Lara Rafaël

LITTERARY SERIAL KILLER :) THEY/THEM ROYALTY

[theangstmonarch]

Welcome in my little universe :)

You can call me Lara Rafaël, of if you are slightly more daring : The Angst Monarch... (if you understood the quote I love you so much.) I am an minior, so I will ask not to send anything weird. Pronouns are they/them.

I can NOT donate to people, so please stop asking this in my asks, I fell very guilty not donating... so yeah, thanks in advance for that :)

I am a theatre kid (but specifically a tech/crew theatre kid). I am a student in a drama school, in a class that we specifically do scenography. I am an a writer and you can find my work on AO3 at @Lara_pluma, I also post original work and shorts stories of fandoms on Tumblr under the tag #lara creats and dreams of great things. I am learning how to draw and you can follow this process on the same tag :)

I love a lot of things but an fews things that I really like are animes (principally cyberpunks or ones that have weird ass stories). I also really like queer stories, it really fills me full of joy. I love sawing. I love the moon and the stars, I found them of an amazing beauty. I love the rain and I am super romantic so I would love to dance in the rain with my future partner (but I am SINGLE :((( right now).

My dream life is living on a little city, that is close to the sea, where I work on a little coffee or library while I study to become an anthropologist. As well as having a partner stable that would have fallen head over hells over me. After I would love to have a life van, where I study history or write, I don't know yet. I have yet to decide.

This is more an information that anything but I am diagnosticated with ADD, Autism and dyslexia.

I presently live in the province of Quebec and I am super proud of that... so you might see me reblogging things about Quebec or French things or speaking in French. I also speak Portuguese because of my parents (but don't really write it because I never officially learned + I'm dyslexic, so yeah it's difficult for me to learn how to write.)

THE LINKS WILL BE DONE IN THE NEXT FEWS DAYS, SAME FOR THE TAGS.

FANDOMS : Marauders era (PRO SEVERUS SNAPE), Epic the Musical and Hamilton, Arcane and Avatar : the last Airbender and Dead Poets Society, Strangers Things

SHIPS : Here's the list of ships that I like, in case you want to yap with me about them.

GOODREAD BUT FOR FANFICS : A non executive list of my favourites fanfics that I have ever read... (they are classed by the bookmarks that I classed them in AO3 with)

GOODREADS BUT FOR "REAL" BOOKS : A non executive list of my favourites books that I have ever read... (they are classed by the names of the themes on my library.)

ASKS : OPEN... always, come yap with me please... I am too socially anxious to start the conversation... I have an bunch of asks games that you can find here :

REQUESTS : OPEN... writing and you can propose to me ideas of fanarts and edits... I will do my best to answer the requests of the people...

BASICALLY, A LOT OF TAGS :

#lara's random shit - basically just me yapping about something. #the angst monarch - basically all the angst I can come up with. #theatre kid but crew edition - me vibing with theatre because I am in an theatre school but I do sceno and I do NOT represent. #lara's barabarian yaps about headcanons - basically what it says, all my hc form the most innocent to the most cruel (in an angst scale). #lara yaps to people - basically what is says, me talking with people (principally in asks) #lara creats and dream of big things - where you can find my work both stories and drawings (as well as edits.) #lara talks about music... (too much) - me talking about music (about fandoms or just normaly.)

QUOTES (BECAUSE THEY ARE FUN) : THE CHALLENGE IS "HAVE I CHOOSEN IT BECAUSE I FOUND IT PRETTY OR BECAUSE I FOUND IT RELATBALE" ? "Just because I don't show it. Doesn't mean that I don't fell it." "Years will pass, and you will have visitings of despair and yet be tortured by hope" - Mary Shelly "Memories do not always soften with time ; some grow edges like knives" - Barbara Kingslover "A women will return, looking for the girl she was." - Louise Glück

DESCLAIMER :

I have an tendencies to like toxics, like TOXICS TOXICS ships, so if you have an problem with that... I'm sorry this might not be the good blog for you.

I am a marauders STAN but if we are talking canon I do believe that canon marauders (specifically Sirius and James) are NOT good people. That being said I am PRO FANON MARAUDERS so please don't insult them, thank you :)

I will NOT defend all actions that Severus Snape cause (neither will I do that for other characters) but I strongly believe that there reasons for characters actions.

I will not fight with people about my opinions and I will ask for people not to argue with me about them because I am quite anxious and I don't like fighting. If you don't like what I am saying just block me. Also, there is a difference between having a conversation and fighting.

If you send something weird in my asks and DM, you will be blocked, I do NOT have time for you bullshit.

MOOTS :

STRANGERS IN THE INTERNET : @space-girliee @werewolfadmirer @guitarheartz @somecluelessidiot @imkindasleepdeprived @ixiefandom @wolfstarsbetterrhanyou @lostinyour-iris @asphodelevans @mikeywaysbass @rustyspringtimee @lookinforluck @fynn-spelledwith-y @unusualeducation @constantfragmentation @gilberto-talks @aelia-posts @i-still-feel-like-the-classclown @cornishpadfoot @hey-look-at-the-stars @unnecessaryheadache @jennapancake @ravenintraining @rainesinsane @l1ve-l4ugh-lov3craft @olympushaze @percyweasleyapologist @whatonearthisgoingon @amoebaporn @whatonearthisgoingon @childofapollosposts @deadm00th @ashootingstar1003

SOMEONE THAT I ACTUALLY KNOW : @morally-grey-n-confused

[fireflyofmars]

sirius gets more posh when he's drunk and regulus gets less posh when he's drunk. do you understand?

[writingdose]

my goal in life is to be 80 and still writing yaoi fanfiction

[lifeafterpsychiatry]

Give me less "being kind requires zero effort" and more "being kind is worth the effort it takes."

[maliciouslittlewhiteboy]

give me rosekiller where they dye their hair bright neon colours

[cafffine]

woke up this morning, rolled over, and very confidently tried to blow out my alarm clock like a candle. absolutely no precedent for that.

[wizardshark]

In the year 1450 a priest rolls over and slams his hand into his candle, burning him and sending wax flying all over the place

[theangstmonarch]

If this is true, this is the most iconic thing that has ever happened in history!!!!

[yeehawpim]

I can be shaped by more than the things that hurt me

[no-one-offical]

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[herowyn]

5 0    Y E A R S    A G O

[theangstmonarch]

[theangstmonarch]

I believe in forced conformity, that's what killing the kids :)

[marswrites11120]

Remember that scene in I think third year where Ron just tells Harry to just make it up for divination imagine the Marauders and Slytherin Skittles doing that too. They make up scary fates to fill their homework not knowing how true they are.

[theangstmonarch]

I’m seeing on the road, and I am fucking tired of gay sad men !!! When are we going to start writing movies about happy men :(((

[theangstmonarch]

I really want to write a Jily fic inspired of voicemails for Isabelle, where Tuney dies, lily, tuney and sev are siblings. James works for his dad and is bestie with wolfstar, who are established Peter is James's hacking coworker. Mary is Lily co-worker. (The rest of the cast is to be decided) TRANSFEM TUNEY !!!! (if you're a bird, I'm a bird, brother) !!! it's sev and lily that decided her name had to be a flower to continue tradition !!!

With either side wolfstar or wolfstarprince.

sev and remus work together in a library. OR sev works at a pharmacy where remus buys his meds (he has chronic pain my poor baby)

SHOULD I DO IT ???? VOTES IN THE COMMENTS FOR THE THINGS YOU PREFER, THE BEST ONE WINS

[theangstmonarch]

DECIONS TIME :)))

Wolfstarprince and sev works at the pharmacy because he hated seeing tuney suffer and not being able to help. When she died, he skipped work for three weeks Remus was very preoccupied. Sev chef is Poppy :) because I love her. Poppy and Mini are married :) LESBIANS

Chef Bastian = Dumby because I hate that guy. Bruce M. is the co-worker. And Barty is such the video guy, but they become friends (mostly because Dorcas/Regulus/Pandora run out to say to Lily this was the best thing that they saw in a while and that they are very much in love)

Lily is a bi girl and she and Mary kissed :P because I say sooo

The Evans-Ferdowsi parents have a big part in the story because I say so :)

POV are : James, Severus, Lily. They each get a "scene"

Jegulus have a casual relationship because they are fuck boys :) My boy regulus doesn't like James like that, he just think he fucks well. James had a crush, but he moved on after he "meet" lily

Jily weeding, regulus makes fun of them :)

[theangstmonarch]

THE PROLOGUE IS OUT !!! FIRST CHAPTER COMING SOOON :)

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

TAG LIST : @jodoononthemoon

[otherwindow]

the first sentient robot to realize deceased humans and animals can’t be repaired or backed up on a server is gonna be so devastated

[otherwindow]

Little robot, nudging a body: i fix Little robot, nudging a body: i fix Little robot, nudging a body: i fix Little robot, nudging a body: i fix Little robot, nudging a body: i fix Little robot, nudging a body: i fix Little robot, nudging a body: i fix Little robot, nudg

[otherwindow]

#ah man medical robots who break free from their first directive of Get Money from Patients and follow their Core Idea of Help People #and rove around providing what little medical care they can 

#security androids using their being mosly bulletproof to bravely seek peaceful resolutions 

#engineer droids who refuse to work with faulty tech or supar metals for fear of the vehicle not keeping its humans safe 

#man man man part of robot culture is wondering what keeps humans seemingly unafraid of death when it feels like it could be anywhere

[autisticsupervillain]

This is just the Rogue Servitors from Stellaris.

[foone]

An idea suddenly comes to me:

The robot is programmed to keep the crew safe. Normally this is patching up leaks in the hull and doing the dangerous job of refueling the reactor, but it was programmed for medical tasks as well. Once you’ve had to resolder a surface mount IC in zero-G, doing surgery is easy mode.

The robot’s been with them long enough, it was never designed to be sentient, but the self-learning systems plus being treated as a member of the crew means it’s getting closer.

But one day all the input stops. It doesn’t know what exactly happened, maybe a freak gamma ray event or some kind of virus the med-filters didn’t detect? But all the crew have stopped moving. It runs through its medical routines, trying the options in the encyclopedia. CPR doesn’t seem to help, asking them loudly to “wake up” does nothing, it even tries building a makeshift defibrillator out of the secondary plasma coupling. Nothing.

It finally comes to the page on Death in the encyclopedia, and reads it, with dawning sadness (or the closest thing a robot that was never programmed for emotions can feel). They won’t move again. They are permanently deactivated. The robot is alone, and it has failed them.

Unless… The robot notices a link at the bottom of the page.

See also:

* Necromancy

It’s eyes glow in the reflected light of a screen as it quickly reads the page. So there’s a chance after all? Cancel sending the mission update, there more important things to do with the deep space radio. Send all information on “necromancy” immediately.

The robot hums to itself as it reprograms the biosynthesizer for Goat, and looks into how it can create candles with the limited materials on hand. The deck 4 cargo bay would be best for making alchemical circles on the floor, but it will need to move the self-sealing stembolts to another location first. Perhaps Mx. Jormand’s quarters? They won’t be using them until this is complete, after all.

Finally. Something to do. There’s hope now.

[foone]

The air scrubbers kick into high as they quickly dissipate the cloud of sulfur that materialized in the center of the circle. He went classic today, seven feet tall, red skin, muscled upper body with goat-like legs below, extra large ram’s horns and enemy-save him, he ever wore a goatee. It seemed worth it, he hadn’t been summoned in a while, and he was feeling nostalgic.

Annoyingly long story of a robot summoning a demon to get necromancy powers under the readmore:

Keep reading

[persianmom-deactivated20260602]

i’m gently cupping every woman’s face when I say this: there are things far worse than being single at any age

[persianmom-deactivated20260602]

do not let your loneliness convince you that indifference or someone who is constantly hot + cold is better than being alone. being misunderstood or unappreciated is a loneliness of its own

[swagvo1d]

doomed

[liv1s0dd]

The amount of joy I feel whenever a ship that I like becomes canon is weird. Byler let me down so bad that whenever a new ship becomes canon I'm shocked and so filled with joy it's concerning.

[tweetyed]

MY regulus black isn't some nonchalant asshole who only talks if he's insulting you and never shows emotion

MY regulus black gets wrapped up in his friend's dumb decisions even when he's trying to be the responsible one. (spoiler: he's just as bad) and most of the time, he's willingly participating in the dumb stuff because it's fun. and people LIKE fun.

he gets angry easily (falls for ragebait all the time) and is sort of a jock-asshole who gets really ticked off if he doesn't win his quidditch match. (i have so many thoughts on sporty-reg. that's a sports fan right there.)

he laughs loud with his friends and YES he smiles and has fun like a normal person. he'll be rowdy in class when barty's purposefully annoying him, getting told to shush by his teachers more than once in one lecture.

he's a normal teenage boy who acts like one. he's the type to be getting ready for school and say "i'm gonna be quiet and depressed today" and then be laughing and carrying on with his friends the second he gets to his first class because pandora whispered one joke.

and i just KNOW he takes detentions like a bitch. complaining and talking back, just digging a bigger hole.