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19 & Dumb| Poet at heart| Blogger

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We will never be alone This is not over yet but I believe it’ll be. And I hope when it does, perhaps we will be changed. We are more gentle to those who have suffered and more tender to those who have lost. I hope that we stand by each other and become one. I hope when we return, we will never be alone! . . . . . //Manasie❣️ #writerscommunity #poetsofinstagram #poetsofig #wordsofwisdom #writersofinstagram #girlvsglobe #punefashionblogger #drawingsofinstagram #poemsaboutlife #deepthoughts #covid19poetry #hopepainting #weareone #distortedpaintings #artistsupportartists #fashionbloggers #buttonpoetry #silverleafpoetry #mumbaifashionblogger #indianblogger #punebloggers #moodygrams #punefashionbloggers #bblogger #paintersofinstagram #artistsoninstagram #doodlesofinstagram #artistsofinstagram #painterofthenight https://www.instagram.com/p/CEosST2nwXV/?igshid=5iy1mt9cjh07

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सिल्वटे . . . . . . #thefakeblush #writerscommunity #poetsofinstagram #poetsofig #wordsofwisdom #writersofinstagram #girlvsglobe #punefashionblogger #beautifulpictures #fashionblogger #fashionpost #fashionlover #fashionlove #fashionbloggers #styleblog #buttonpoetry #silverleafpoetry #mumbaifashionblogger #indianblogger #artistsofinstagram #doodlesofinstagram #inktober52 #punebloggers #moodygrams #punefashionbloggers #bblogger #instablogger #lifestyleblogger #artistsoninstagram #paintersofinstagram https://www.instagram.com/p/CEZG6OGJ1zv/?igshid=xxjhhseiiz5e

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“Jungle in my veins” is up on my blog now! Do check it out if you liked it :) . Link in bio . Love, Manasie #thefakeblush #writerscommunity #poetsofinstagram #poetsofig #wordsofwisdom #writersofinstagram #girlvsglobe #punefashionblogger #beautifulpictures #fashionblogger #fashionpost #fashionlover #fashionlove #fashionbloggers #styleblog #buttonpoetry #silverleafpoetry #mumbaifashionblogger #indianblogger #styleoftheday #ootd #oht #punebloggers #moodygrams #punefashionbloggers #bblogger #instablogger #lifestyleblogger #spiritualawakening #meditation https://www.instagram.com/p/CD3v29hJbBq/?igshid=9eh0hi3d658t

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Jungle in my veins

So here I am, again, ending up alone

In a garden of forking paths,

And some hedge maze,

Where there’s no august sun,

And no bonfire graze

It’s getting darker and the trees look older,

And I wonder how they have aged

In a matter of minutes?

And I realise,

So have I.

So here I am, lifting grime from immature graves,

and wiping dust from old bones,

Because when I…

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A lot of you consider me to be a fashion model or influencer. Let me tell you that different artists have different vision and style of working. I believe in creating something new always and a lot of times I fail too. I don’t know about bloggers and influencers these days as they see followers point of view, their target is to influence and market the product in their own way mostly including the products as a part of their routine or lifestyle, to increase the brand’s sale while me being a blogger I focus more on a writer’s point of view. Portraying yourself as the narrator of your story is different than marketing products for a brand. I know my profile looks pretty similar as most of the influencers and I have made a lot of mistakes but now I’m sure about my content that it cannot be shot without a vision. And I just am in the hope that there will be a time when artists with a different vision will be recognised, valued and supported. I hope I was able to explain the difference. . . . . #thefakeblush #writerscommunity #poetsofinstagram #poetsofig #wordsofwisdom #writersofinstagram #girlvsglobe #punefashionblogger #beautifulpictures #fashionblogger #fashionpost #fashionlover #fashionlove #fashionbloggers #styleblog #buttonpoetry #silverleafpoetry #mumbaifashionblogger #indianblogger #styleoftheday #ootd #oht #punebloggers #moodygrams #punefashionbloggers #bblogger #nocommercialismhere #artistsofinstagram #singersofinstagram #notaninfluencer https://www.instagram.com/p/CDHOOhOJVrz/?igshid=laa2cawehd5a

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I learnt very young about the idea of letting go of something that no longer flows with you. I learnt that it takes time to let go of something you once held close because it’s deep inside...so deep under your skin and bones, that maybe, that’s the reason when you finally let go, it’s gone forever... . . . . //Manasie 💕 #thefakeblush #writerscommunity #poetsofinstagram #poetsofig #wordsofwisdom #writersofinstagram #girlvsglobe #punefashionblogger #beautifulpictures #fashionblogger #fashionpost #fashionlover #fashionlove #fashionbloggers #styleblog #buttonpoetry #silverleafpoetry #mumbaifashionblogger #indianblogger #styleoftheday #ootd #oht #punebloggers #moodygrams #punefashionbloggers #bblogger #instablogger #lifestyleblogger #spiritualawakening #lettinggoquotes https://www.instagram.com/p/CDB5pQWpUx8/?igshid=1hk8gkgeuyeme

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Confined

We live in confinement. In the illusion of reality. In a life of circles, of working, eating, sleeping and entertaining ourselves. As if running a hamster wheel with a parched tongue out. With little interest in understanding ourselves and the world around us. We limited ourselves into a socially conditioned manner. We sold our souls to this alternative of reality and named it the “system”. System…

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Apocalypse Well now that we’ve talked enough about the issue, let’s now talk about finding solution. And the solution is Release. To release our minds from the shackles that were created to convict us. Stop being easily enslaved by the things we fail to understand. Awaken an internal awareness of the mind and soul. Be vigilant. Before accepting a source of information, ask yourself whether or not you have the appropriate context of knowledge in order to declare the information as truth. An apocalypse is needed. Do not fear or condemn it. Because the only worlds it shall destroy are the false ones we have created for ourselves. The process merely includes a change in our state of being, a way of life. A mindset that has the knowledge to understand that there’s a difference between the natural world and the “self”. We have to try to understand one another. We can help save the word just by being true to ourselves. There’s not a lack of people who can change the world so much as there is a lack of people who care enough to change it. But we have to try make the world a better place. So look inside yourself and recognise that change starts with you. It starts with me. It starts with all of us. . . . //Manasie #thefakeblush #blogs #blogger #writingcenter #blogwriting #fashion #punefashion #punefashionblogger #styleinspo #ootds #wallart #surroundings #people #lifethoughts #girlvsglobe #words #blogpost #writingsofinstagram #freedomofthoughts #spiritualawakening #apocalypse2020 #silverleafpoetry #globalagepoetry #writersofig #thelifelogic #release #illuminatis #writingcommunity #writers_den_ #writersofindia (at Caption.) https://www.instagram.com/p/CCwDLs5Je2j/?igshid=ozheuktwkhnv

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Television/Tell-a-vision It’s a world of deception. Those who pull the wires to fool us are basically a few number of persons who understand the mental processes and social patterns of the masses. These are now called the “media”. To the Romans, Medea was the patron Goddess of storytelling, a temptress who would trick men and turn them into husks to appease her mother, Hecate, who sought to control the minds of all men. This is simply an attribute that undoubtedly runs parallel to the idea of modern media. The conscious and intelligent manipulation of the habits and opinions of individuals to manage the behaviour of a society and regulate the future is a tactic used by the elite class, usually leaders of the world, to rule over us. This system was made in a way that is “Out of Chaos, Order”. They will often create a problem that targets our emotional value, then will offer a solution to the problem that ultimately leads to a change in society that had been intended right from the beginning. And well media helps maintain the propaganda. And us? We exist solely to consume. There’s a particular reason why everything shared on social media is called feed. We are a slave to these mechanisms of society, we blissfully live in ignorance. And ignorance brings chaos, not knowledge! . . . // Manasie #thefakeblush #writerscommunity #poetsofinstagram #poetsofig #wordsofwisdom #writersofinstagram #girlvsglobe #punefashionblogger #globalagepoetry #silverleafxglobalage @silverleafpoetry @globalagepoetry #television #mediareality #doodlesofinstagram #selfrealisationpoem #politicalart #buttonpoetry #silverleafpoetry #mumbaifashionblogger #indianblogger #styleoftheday #writersofig #punebloggers #moodygrams #medea #punefashionbloggers #bblogger #instablogger @the.life.logic #wordporn #spiritualawakening (at Caption.) https://www.instagram.com/p/CCi_FrZp7WN/?igshid=jgcyycpj8oac

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Confined. We live in confinement. In the illusion of reality. In a life of circles, of working, eating, sleeping and entertaining ourselves. As if running a hamster wheel with a parched tongue out. With little interest in understanding ourselves and the world around us. We limited ourselves into a socially conditioned manner. We sold our souls to this alternative of reality and named it the “system”. System, created by those in power! Where facts are flexible, and thus, easily bent, to conform to any twisted ideology. They have done everything in their ability to stay in power, to keep the humans and humanity from realising that an awareness of mind is the most powerful weapon we can possess. The way we’re being locked down today isn’t necessarily born from an increase in virus or disease, but from an increase in human beings that have put their mind in the external world far more than they’ve put their mind in themselves. . . . . // Manasie #thefakeblush #writerscommunity #poetsofinstagram #poetsofig #wordsofwisdom #writersofinstagram #girlvsglobe #punefashionblogger #beautifulpictures #fashionblogger #fineartphotography #writersofig #wordporn #fashionbloggers #confinedmindz @buttonpoetry @silverleafpoetry #fineartphoto #mumbaifashionblogger #indianblogger #systemsthinking #illusionofpower #awarenessofmind #punebloggers #moodygrams #punefashionbloggers #bblogger #instablogger @the.life.logic #spiritualawakening #lockdownwords (at Caption.) https://www.instagram.com/p/CCVOz25pCGN/?igshid=1cuguql3r4m27

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I’ve been told I was attractive enough times in my life to build a substantial confidence, and yet I’ve lived a vast majority of it feeling alone. Remember the line “beautiful people never know who to trust”. That’s how I was taught. I never understood if anyone really loved me for who I am. Well I am not here seeking validation. I just want to remove the cringe you felt when you first met me and did not comfort me by offering friendship just because you thought I look attractive enough to be a bitch! These metaphors about my looks have added doubt and no confidence in me. And I do not ask about being noticed when I put my pictures and feelings on display, but being known and understood! . . . . . #humaristrugglehialaghai #isoundlikeananyapandey #thefakeblush #writerscommunity #poetsofinstagram #poetsofig #wordsofwisdom #writersofinstagram #girlvsglobe #punefashionblogger #beautifulpictures #fashionblogger #writersofig #wordporn #instawriter #fashionbloggers #styleblog #quarantine #terracephotoshoot #buttonpoetry #silverleafpoetry #mumbaifashionblogger #indianblogger #styleoftheday #bblogger #instablogger #goldenhourphotography #goldenhourglow #goldenhouraesthetic https://www.instagram.com/p/CB45Q4-JZrN/?igshid=c061ivj8q3hg

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scared of what may happen I shiver in fright my skin feels as though it will fall off my hair stands upright it’s hard to hold me my edges are sharp and tight they make cuts on my skin impel me bleed ivory white so I buried myself deep with all manner of earthly rituals there grew a magical connection where my inner world came in sight . . . . . Love, Manasie #thefakeblush #writerscommunity #poetsofinstagram #poetsofig #wordsofwisdom #wordporn #writersofinstagram #girlvsglobe #punefashionblogger #instapoet #beautifulpictures #fashionblogger #fashionpost #fashionlover #fashionlove #fashionbloggers #styleblog #buttonpoetry #silverleafpoetry #instapoetry #indianblogger #doodlesofinstagram #inktober #poetrycommunity #punebloggers #moodygrams #punefashionbloggers #bblogger #drawingdoodleart #artistsoninstagram https://www.instagram.com/p/CB0zEbIJLyg/?igshid=1qqxw67od9fxt

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18.06.19 I still remember that rainy auto ride when we went out right after we made love As we looked out the auto & rain drops tried to cool down our heat I shivered as if the wind kissed me And somehow you knew, that your jacket was now a house for two Suddenly the heat left us When your phone started to ring The moment changed and the jacket dropped As if I was more loved by the wind Though we don’t need to say it to each other, But I could tell that something had changed how you looked at me then The depth of your eyes I don't agree but I see It was unfortunately something you weren’t proud of telling me I didn’t really know if I was guessing it right but later I went home alone in that crazy cold night Wishing I could go back to the day we met and leave you be Yet I opened the door when you came to me You weaved a story in pretty words and tried to fill that void We made love one more time But it was unlike what we had earlier that night & I’m not sure now if you would get me or not All I know is certainly you’re not what I want Because if I forgive you that easily It would mean I have moved on . . Love, Manasie #thefakeblush #writerscommunity #poetsofinstagram #poetsofig #wordsofwisdom #writersofinstagram #girlvsglobe #punefashionblogger #beautifulpictures #fashionblogger #fashionpost #fashionlover #fashionlove #fashionbloggers #styleblog #buttonpoetry #silverleafpoetry #mumbaifashionblogger #indianblogger #styleoftheday #ootd #oht #punebloggers #moodygrams #punefashionbloggers #poetrycommunity #wordporn #spilledink #instapoem #writers_around https://www.instagram.com/p/CBlck9QJ3Tm/?igshid=1nvnb6n47al3g

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Who will save us?

Who will save us? This one is for every women out there and the Sita in her❤️ Hope you guys like it!

Mythology is probably my favourite genre in reading. And I don’t get why there have been many (not all) traditional practices that are linked to religion and cultures which unfortunately make you feel guilty about being a woman. We’ve always been enslaved to the ideologies of patriarchy.

When, in Ramayana, why did we only consider Sita to be the guilty one and not the demon Ravana? Why was she…

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Imperfect Creatures

Love is the most complicated thing. And us, human beings are imperfect creatures. We carry a lifetime of baggage on our backs like a trader at the market. We have relationship scars and career angst and family issues and insecurities and egos that require attention.

We just want to be kind but some days we are terrible. This is how we are. This is our rhythm.

Then we fall in love.

We…

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Deeper.

If you were to reach out for my soul like you do my skin, I wouldn’t take it so easily. Depth frightens me! It evokes little affliction on the pink blossom I so delicately hide behind these white petals, and spend hours moulding my beloved body to perfection as if it is everything that I am. As if it is the only part of me worth seeing naked. Worth appreciating. But that’s not true! Because if you…

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