i can't take this anymore

Personal Blog He/She/Them Nonbinary I'm a minor. Don't be weird. Asexual and Hypersexual because God hates me I exist, probably. I wish I didn't. My failed suicide attempt involving Chlorine Gas just gave me a suffocation kink. I wish I was joking.

[parad0xymoron]

had a fascinating dream last night where there was a new, virally popular trading card game - it was called MOUNTAIN (stylised in all caps) and the whole gimmick was that you couldn’t buy boosters or anything - you had to find them?

nowhere sold MOUNTAIN - I mean, I expect players did, once cards were in their hands.

but acquiring cards meant noticing a box lying around, and just….nabbing it? they’d be in weird places - in a skip, wedged high up in a fence, nestled in the branches of a tree? nobody ever saw who left them there, and there was a lot of debate about how MOUNTAIN boxes were sometimes hard to acquire without risking one’s physical safety - but then, that was also bragging rights. especially as harder-to-reach boxes seemed to contain more elusive and sought after cards…

no, I don’t remember anything about the actual gameplay, we never played any MOUNTAIN. alas. I know there were “frame cards” that were literally transparent but for a fancy metallic or holographic border, which I guess upgraded the card they were applied to? frames were super rare, my coworker literally ran up to me in the pub purely to show off the frame he’d just found

dream brain gimme the deets on MOUNTAIN’s actual mechanics, I’m invested in this controversial unpurchasable scavenger hunt game

[georgerangerjohnson]

it's not a 100% infection rate. but there is a disease you get if you spend too long liking disco elysium where eventually you find harry attractive

[1tbls]

but look at my beautiful wife....... her charming and enigmatic grin...... her windswept hair..... how well she wears a coat

[gemsbokk]

in some cases, "too long" meaning "two seconds".

[shortnervouswreck]

[the--queen-of--hell]

"Tell your parents you're a proshipper"

Tell your parents you like to harass people.

Tell your parents you like to tell people to kill themselves.

Tell your parents you like to tell people "you deserve your trauma"

Tell your parents you like to tell people "you deserve to be abused"

Tell your parents you like to tell people "you deserve to be raped"

Tell your parents you like to tell people "you should be abused"

Tell your parents you like to tell people "you should be raped"

Tell your parents you like to tell people "you deserve to burn in hell".

Tell your parents you like to tell people "go watch real CSEM instead of shipping a 'problematic' fictional couple"

Tell your parents you like to call people "monsters" for liking some fictional content.

Tell your parents you care more about fictional characters being shipped than you care about real people's emotions.

Tell your parents you care more about fanfic/fanarts of fictional characters than you care about actual real life problems.

Tell your parents you lead real people to suicide.

[thedepthsiskindtome]

My diary be like: "i want to kill myself just to see what sprouts from my ribcage. my mascara will be black mold and my makeup be mildew. Sitting at a jaunty angle, my weary head is crowned with a bird's nest and the sockets where my failing eyes once festered: mangrove roots and magpies.

the spiders will see me a dress of dewdrops and silk, and the sparrows shall sing me a dirge. i am to be anointed with dirt and autumn leaves until all i am is Holy.

Petrichor be my name, sleeping be my soul, feasted be my body, and once i am empty, I am made whole."

Me to my freinds: "oh hey, you're hair looks nice." *proceeds to remain silent until the schoolday ended.*

[thedepthsiskindtome]

Boutta isekai myself at this point. Not for adventure mind you. Low-key just want a do-over, a soft reset.

[thedepthsiskindtome]

no happy ending in sight for us

[thedepthsiskindtome]

[thedepthsiskindtome]

Don't mean to offend anyone but I wish someone would attempt to groom me on the internet. Would have been nice to have someone to talk to ya feel me?

[thedepthsiskindtome]

Not that you care, but i cleaned my room today.

[ocprompts]

If your OC could pick one superpower, what would it be?

[ocprompts]

If your OC could pick one superpower, what would it be?

[lovely-v]

It’s crazy and fucked up that being yourself is actually the solution.

[lovely-v]

It’s like. When I was told to “just be yourself” as a kid I thought it was a passive thing. Like oh easy I just have to sit here and be myself. but the reason so many people think that “being yourself” is bullshit advice is because you actually have to make active choices to do this and it WILL make your life way more fun. You have to wear t-shirts of bands that were popular ten years ago because you like them. You have to do your hair in a way that you find cute or comfortable even if it’s “so nineties”. If your friend says a food you enjoy is gross to them, you can’t be afraid to admit you casually disagree. You have to do hobbies that you’re interested in even if you’re bad at them and you cant feel like you have to get good at something before you tell people it’s an activity you do. You have to read manga and comic books in public and get piercings your relatives think are unattractive. You don’t have to tell people you dislike that you dislike them, but you don’t have to give them your time and attention either. You have to rewatch that kids show you’re nostalgic for even if you’re in your 30s. You have to change your name if you hate it, even if only a few close friends can know. You have to get fun girly drinks at the bar. You have to order hot chocolate when you don’t like coffee and black coffee when you don’t like sweet things. I am still bad at practicing this but it is the only way to make it all tolerable.

[aris-middleearth]

-“Erebor. The Lonely Mountain. The Last of the Great Dwarf Kingdom of Middle Earth”

-“Our home.”

Painted in 2021

[one-time-i-dreamt]

Someone passed me a note in my math class and when I opened it it was a drawing of a hare. The hare looked at me and said, “The mountains have roots. They want the sky back.” And then the ink seeped through the paper until I was holding a completely black and soaked note.

[one-time-i-dreamt]

[lavenderlion]

hey do you mind if I have a crush on you...as a friend....

[kuromi-hoemie]

this is my life

[gumi-megpoidd]

@testostergnome

[reasonsforhope]

If you're feeling anxious or depressed about the climate and want to do something to help right now, from your bed, for free...

Start helping with citizen science projects

Explainer: what is citizen science?

Public participation in science is increasing, and citizen science has a central part in this. It is a contribution by the public to researc

What's a citizen science project? Basically, it's crowdsourced science. In this case, crowdsourced climate science, that you can help with!

You don't need qualifications or any training besides the slideshow at the start of a project. There are a lot of things that humans can do way better than machines can, even with only minimal training, that are vital to science - especially digitizing records and building searchable databases

Like labeling trees in aerial photos so that scientists have better datasets to use for restoration.

Or counting cells in fossilized plants to track the impacts of climate change.

Or digitizing old atmospheric data to help scientists track the warming effects of El Niño.

Or counting penguins to help scientists better protect them.

Those are all on one of the most prominent citizen science platforms, called Zooniverse, but there are a ton of others, too.

Oh, and btw, you don't have to worry about messing up, because several people see each image. Studies show that if you pool the opinions of however many regular people (different by field), it matches the accuracy rate of a trained scientist in the field.

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I spent a lot of time doing this when I was really badly injured and housebound, and it was so good for me to be able to HELP and DO SOMETHING, even when I was in too much pain to leave my bed. So if you are chronically ill/disabled/for whatever reason can't participate or volunteer for things in person, I highly highly recommend.

Next time you wish you could do something - anything - to help

Remember that actually, you can. And help with some science.

[jantotrash]

And let me tell you, from one scientist to you, it is SO HELPFUL!!

Massive data sets like these take a really long time to work through. Heck, my own tiny data sets take forever for me to work through.

Your help helps IMMENSELY. It allows scientists to focus on the more intense data analysis and paper writing part, and to analyze much more than they otherwise could.

And Zooniverse is coming out with new projects all the time—two new projects showed up this morning in my email!

It makes a difference!!!!

[the-haiku-bot]

And let me tell you,

from one scientist to you,

it is SO HELPFUL!!

Beep boop! I look for accidental haiku posts. Sometimes I mess up.

[identifyallen]

I’m about to ruin your guys day. Let’s talk about canon and fanon. Dick Grayson edition. I’ve realized that some people don’t actually know what’s canon and what’s fanon. (It’s okay to like what’s fanon more than what’s canon, but I want to clear some things up)

Cooking: Dick can actually cook! Literally everyone says that he can’t cook, but he can! He has cooked for his younger brother (Tim Drake) numerous times! I’m pretty sure he’s cooked with the Titans too.

Singing: Dick is one of the only batfam member’s who can sing. In fact Dick is good at literally everything. (Not EVERYTHING but he can do most things)

Kindness: Don’t get me wrong Dick is a sweetheart but some people make it seem like he’s sweet, in a very dumb way. My point is that he’s nice, but not to the extent people make it out to be.

Brothers: This has to do with Dick and Tim, but I still want to add it. Most people think that Tim’s favorite brother is Jason. This is not the case. Tim is the closest with Dick. After Jason died, whatever Dick didn’t do for Jason, he did for Tim. He even trained Tim.

Ps: Tim even grew up with Dick as Robin.

[jackhawksmoor]

I responded to this in the notes, but I was flabbergasted enough I actually want to reblog this, too. You can headcanon Dick as a himbo, as anything really (but as a himbo is incredibly strange because he's the opposite of one). However in canon in the DC universe Dick is the embodiment of non-arrogant hyper-competence. He's a friendly soft glove over a hand made of iron. Literally everyone has seen and knows the iron is there.

He's the guy who has every random fact memorized, speaks 12 languages fluently, has seen every form of weird shit there is, has a law degree, is a crack shot with every weapon known to man, and is an incredible natural leader. Batman put him through hell to a level he didn't do with the other Robins, both because he got Dick younger and had him longer, and because he realized 'oh shit I maybe didn't need to go so intense on a child, that was fucked up in retrospect'.

Like, if you name a crazy situation, Dick has done it. Name a hero, Dick has probably not only done a teamup with them, he's led a team with them involved. Dick has been in the game longer than any hero besides Batman and Superman. Like, when the Justice League recently disbanded, Superman, Wonder Woman and Batman went right to Dick to hand the defense of the earth over to him. He was instantly their first choice. People have faith in Dick. He's the fulcrum the DC universe heroes can turn around when Superman is gone, and they have not only said that outright in canon, they've made plans with that in mind.