Smile Like It's Real

de·pressed [dih-prest] adjective 1. sad and gloomy; dejected; downcast.

[thedepresseddiaries]

holy shit i haven't been on this blog in 4 months

it's always really sad to come onto this blog because i've made so many friends thanks to Levi. Like he's my baby and I think about him everyday, like I literally do.

I haven't been on this blog in so long mainly because I have lost muse for Levi. I simply find his story/background boring now. If there's one thing you must know about me, it's that I get bored very easily if I'm playing the same character.

Basically, you can find me at my new indie rp blog here. Just message me if you ever want to plot or if you want to rekindle old connections, idk. :)

[kingxfmischief]

Put one of the following in my inbox for my Muse's reaction.

[thedepresseddiaries]

“Don’t go.”

“Just go.”

“Just let me die.”

“You’re pregnant and it’s mine.”

“Make me.”

“Kiss me you idiot.”

“I didn’t do it.”

“It was me.”

“That isn’t mine.”

“That’s mine!”

“Marry me?”

“Truth hurts, don’t it?”

“Be mine.”

“I want to be yours.”

“You owe me.”

“I owe you.”

"Just relax."

[thedepresseddiaries]

"I have officially dropped out of school. Nobody can make me go back. College is for the weak."

[thedepresseddiaries]

O U T  O F  C H A R A C T E R

Wow shocker, Dayton's grounded. I cry. I currently have a D in a subject so I won't be able to get on until it's up. It may take a week or two so just hang in there! Sorry!

[yourwonderlandkids]

"Well, I can’t exactly change my name anytime soon, but we could always pretend it’s my middle name, seeing as I don’t have one." She laughed a little, then stopped when she realized what he’d said. "Oh, wow, thanks." She smiled widely and nodded. "I did like the pick-up line, very clever."

[thedepresseddiaries]

He was always nervous around girls and was trying to grow more confident, but the more he tried, the harder it got for him. "Thanks," he blushed as he scratched the back of his neck, kicking the ground. "Um, your smile is really pretty," he complimented, wincing slightly at how stupid he sounded.

[realityhitthem-deactivated20140]

She pulled out the wooden chair, and sat down, her elbows propped on the table as her hands still cradled the cup. The corners of her lips tugged into a small smile, followed by a playful roll of the eyes. “I’m not particularly fond of cats.” she stated with a small shrug. “Ten dogs is definitely a possibility.” She smiled, before listening onward. She listened to his opinion, mentally weighing out the pros and cons of what the boy was saying. One of her legs crossed over the other, as she sat up slightly with a raised brow. “I simply don’t have the time. I just believe that society has etched in our minds that a mandatory part of life is to find a lifetime, companion, a soul mate. I could see the appeal to those who have no other life ambitions, to give their time to someone else. But I don’t have that time to spend on it.” she said, pondering her thoughts aloud. She was questioning something, she’d been asking herself something for a while now. “But tell me this. Is it worth it? Have you ever been in love? Because honestly, from what I’ve heard, it just fucks with your head a whole lot.” she let a small laugh slip, her eyes still focused on his. “I don’t live alone, I have three other roommates, who I do snuggle with at times. Purely platonic though.” she added with a small shrug.

[thedepresseddiaries]

As the redhead continued to talk about her own opinion on the matter, Levi's eyebrows slowly began to rise a bit. It hit him that she was actually quite intellectual and intelligent rather than dumb, like many other girls he's met in the past. It sort of hit him that not all girls are the same and that some don't need the attention. As she spoke, he thought that she was making himself sound quite stupid. He always needed attention and always sought for it in girls, wanting nothing more than to be wanted by someone else. And so as he took her words into consideration, he couldn't help but think if he was the one who was wrong. He cocked his head to the side as he looked her over. "Wow, I guess you win this round," he stated in pure defeat. "Never thought of it that way, really," he shrugged, taking a sip of his coffee.

[thedepresseddiaries]

Alaska / Levi

[intcrdirearchive]

Alaska rolled her eyes, propping herself up on her elbow and looking down at him instead of watching the movie. She played with a curl subconsciously when she lay back down, resting her head on his shoulder kissing his cheek lightly, “What?”

[thedepresseddiaries]

He chuckled as he felt her fingers play with his curls. "I actually really hate this movie," he confessed as his gaze went from the movie to her. "And I'm also sort of craving some brownies. Do we have some?" He wondered, furrowing his brows slightly.

[thedepresseddiaries]

O U T  O F  C H A R A C T E R -;

I've tried doing the 'out of alcohol' or 'out of fucks to give' type shit and just no done with it. BUT, I'm going to bed. And I probably won't be on much tomorrow because my older brother is leaving for New York and we're all going out to dinner. But I will definitely try to be on all weekend!

T O  D O  L I S T -;

Thekids-onthemilkcarton

Yourwonderlandkids

Fricktristen

xstupids

[fricktristen]

"I have womanly features? Oh.." Don’t get butthurt, Tristen. "I don’t care, you can use the pick up line again if you want."

[thedepresseddiaries]

"I'm just joking with you, mate. Nothing to worry about. You look like a man to me. A ruggedly handsome young man," he teased. "I'm Carter, it's nice to meet you."

[wanderingxstrangers-deactivated]

"All I know, is that one line doesn’t suffice to getting me interested."

[thedepresseddiaries]

"What? Cheesy pick up lines aren't enough for you?" He joked, sporting a playful grin.

[thekids-onthemilkcarton]

She squished her lips against his. “I love you.” She whispered, crawling closer to him, “i miss you. Will you be here when i wake up?” She mumbled, blinking up at him before stealing another kiss

[thedepresseddiaries]

His lips curved upwards at the familiar feel of her lips on his. "Of course I will be. I promise to never leave again. Or at least warn you if I ever do," he joked as he squeezed her small frame closer to his. "I love you too. I'm happy you waited for me," he confessed, whispering as if it were a secret he only wanted to share with her. "Issy told me Matt tried setting you up with someone else.."

[yourwonderlandkids]

"It does have a pretty nice ring to it, Carter Charming Daniels." She laughed at little with the boy. "I don’t have a cool middle name like that, but I’m Jadelyn Lloyd. Or just Jade, Jade works too," she giggled a little, feeling slightly awkward. She’d never been good with introductions.

[thedepresseddiaries]

"Jade, huh? You don't really look like a Jade. You look more like..like a Ruby. Because Ruby's are pretty and so are you," he giggled, grinning at her as he cocked his head to the side a bit. "So did you really like the pick up line or were you just trying to make me smile?"

[fricktristen]

"Sorry for ruining it, but it’s not my fault you called me a girl. We could restart, if you would like."

[thedepresseddiaries]

"It's not my fault you have womanly features. Yes, let's start over. But wait, I don't use the pick up line this time right?"

[thugclvbarchive]

"No, it’s fine. It was cute, you should try some better one’s though. I promise they’ll get you a girl really quick."

[thedepresseddiaries]

"Like what? I always thought the cheesy pick up lines would just reel in the girls because of how stupid and cliche they were." Apparently, you were wrong, Carter.

[thekids-onthemilkcarton]

Lucy sat up immidiately, her arms wrapping around his neck. “Levi!” She exclaimed, kissing his nose. “Oh oh oh, Levi.” She whimpered, cupping his chin to look in his eyes. “Baby, babe.” Her eyes filled with joy. “Levi…”

[thedepresseddiaries]

Levi's face immediately brightened as he felt Lucy in his arms again. It had been so long and he had been thinking about her the entire time he was away. "I missed you so much," he beamed, colliding his lips with hers.

[wanderingxstrangers-deactivated]

"You’re cute, but you may need to try a little harder than that."

[thedepresseddiaries]

"How much harder are we talking?"

[yourwonderlandkids]

"Oh my, isn’t that just charming."

[thedepresseddiaries]

"Charming is my middle name! No literally, it's Carter Charming Daniels," he joked, though his tone and facial expression completely serious. He sat that way for about two seconds before bursting into a fit of laughter once more. "Just kidding, though it has a nice ring to it doesn't it?"