evan's yapping zone

True Trans Soul Rebel | he/him | I <3 AO3

[fireflyofmars]

jesus would have loved rpf

[no-where-new-hero]

obsessed by the existence/function of the Bronze. here we have a place that’s just basically a club, but frequented almost exclusively by the high-school, underaged population of sunnydale, so presumably none of those colorful drinks are alcoholic, but it’s not a kid’s space so angel and giles can just come and go and party along without anyone snarking about it, and there are just endless basements for people to get eaten by vampires in, but no one is apparently doing drugs in them.

when people say (queer) teens need more third spaces they mean the Bronze

[fireflyofmars]

i havent been outside for anything other than work and doctors in like a week i wanna go to a third space so badddd

[fireflyofmars]

I'm really evil and scary. you can see it in my wide-eyed, vacant autistic gaze.

[laffy-saffy-banana-flavr]

Exhibit A; ur Sona in my furry comics

[fireflyofmars]

why did you give me penis shirt :sob:

[fireflyofmars]

I'm really evil and scary. you can see it in my wide-eyed, vacant autistic gaze.

[melancholic-whimsy]

me and my endless corridor of nothingrooms vs „reality“

[fireflyofmars]

i think you would appreciate "the spiral" from the magnus archives.

[fireflyofmars]

tom baker's doctor is such an icon how have i only watched like 1 episode of classic who to this day. and sarah jane!!! im having a wonderful time. btw for folks in the us we can watch classic who with the internet archive but don't tell disney or whoever

[frandrawsalot]

‎⊹ ࣪ ˖ 2009 ⁦‪phyuri‬⁩ ✮⋆˙. ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁ ⟡ ݁ . ⊹ ₊ ݁.

[fireflyofmars]

if your comedy duo doesnt have a bit of homoerotic tension what are you even doing

[fayton-x0]

[amazingamyisonfire]

Aww they’re leaving space for Davis

[fireflyofmars]

in some of their videos like you can watch them just slowly move together like magnets like specifically im thinking wdapteo 2 but theres others i cant with these two

[fireflyofmars]

Being aromantic fucking sucks because I want to be in love so bad but it's just not an emotion i feel. I want to love someone and do all the romantic shit and be happy with them and literally just have the floaty happy in love feeling but i don't experience it at all. ive tried to be in relationships and it never works because i don't love them, because i can't, even if it's the one person i would want to spend my life with and fall in love with and who i do love platonically but I just don't feel any romantic attraction. going through the motions of romance just feels so bad and i know i'm faking it and i hate all the mushy romantic stuff that comes with relationships but i want to love them and i don't. because there is no one that i could fall in love with. if i get a crush it's just "wow this person is really really pretty i want to stare at them" and the thought terminates there. i want to have a crush on someone and embarass myself trying to talk to them because i'm actually feeling something but in reality i just find that weird and gross and not like me at all, and not like a grumpy charachter archetype where they act all tough but are secretly in love they just have walls up i mean i've never talked to someone that makes me feel like that, at most i've been uncomfortable because i forced myself into a romantic situation i thought i wanted. because i want physical contact with people but theres stuff like holding hands or cuddling that just is seen as so romantic and thats gross to me but im so touch starved because i can never have a relationship like that because the other person would feel romantic about it. and its not like i can really touch my friends a lot because girls can get away with that but its just not socially acceptable for guys. fuck i want to know someone who is the other half of my soul like that and live with them and hold them and relate to all the love songs and feel something when i kiss them and just be in love but i cant. because whenever i actually imagine myself there i recoil because it doesn't feel right to me because i don't feel romance at all. and so many aro people talk about how they just don't want romance and never have but i really want to want it yk? and i don't think i'll ever experience it truly which makes me sad, but at the same time i don't want to experience it, its all just so confusing and depressing.

[xbabyn0th1ngx]

boss make a dollar i make a dime that’s why im readin yaoi on company time

[ryan-sometimes]

I need whoever edited this image to know that it’s genuinely one of the funniest things I’ve ever seen and every time it pops into my feed again it sends me into tears

[amazing-gr4ce]

BUNSEN BURNER MENTION

[fireflyofmars]

im sorry to break it to you but bunsen burners are not a british thing </3

[fireflyofmars]

if i'm not granted one day per week to be a greasy rat and hide in my bedroom with the curtains closed watching my shows i can't be normal for the other 6 days

[fireflyofmars]

dan and phil are the only people who can try to talk about boats and end up discussing the legality of gay public sex in britain

[laffy-saffy-banana-flavr]

I should start animating moments from my dad and his best friend's podcast but as time goes on the animations start to look more and more homoerotic so now I'm slowly preconditioning everyone to believe that Ron and Peter are the next Dan and Phil and are secretly gay for each other

[laffy-saffy-banana-flavr]

@fireflyofmars I mentioned the gay thing u like stop bullying me now pls 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹

[fireflyofmars]

reblog fanart of them kissing

[fireflyofmars]

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