anything with this blog for a few days but fuck it syscourse is getting wild
what's up we are an OSDD1b system.
Collectively we go by Gala.
Body Age 26
They/Them
We block endos and pro-endos on sight B)
this blog is sort of run by the system as a collective. none of us are going to state our names so don't bother asking.
ENDOS/PRO-ENDOS FUCK OFF THAT'S NOT HOW BRAINS FUCKING WORK YOU MORONS.
I'm sorry but if you call DID/OSDD personality disorders, regardless of what you say after, I am gonna assume you don't know what the fuck you're talking about, regardless of if your opinion is correct or not.
I wish literally every system account wasn't anti endo, im traumagenic but anti-endo talking points are really triggering for me to the point where I genuinely can't interact with the majority of the system community
I mean honestly that sounds like a personal problem anon. Maybe you should explore system communities outside of tumblr if the communities on tumblr are causing you stress.
Nah, @natashagearmaster what we aren't going to do is this borderline fake claiming bullshit.
We literally found our system BECAUSE another alter started literally talking to our host. Internal system communication is absolutely a thing and many systems experience it. Sure there are some systems who lack that forum of communication, but the keyword there is SOME.
Finding our system is what finnaly convinced our host to start therapy to figure out what the fuck was going on. Some systems find awareness before diagnosis and that doesn't mean they are faking.
So once again, fuck off with this borderline fakeclaimer rhetoric. We don't fuck with fakeclaiming around here. You don't get to police how other systems function. Suck it up and deal with it.
Being anti-endo is ableist. Please take the time to learn how and why endogenic systems exist. As traumagenic systems, we could be great allies to people who are so often misrepresented in this community.
No.
you can't be ableist to endos because "being an endo" is claiming you have a disorder without the disorder. endos are the ableist ones tbh.
also again, we don't even believe that endogenic plurality is even real. That's just straight up not how brains work. So fuck off with this pro-endo anti recovery bullshit. <3
I ain't even mad but I find it funny how systems on the internet try to tell other systems on the internet how they should run their system.
First of all if you think we have any control over this disorder whatsoever you're funny, it controls us. Second idk you and you don't know me. Third it's not your system, it's not your business.
Sure if you wanna treat your littles like actual children knock yourself out, but don't impose that on me. We decide what's best for us. Idk why I keep seeing this shit everywhere though, littles aren't actual children. People would burn me at the stake if I tell them our littles are allowed to do whatever they want with reasonable safety in mind. They smoke weed and drink, but the body does that anyways were 21 for fucks sake. They cuss and drive and work if they happen to be fronting there. It's infantilization to say they can't do that, to say they're actual children and treat them like they are, I'm just so tired of seeing this everywhere. I saw it on Instagram back when we still had one, I see it here, I've seen it on the DID subreddit. Like bro shut up, it's not your system, what right do you think you have telling people how they should live just because you think your way is right or more correct.
i’ve seen a few blogs get that “are you an endo?” bait ask now
it's honestly incredibly fucking funny. Like???? just going up to someone who's obviously anti-endo and yelling at them for being an endo??? that's so unbelievably ridiculous.
7/10 to the past anon. gotta remove some points for it being one that is sent to multiple people. better luck next time.
Is it true you are actually a endogenic "system"??? I've heard some people saying this and sharing screenshots that seem pretty legit. if so that's really messed up. I don't you why you would troll us like this but you need to leave or community you scum.
Hey anon? What are you on? We are very much a traumagenic system. Also what screenshots?? Yall don't even know who we are. We have not shared our system name on here and have no plans on doing so. Literally the only other person that knows who runs this blog is our partner system.
but hey thanks for the laugh lol.
“don't fucking police how other people's systems function” “endos aren’t real” make it make sense 😂😂😂 you’re just as policing as they are sweaty
Bestie I've explained this before, but not believing in a bullshit and harmful ideology for how a system FORMED is not policing how a system FUNCTIONS. Please learn to read.
So like, at what point in being involved in syscourse do we start getting random anon hate and endos ignoring our DNI? I see so much talk about it and see it happen to others in the anti-endo space, when is it our turn?
oh here how about this, Endos are allowed to interact but only if it's to send us death threats. give us your worst we think they're funny.
Hi there
I have a little question because I see it a lot
What's an endo?
An Endo or an Endogenic system is a system that believes they formed without trauma. This is not possible as that is not how brains work. DID/OSDD is caused by repetitive childhood trauma.
Endos are usually either systems that are denying their trauma or blatantly faking. That being said, we don't support fake claiming. Unless a system outright admits to faking then it's not anyone's place to fake claim. If you suspect a system may be faking then best course of action is to block and move on.
While we don't think they are faking, we do not wish to interact with endos/pro-endos as they tend to spread misinformation and are often anti-recovery.
Hot take but like I don't think there really is an epidemic of people faking DID/OSDD.
Every time more awareness about this disorder spreads, more people realize that they have it. Hell if we knew about this disorder when we where 12 we probably would have figured it out back then.
Like I'm not claiming that there aren't people that fake it. I know that there are. However I just don't think that the amount of people faking is all that high.
Endos/Pro-Endos DNI
On one hand I'm like sure what the fuck ever if someone wants to speak on syscourse then who really cares if they are a singlet or a system.
On the other hand, most singlets I've seen participating in syscourse have been extreamly white knighty about it and that's annoying as fuck.
And not only that but to be honest I just don't give a shit about what singlets think about syscourse. I don't care about the opinions of someone who doesn't even have this God damn disorder when it comes to what they think about it.
I guess our stance on the matter is sure whatever singlets can participate in syscource, but also at the same time don't think that means people have to care what you have to say about it.
Also tbh I'm pretty sure we just block any singlet we see posting syscourse so again, doesn't really matter to us in the long run.
Not us wondering why some of our posts weren't showing in the syscourse tag only to realize we where fucking spelling it wrong.
Easy! "Endogenic Puruality" is not possible! That's not how brains work! Not believing in an ableist "system origin" is not policing how a system functions! Anyways enjoy the block! :)
I think part of the introject hate comes from some systems acting inappropriate. I had another system in one fandom server who came in there and started bossing people around how one character should be treated because they had alter of them. Saying things like: "no one can't ship this character with anyone because i'm this character and i'm dating our host!!!" Or mocking fanart for drawing them wrong "eww how disgusting i don't look like that!!!" Its awful how intorjects get a bad rep because few people don't know how to behave :(
See it's reasons like this that make it clear to me that introjects need to have at least a certain level of distance from their source.
Introjects are not their source, and treating them like such often just leads to stunting your recovery.
I really don't understand the hate that introjects get. Like.... brains are incredibly stupid and they will take any shortcut they can get. Did you know it's impossible for your brain to create a new face, and so every face you see in your dreams is one you've seen in real life?
Also the idea that you can't have introjects from recent media is stupid. Like for 1 people can still be going thru active trauma when consuming recent media, and 2 fragments relating to a character and taking their form is also a thing that can happen.
maybe just like... don't fucking police how other people's systems function?? It's really not hard.
