Hey, there! I’m just a 27 year old who’s currently obsessed with Arcane and the Nevermore comic on Webtoons. Please make yourself at home and let me know if you have any questions or theories to discuss!
Hey everyone! You are welcome to browse through this blog at your leisure or check out individual posts if you’re interested (or whenever they happen to float across your dash). Either way, I hope you find lots of love and comfort. Feel free to ask questions, okay? I’m glad you’re here 💛💛
Sorry it's been a while! I'll be honest, I don't have the capacity to say everything I want to say right now but I'll see what I can get out (thanks period flu and my week-late period 🫠)
I've just missed you lately. Little moments here and there where I think of you and hate that I can't talk to you or hear your voice. I had those a lot in the early aftermath of The Big Bad ™️ (did I ever tell you that's what I call the worst moment of my life? if not, now you know 😅).
Anyways, I hadn't had many of those moments until recently. Now I miss you just as much and have to hope you're doing well. That you're growing as much as I am and that despite that growth, you're still the same stubborn yet sweet person I remember. That you're somehow seeing these posts.
I still want to reach out. I've never stopped wanting to reach out. Idk if you ever want to hear from me again but if so, please know I will always want to hear from you. Idc if I'm on my deathbed. I will always want you in my life, okay? 💛💛
In other news, I finally watched Arcane. It wrecked me but hey, now I have a new set of lesbians to obsess over 😂 (seriously though, you need to watch it if you haven't because you would love it. All I could say as I watched it was "ooh, I wonder what Nyx would think of this?" I'll be cosplaying Vi for Halloween or a future con (depends on how long it takes for my hair to grow out because yes, I'm absolutely adopting that hair style for a character I just met two weeks ago)
Speaking of cons, I'm going to Dragon Con in September! Elena and I will be sharing a room (probably a bed) and I'm completely fine with that (really, I am 😅). It'll be the second time so hopefully it won't be as weird as my anxiety's making it out to be 🙃
Oh, I saw Leanna Firestone last month and that was fun! I got to go back to all my fav spots in Atlanta (plus visit some new ones like the Asian add-on to the food market) 😊
Idk how I almost forgot to mention but I saw Girls Like Girls while I was in Atlanta. I kept wishing you were there but it's okay cause I brought Niko with me 💛💛
But yeah, that was before the concert. Here's the concert pics!
Technically the last one isn't a concert pic since it was taken in the bathroom of an H-Mart (yes, my first visit and it was AMAZING!!! 🤩🤩) but the tank top is from the concert so it counts, right? Yeah, it counts 😁
Last but not least, I commented on a Honey Ironic post and guess what?
SHE REPLIED.
Tbf, she replied to all the other comments but still! 😂
Look!
I mentioned how I've been following her since Trials of the Gods thanks to you. But yeah, I thought you would enjoy that 😊
Overall, I'm doing good. Like I said, just feeling pretty shitty physically atm but what's new? 🙃
I hope you're having a great summer so far and doing things you love. Life's too short not to. Oh, and drink your water and eat some food. I don't need you passing out from heat exhaustion cause that shit's real. Ily silly goose /p 💛💛
I feel like this perfectly summarizes my thoughts on Arcane, especially since I finished the finale an hour ago.
Not sure where it ranks with my other favorite shows but it's definitely up there. Caitvi had me screaming, crying, etc. and I will be thinking about so many of their scenes for a while. Gods, they're so pretty 😭😭
I didn't realize how many fanvids I'd made until I did so here's an organized collection of my overenthusiastic offerings to the following fandoms:
K-Pop Demon Hunters
shorts
Father Figure (Bobby's Version)
Father Figure (Mira's Version)
Father Figure (Mira's Version) | Clean
gemini moon
videos
all of the love in the world
take it slow
bleeding isn't (in my blood)
everything to everyone
eldest daughter
hello kitty with a knife
unofficial zoey diss track
dance dance dance
space
She-Ra and the Princesses of Power
empty space
black hole fantasy
on my way there
on my way there (Catradora)
renegade
please don't leave me
metaphor
scars
how to rest
Zootopia
like the dawn
love like you
house that always rains
wish that you were here
a place in this world
p.s. I've posted some of these on here so don't be surprised if they sound familiar
p.s.s. they're color-coded based on the characters each fanvid focuses on/whose perspective it's from (I'll include a key below just for funzies)
KPDH
Rumi
Mira
Zoey
SPOP
Adora
Catra
Zootopia
Judy
Nick
* a combination of colors indicates a focus on multiple characters or a ship featuring those characters (typically platonic, queerplatonic, or romantic) *
How fucking funny would it have been if Will decided to test the waters before his Avengers assemble ass coming out scene (like just practice getting the words out to a single person) by coming out to Steve first since Robin told him that Steve is cool with queer people. And Steve is supportive and nice about it ofc, but also just confused as hell why HIM of all people. He has no clue that Will knows that Steve knows that Robin is a lesbian, and he's not about to bring up Robin's secret even to another gay person, so he's just left wondering what about him (ex-douchebag popular jock who is outwardly very heterosexual and who most people wouldn't think to trust with vulnerable socially ostracizing information since he hasn't always been nice to those who are different) seems to keep inadvertently communicating to the lonely queer community of Hawkins that he's this like, guardian angel ally that they can trust with their secret because the universe just keeps throwing these moments in his lap. Ntm it's also extremely awkward because he is trying to convey his support but he truly does not know Will like that, and has barely spoken two words to the kid (and maybe even naturally assumed that Jonathan's beef with him may have rubbed off on his brother) but now his first like, real conversation with Will Byers is this emotionally charged massive confession that the kid clearly struggled to trust his actual friend group with 😭 He's genuinely happy to be that guy for someone else now too but he's like??? 'Am i giving off a vibe or..🤨' And from then on everytime someone comes up to Steve like "I need to tell you something..." he's mentally practicing his newest 'gay is ok' speech in case it's happening again
Just finished the finale (I know it came out several months ago, I'm late to everything). Anyways, I just want to say that I called El being alive. I didn't know how but I was like "there's no motherfucking way she's gone, I just know it". And I was right 😎
I fucked up my sleep schedule for this but I didn't need sleep, I needed answers. And boy am I glad I got them. I bawled like a baby on four different occasions (to be fair, it was a 2 hour finale).
This whole season had me emotional with Robin and Will bonding cause I just can't get enough of queer people learning to love and accept themselves. Not just their queerness but the other parts of themselves, too. Robin being like a queer elder (while still coming out herself) was spo relatable and I just love her even more. And Will coming out to 12 people at once?!?! Go big or go home, I guess 😂 I was hoping he would come out to Robin first but I guess in a way he kinda did 🤷🏻
Anyways, I don't know how I'm gonna go to sleep now but I'll find a way. Probably by reading a Zootopia fanfic cause apparently that's something I do now (goddamnit, Nick and Judy 🥹😭😭).
If you're reading this (you know who you are), just know you motivated me to watch the finale. I was gonna watch it regardless but I saw that you made posts about it so I told myself I'd watch it so I could read them and I did. I'm glad we're on the same page (but also, Karen? Really? I hope you know I'd make so much fun of you for that /lh 😂)
Not my usual kind of post but I wanted to share this. I have a friend I wish I could show this to because I know they would give me that look and be like "stoppp" while also giving top tier queer energy 😂 (ily /p btw)
Rewatched Nimona tonight and it hit home even more since I was still questioning my gender identity when I first saw it (literally the day before I saw it, actually 😅). Anyways, this scene is one of many that really resonated with me during tonight's rewatch.
if I had a nickel for every animated movie with a huge trans allegory that's about being seen as a monster and finally being accepted without having to hide, that released during pride month, I'd have 2 Nickels
For me, it's the fact that both of these were released at the end of June and I saw them both for the first time in mid to late July of the year they were released. Like 🤯😂😂
So I've been thinking about @macdenlover 's "levels of headcanon" chart (about how heavily a HC is influenced by canon), so I decided to make my own scale about how likely a HC is to be true (including different levels of canon) using queer cartoon characters as examples :)
I just spent an hour making this because I was bored. Enjoy. Image description under the cut.
Inspiration:
it came to my realization that 99% of my fandom related headaches would be cured if everyone understood this
ID courtesy of @hatreds-og-imagedescriptions (thank you!!)
[ID: a chart going from 10 to 1, with explanations of the ratings on the left and images of characters with queer flags and descriptions of said characters on the right.
10: "Explicit canon. Clearly stated in the original media." Trans Barney from Dead end Paranormal Park. "Barney says "I'm transgender"".
9: "Implicit canon. Never explicitly stated, but 100% canon in the original media". Nonbinary Raine from The Owl House. "Raine never says "I'm nonbinary," but uses they/them and is never referred to as a man/woman (also, confirmed by Dana)".
8: "Creator confirmation. Never stated in the original media, but confirmed canon by the media's creator". Aroace Lilith from The Owl House. "While never mentioned/implied in TOH, Dana has confirmed that Lilith is aroace".
7: "Heavily implied. Never confirmed, but likely true (either by canon evidence or creator implication)". Genderfluid Nimona from Nimona. ""Aaand now you're a boy" "I am today" (anyway, the whole movie has trans/GNC themes)".
6: "Possibly implied. Hinted at in the original media, but could be explained as something else". Trans Doofenschmirtz from Phineas and Ferb. "Doof COULD be transmasc, or the whole "raised as a girl" thing could just be for the bit".
5: "Fanon. Never confirmed, but generally accepted by the fandom". Aromantic Alastor from Hazbin Hotel. "While only confirmed to be ace, most of the fandom also sees Alastor as aromantic".
4: "HC with evidence. Headcanons supported by a dedicated fan's detective work". Bisexual Mabel from Gravity Falls. "People have noticed bi flag stickers hidden on Mabel's scrapbooks".
3: "Canon neutrality. Could be true, could be false, but overall makes sense and doesn't contradict the original media". Genderqueer Pleakley from Lilo and Stitch. "Maybe Pleakley is genderqueer, maybe he just wanted to crossdress for the mission, who knows? That's why it's a headcanon."
2: "I made it the fuck up. Based on vibes, has absolutely nothing to do with canon". Bisexual Megamind from Megamind. "No evidence, no explanation, he just has Disaster Bi™ vibes".
1: "Um? No? But go off. Directly contradicts canon (but who cares, that's why it's fun)". Trans Stanley Pines from Gravity Falls. "Even though flashback scenes prove Stan is AMAB, some people HC him as transmasc." End of ID.]
This won't be nearly as nice and comprehensive as I'd like it to be but I just finished putting this together on Insta so I'm slapping it here (mainly in the hopes that my best friend sees it cause I really want to talk to them about it but I can't 😭). Anyways, goodnight folks 🫡
Just wanted to shout-out the UNC Asheville students who donated a shit-ton of food to the Goodwill I work at. I hope you know that you made my (as well as my coworkers') day and I will remember this for the rest of my life (probably).
Seriously though, thank you! Some of the food was slightly past its expiration date but I don't mind. It'll be enjoyed regardless.
Now I don't have to stock up on snacks for a couple months 😁🤩😭🤩😭
Whoever you are, you're the best and I love you! 🥹💛💛
