Sani

a little bit of this, a little bit of that [multifandom, gifs, edits, chaotic brain and crusty writing]

[thedevildeer]

Ah, those two. In a fight they’re lethal. Around each other, they melt./Richelle Mead

[inho-gihun]

457 :)

[datadegroove-deactivated2026042]

fuck 4chan

fuck twitter

fuck reddit

fuck tumblr

and fuck you

[homunculus-argument]

Feeling physical exhaustion as a psychosomatic reaction to things that feel daunting or intimidating is such a ridiculously counterproductive thing to do. Like there's a situation that requires you to be alert and mentally present and paying attention, and your brain just goes "hey I don't wanna. I don't wanna be here. How about going unconscious instead. No fuck you we're warping out. Night night."

[ygmtwr-atrus]

Like most annoying human things it's really just a healthy mechanism that's been pushed too far.

I'm pretty sure it stems from "This is going to take work so I should rest and maybe eat something first"

But when you are exhausted all the time, and/or don't have enough time, etc... It gets pushed too far and you get caught in the loop of "I just need MORE rest and maybe food first" infinitely, every time you look at it, because of disability and capitalism and then self re-enforcing habits and so on.

The best advice I can give is to learn to consciously gauge what your actual limits are and how much rest or recovery you actually need before starting, and to maybe break daunting things down into smaller tasks and rest in between.

This doesn't really help for things that have come up that you can't really put off, except maybe to help inform you that you are in fact maybe being over extended.

The fact that most of us live most of our adult lives in a state of constantly being over-extended and accepting that as normal is kind of a problem.

If you are encountering the problem a lot, it might mean you need to take on less, or get something diagnosed, or sleep or eat more.

[homunculus-argument]

How do I proceed if The Daunting Task that the brain is trying to avoid is trying to understand why a normal situation is stressful? Like okay time for a 100% normal function the average adult has no problem with, and the brain just goes "no fuck u we will not."

[nixscriptum]

[swordmaid]

when the root of the tragedy was love.

[panteneprovcommercial]

[demoncity]

Rouge cakes soon mold, and the flowers wait for no one. No sooner are you done picking, then they bloom again. ONLY YESTERDAY (1991) dir. Isao Takahata

[tsaescii]

how it feels spending money on something i wanted

[arsxrtiis]

when the sudden tears hit you out of nowhere

[gailynovelry]

The fastest way to accomplish The Project is to cease being afraid of The Project. The Project cannot maim you. The Project cannot kill you. The Project is more afraid of you than you are of it. It is okay if The Project turns out differently from how it was in your head, and it is okay if it has flaws. You are capable of engaging with The Project.

[squiiiiiirt]

tumblring for these 6 people always in my notifications

[lmm-43]

I have one rule, tell me before I find out

[kosmogrl]

[diasdelfuego]

the thing about art is that sometimes you'll be moved to tears by stuff that is not very good

[my-tardis-sense-is-tingling]

[stuckinapril]

Very true

[weltenwellen]

Buttercream Joy Sullivan