Anything And Everything

Side blog for my stray kids page is called straysandstays. Basically I post random shit when I feel like it mostly about different characters/actors from programs I like, I occasionally write quotes and stuff.

[the-bisexual-virgin]

Seriously a mass casualty event after Bobby’s death , yeah that’s just what we need 🤦🏻‍♀️

and we are going to see Bobby again after we’ve just been punched in the heart with his death, we now have to see him with like flash backs or hallucinations (which also means if a character is having hallucinations then they aren’t okay either)

Could be chimney from side affects of the virus or ravi as he lost oxygen .. or someone has a mental breakdown

Like you’ve killed Bobby off and yet your still going to try and break our hearts even more with still seeing him ( but won’t say how)

Here’s the article if anyone wants to read it

When Will ‘9-1-1’ Replace Bobby? Plus, Season 8 Finale Scoop

'What you'll see in the last three episodes, yes, grief, love, loss, sadness, and rallying and victory,' says exec producer Tim Minear.

[the-bisexual-virgin]

No no no no wtf 9-1-1 writers what the actual fuck!!I’m literally sobbing, why would you do this !!

Not cap, he didn’t even get to finish his dream home with Athena or see if something happens between buck and Eddie, because if it does we all know he would tell them “he always knew”.

He won’t ever meet chim and maddies baby boy

There’s so much he still had to live for, I’m honestly so angry with this story line

Bobby made 9-1-1 the family it is , now it’s just broken

[the-bisexual-virgin]

So this weird thing happens to me when I watch the show heartstopper, I dunno if it’s just me or if it happens to anyone else , after watching each season it for some bizarre reason triggers a depressive episode.

After watching season 1 I had a really bad depressive episode that lasted a few months it was honestly a very dark time in my life , then came season two and I was a bit hesitant to watch it after what happened with the first season, but I told myself I was being silly and a show couldn’t possibly trigger my mental illness like that.

So I watched season 2 and you guessed it, depressive episode. Wasn’t as bad as the first one but still pretty bad and it confirmed that it was indeed the show triggering it , I dunno why or how, there is obviously some psychological reason behind it that I’m not aware of and don’t really understand.

Now season 3 has just come out and I waited a few days before even thinking of watching it. But I recently cancelled my Netflix and I only have it until the 17th so I thought if I’m going to watch it I better do it now, and this season highlights a big mental illness storyline more so than the last 2 seasons, which I was aware of as I’ve read the books .

[also want to mention that I have been doing better with my mental illness lately, I haven’t sh or had ☠️ thoughts and my depression and social anxiety have been more manageable]

But now we are here I binged season 3 yesterday and it probably hasn’t helped I’m due my period so my hormones and emotions are out of wack, but today has been a really rough day I’ve got this constant intense feeling of dread that won’t go away , I feel like I’m going to have a panic attack, I feel hopeless, unlovable, that I’ve done nothing with my life & I’m worthless, I feel like I’m a waste of a human being , that I don’t contribute anything to the world so why am I here , and I’ve had ☠️ thoughts and sh urges which I unfortunately gave into, And I now feel even worse about myself.

And it sucks because I love the show, the characters, and what it stands for. Plus’s I’m fine with the books I can read them no problem, doesn’t affect me, so why does the show I just don’t get it.

I’m not even sure I’m going to post this as I don’t know if it makes any sense or if I’m just truly fucked up that a show triggers me to have a depressive episode and I can’t explain why.

[the-bisexual-virgin]

So we are getting moustache Eddie for season 8 !! But are we also getting curly hair buck for season 8???cause if so imma scream with joy

[the-bisexual-virgin]

I may have made a little edit 👀👀

Imagine Brad video calls you from he’s laptop to have a chat and play some music for you 🥺🥺

[the-bisexual-virgin]

Did I stay up just to wait for the new album to be released..yes...yes I did 😁😁

[poguesgold]

HOW TO DONATE TO BLM WHEN YOU HAVE NO MONEY

a black woman named zoe amira posted a video on youtube. this video is an hour long and filled with art and music from black creators. it has a ton of ads, and in result will rack up a ton of revenue. 100% of the ad revenue from the video will be dispersed between various blm organizations, including bail-out funds for protesters. it will be split between the following, dependent on necessity

brooklyn bail fund

minnesota freedom fund

atlanta action network

columbus freedom fund

louisville community bail fund

chicago bond

black visions collective

richmond community bail fund

the bail project inc

nw com bail fund

philadelphia bail fund

the korchhinski-parquet family gofundme

george floyd’s family gofundme

blacklivesmatter.com

reclaim the block

aclu

turn off your adblocker and put the video on repeat. do not skip ads. let it play on loop whether you’re listening or not. mute the tab if you need to focus elsewhere. but let. it. play.

youtube will donate to blm for you.

please, please reblog. for people who don’t have money to spare, this is incredibly important information to have.

[fagmundo]

IMPORTANT! DO NOT LOOP!! if you want the views to be counted, copy paste the link into a new tab after the video is done playing to let it play again, otherwise youtube won't count your views! and you will be streaming a video that won't generate any income for the bail out funds!!

[the-bisexual-virgin]

Purple aesthetic bisexual moodboard

[the-bisexual-virgin]

Hey peps I’ve made a group chat on here called bi-friends if anyone wants to be apart of it,don’t have to be bisexual you can have any or no gender and sexuality as long as your nice to everyone, just though it be cool to get to know people see what we got anything in common and become friends

If you want me to invite you to it just let me know

[ihatemynose]

💕2020 imma get a gf reblog and you too will get a gf in 2020💕

[words-i-thought-id-never-speak]

Bisexual Culture is:

Cuffed jeans

Tucked in shirts

Button down shirts

Can’t sit right

Can’t drive

“Lmao”

Finger guns

Mid-length hair (Bisexual bob)

Puns

Bad at math

“I’m gay”

[the-bisexual-virgin]

It’s really upsetting when people invalidate my sexuality because I’m a virgin, by saying stuff like well you haven’t done anything to know your bisexual, im thinking okay if we looking at it like that then I haven’t done anything to know I’m straight either

It’s like straight people growing up have attraction to the opposite sex while being virgins and yet they know their straight, but me who’s attracted to both I get questioned about it because I haven’t done it with anyone yet, like I’ve kissed multiple people of both genders and I found it more natural with girls but that doesn’t matter dose it .

Sorry for the little rant I’m just a little annoyed and got nobody to talk to

[anxietyproblem]

Instagram

[trashcaninspotlight-deactivated]

Be able to talk to the three people I eat lunch with

[flightofthefantasies]

Have a life?

[beardburnsupersoldiers]

I’d feel so much more confident about being social, taking chances, and do much better with change.

[theeoddity]

this internship would not be as hard as it is

[t4ctic4lc4ctus]

Forget about nursing school and start chasing veterinary school instead.

[voidmongrol]

Actually care about my OCs and not worried about how others view them

[llamagoddessofficial]

Go camping

[the-bisexual-virgin]

Literally everything, get some FRIENDS!! , start dating , have sex , get a job , go out on my own , catch the bus without feeling like im going to cry, not be afraid to get things wrong, start living the life I should of already been living

[the-bisexual-virgin]

All I’m gonna say is that in most cop/med/ firefighter shows you always have an in house couple ( that’s a couple that works today ) like in Chicago fire there was Casey and Dawson but now there’s severide and kid or greys anatomy there’s been a few In that show. So my point is 9-1-1 on fox hasn’t got an in house couple Bobby is with athena , hen is with Karen , chimney is with maddie so the only two left that they can pair up as an in house couple that both work at the firehouse is .... buck and Eddie because we’ve been told Lena isn’t a love interest for either of them so there for buddie gotta become a thing . Unless they bring in a new character to the fire house that will be a love interest to one of the guys but that will take so much time because they will need to first introduce the new character then build their background story and have them become a part of the family at 118 then build a friendship with one of the guys that leads into more than just friends then get into the love interest part but with buck and Eddie we’ve already been through that with them both so why would they make it more work and time consuming when they have the perfect match already and that’s buddie .

[the-bisexual-virgin]

So I was bored last night and done this , probably not that good but I think it’s cool so yeah thought I’d share it

[the-bisexual-virgin]

Banter with brad , boys reaction gif

Y/N: stop looking at me weirdo

Brad: and if I don’t

Y/N: I’ll leak your nude

Brad: you’re such a dick

Y/N: mmm you are what you eat

[the-bisexual-virgin]

I was bored so I did a thing ..