Anywhere can be paradise as long as you have the will to live. After all, you are alive, so you will always have the chance to be happy.
You do know what he does, donāt you?
Hmm, sounds like you donāt get along with your dad. Uh, you sound just like me.
Iām afraid thatās heās just like his father. The gruff and unfriendly part that is.
How could you do this to me!? I thought you didnāt want me!
Because there is no one else who can.
If youāre going to do it, do it now! If not then leave!
This is all wrong. I came all this way! Uh why did I come!?
Exactly why did you come here? You mustnāt run awayā¦
Thatās the way of disasters; they come without warning.
Youāre such an optimist.
Hey, Sometimes you need a little wishful thinking to keep on living.
Living alone is fine with me. Iām alone anyway.
Itās so desolate, the city seems so lonely.
This is your home so feel free to take advantage of everything thatās here, except of course of me that is.
Another unfamiliar ceiling. Of course in this whole city there is no place thatās familiar. Why am I here?
Even though a hedgehog may want to become close with another hedgehog. The closer they get the more they injure each other with their spines.
Itās the same with some humans. The reason s/he seems so withdrawn is because s/heās afraid of being hurt.
You know I just donāt care anymore.
Only an idiot fights when he knows he canāt win. Balls have nothing to do with it.
I was just wondering why sheās always alone.
Donāt ever say that! Just donāt say that you have nothing else!
She said, Donāt makeĀ others suffer for your personal hatred.
Youāve been shutting your eyes to that which you wished to avoid.
Youāre running from reality again. No one can justify life by linking happy moments into a rosary.
Whatās wrong with running away from reality if it sucks?!
Discovery may be joy, but knowledge is power.
Iāll think for myself and Iāll live for myself!
Just donāt stop being my mother!
Why wonāt you look at me?
That is what it is to be lonely?
Songs are good. Singing brings us joy.
I want to talk to you some more. May I come with you?
You are extremely afraid of any kind of initial contact arenāt you?
Are you that afraid of other people?
I know that by keeping others at a distance you avoid a betrayal of your trust, for while you may not be hurt that way, you mustnāt forget that you must endure the loneliness.
Man cannot erase this sadness, because all men are fundamentally alone.
You know pain is something man must endure in his heart, and since the heart feels pain so easily some believe life is pain.
You are delicate like glass, especially your heart.
Why am I here? Why am I still alive?
What did you want to say to me?
Did you hate dealing with people?
Hope exists in as many forms as there are people.
One more final, I need you.
The thread of hope is spun with the flecks of sorrow.
In truth, death may be the only absolute freedom there is.
But itās your mind which takes reality and separates it into whatās bad and hateful.
Youāll have to make your own decisions. No one can do it for you.
But there is only one truth that is your truth. Thatās the one thatās formed by whatever point of view that you chose to view it from. Itās a revised perception that protects you.
Your truth can be changed simply by the way you accept it. Thatās how fragile the truth for a human is.
One who truly hates himself cannot love, he cannot place his trust in another.
He abandoned his will to live, clinging instead to a false hope.
I want to continue existing in this world! My life is worth living here!
The fate of destruction is also the joy of rebirth.
Iām not going to feel sorry for you.
If you donāt like feeling pain, then you can just sit here and let them kill you!
You hate yourself, donāt you?
Thatās why you hurt others.
Deep down you know that you suffer more when you cause someone else pain, than if you just let yourself get hurt.
Stop lying to yourself, and realize that youĀ doĀ have options. Then accept the choices youāve made.
SoĀ fuckingĀ whatĀ if Iām not you?!
That doesnāt mean its okay for you to give up! If you do, IāllĀ neverĀ forgive you as long as I live.
God knows Iām not perfect either.
Iāve made tons of stupid mistakes and later I regretted them. And Iāve done it over and over again, thousands of times.
A cycle of hollow joy and vicious self-hatred. But even so, every time I learned something about myself.
Weāll do the rest when you get back.
You misunderstood from the very beginning. You just believed what you wanted to believe.
I didnāt believe that anyone could love me. I never deserved to be loved.
I donāt know where to find happiness.
He was aware that he was still a child.
Youāve never learned how to deal with fearing what others feel about you and so you avoid it.
Youāre gonna carry that weight.
If you will not believe that you can change yourself, you will be unable to continue.
I killed⦠(Insert name)! Iām a horrible person. Iām dishonest, and a coward.
If itās too painful, you can always make it stop.
All I ever do is hurt people. So Iād rather do nothing at all!
Stop talking like a stubborn little brat!
Like it or not, youāre still alive. Get moving and DO something!
This convenient fabrication is your attempt to change reality.
Tell me, have we done the right thing?
How can I ever understand you if you wonāt say anything? You never talk to me, but you expect me to understand you! Thatās impossible!
I wanna stay with you, (insert name)⦠and I want to help you. But, I donāt know what to do.
So now you come running to me because thatās the easiest way to keep from getting hurt!
You never even loved yourself! Youāre all you have and you never even learned to like yourself!
I know all about your little jerk-off fantasies about me. Go ahead, and do it like you always do⦠Iāll even stand here and watch you. But⦠if I canāt have you all to myself, then I donāt want ANYTHING from you.