Just A Kid (A Fucking Sad One)

Send me a message if you want to talk. I’m 22 (so not a kid but I was when I named the blog)

[wowlookwhosspirallingagain]

you know it’s getting bad again when it’s harder not to relapse, every little things annoys the shit out of you, you want to crawl out of your skin, the distractions don’t help anymore and not even your favorite special little treat makes your day better

[yesterdayshistory]

There are times when I wish I could get better. Where I wish everything was different. And then I go beyond that to a point where I only want to get worse. I want to give in and I want this illness to claim me.

[bpdetrimental]

I fucking hate looking in the mirror. Why the fuck do I look like that and why the fuck can’t I be different and how the fuck can anyone even tolerate being near me.

[sad-empty-lost]

I don’t think you’ll ever understand the hatred I have for my own life…

[konoko]

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

Will these thoughts ever stop?

[the-anticipated]

I’ve been SH clean for years, just broke that streak

[the-anticipated]

I’m the closest I’ve ever been to ending it all right now.

[niewinne-gesty]

my edit

[angel-girls]

[the-anticipated]

Why is everything so desperately hard? When does it get better?

[the-anticipated]

I’m 23 and still crying about the same shit I cried myself to sleep over when I was 15. When does it get better?

[fucklife101]

Please tell me I’m not as forgettable as your silence is making me feel.

[everybody-wants-me-dead]

[the-moon-whisperer]

[nyctofilic]

[emotionalwords]