You are angry about something. “Clam down,” I text you. You assume I have made a typo, but in fact I am holding a small soldier clam in my hands. He died so young. War is hell
I think it is still the negative spaces. There are some scenes that I would’ve probably written differently today, but at the time of posting it was the best think I’d ever made and I’m still very proud of myself for it. I don’t think there’s anything *more* that I could ever write about the Osmium sibs that isn’t already in that fic, you know?
3. is there another author who inspires you to write?
I’m just going to make a big sweeping gesture at @euxiom, @wonderwafles, @exhaling-dust, @xivu-arath, @synnthamonsugar, @phthalology and @the-goldendragon. These people are all amazing writers with absolutely incredible minds, but most of all they are good friends who continuously support and inspire me to be better at my craft. Oh and @svedupelle of course because her ideas are brilliant and I WILL hold her hostage at gunpoint to write them down sometime
19. which fic would make the best TV show? what kind of TV show would it be?
My heart says Book of Lies, if purely for the reason of scope; I've always aimed for it to be a novel-sized thing, so I think it would make a well-rounded show complete with subplots and side characters and stuff. The first eight chapters need a rewrite like a thirsty man needs water, but there’s certainly *some* potential there.
That said, a Nox Luminata TV show would be a glorious one-season comedy-treated-seriously piece, methinks.
I think it is still the negative spaces. There are some scenes that I would’ve probably written differently today, but at the time of posting it was the best think I’d ever made and I’m still very proud of myself for it. I don’t think there’s anything *more* that I could ever write about the Osmium sibs that isn’t already in that fic, you know?
3. is there another author who inspires you to write?
I’m just going to make a big sweeping gesture at @euxiom, @wonderwafles, @exhaling-dust, @xivu-arath, @synnthamonsugar, @phthalology and @the-goldendragon. These people are all amazing writers with absolutely incredible minds, but most of all they are good friends who continuously support and inspire me to be better at my craft. Oh and @svedupelle of course because her ideas are brilliant and I WILL hold her hostage at gunpoint to write them down sometime
19. which fic would make the best TV show? what kind of TV show would it be?
My heart says Book of Lies, if purely for the reason of scope; I've always aimed for it to be a novel-sized thing, so I think it would make a well-rounded show complete with subplots and side characters and stuff. The first eight chapters need a rewrite like a thirsty man needs water, but there’s certainly *some* potential there.
That said, a Nox Luminata TV show would be a glorious one-season comedy-treated-seriously piece, methinks.
I wanted to picture some possible Hive events that might be big or small in their life. And this seemed like fitting them. Or maybe it's more as Xivu's thing.
Less messy version, bc I might like it more with less chaotic details that take more attention from other main things. I also have this second sketch, but I was not happy with composition and that it was not really clear that Oryx attaches these bones on Warpriest's cape, and was a pity to scrap, but also no strength to do smth with it.
Used my NMS screenshot as a ref for a random planet. Such a beautiful game
I feel sorry for people who could abruptly come for Look Outside content, cause mainly I was boiling in Destiny hell with hyperfixations jumping. Or I feel so for every of my abrupt drawing subject change. And like if I go from Destiny too. Sometimes it's nice to refresh with different themes tho.
There're a lot of things that I didn't finish. And I like LO, so it has unfinished sketches too
Couldn't make myself finish something faster, not wanting to draw things imperfect and was distracting from doing what is planned. And hard bad irl thing happened, which reminds about itself a lot even when I try to distract and not to let the thoughts gnaw, because it's hard not to remember when it got into a habit and disappeared for ever. Even when I describe it so evasively here, it still gets me with sadness and tears.
And here's also a Destiny 2 last final update (though it was bound to happen someday and I was burned out mostly and lost bc of not playing newer paid content with not being able to afford it), and I already feel emotionally exhausted with other events that I wrote abt above and don't know how I feel with hollowness or smth, confused, and what this would mean, and everyone said these words many times already, and it seems to be still playable? I don't understand why I would feel this way bc of such things, with me not playing a lot, and more drawing. Maybe because of people around being unhappy abt this and saying that it's the end.
It became one of my biggest hyperfixations with how many things I drew. I'm afraid and sad if my mind and these fixations stick to something that depends partly on people with who I interact, and that it's not fully under my control.
Also, recently I started to try using my blog's and bsky name as a new signature, because I felt more uncomfortable and feeling a little rejection towards the older one. It was a mix of Luka Odium that I didn't want to use as a full thing, but also "Luka" was too simple. And I got this. But I had an anxious feeling if I get uncomfortable towards this one too someday.
I was thinking abt making the second short Tomodachi clips post, where I also added my Hunter, Caiatl and my Titan. But I paused the game on my Titan without knowing how to name her. I was thinking if to make Sav and Xivu, and who else idk. I felt awkward and strange about adding characters from other fandoms and OCs
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