the life of i

hi! i'm i(dalis), but you can call me i. 29. bi as fuck. sports fan. music lover. occasionally hilarious.

[guiltyasin]

the eras tour | london

[wetheurban]

May the rest of your year feel like your nervous system taking the deepest breath.

[puddlesl1me]

if there is one thing that tumblr has done to my texting it is the inclusion of arrows <- uses arrows basically anywhere <- loves arrows <- #myarrows

[thelifeofi]

i feel nauseous

[bryfrnd]

[singlethreadofgold]

[iiumz]

[mattymartin]

↳ ANDREI SVECHNIKOV | CANES STANLEY CUP PARADE | 6.20.26

[allthingswhumpyandangsty]

[ilovetodrinkwater]

Im fucking addicted to blanket

[glowcowboy]

everything is so scary. thank god for plushies

[heystephen]

being autistic and trying to talk in group settings is literally a saw trap

[heystephen]

if i speak too soon to stay on topic im being rude and interrupting so i guess ill wait until it’s My Turn™️ to speak. but no one is giving me a chance. oh now the topic has changed and the thing i was waiting to say is irrelevant . maybe i can say it anyway and gently steer the conversation back to the previous topic. oops i spoke and now the entire conversation is over and everyone is acting uncomfortable

[heystephen]

second outcome is i spoke but someone else spoke over me like i wasn’t even there and no one else acknowledged it or me so now im just going to sit here and not try that again

[insert-witty-user-name-here]

[nonaferatu]

This would have had me crucified on tumblr 10 years ago but maybe we are ready for this conversation now:

If you are a socially anxious person, you have to socialize. Your panic/anxiety attacks will only get worse and trigger more frequently if you constantly avoid contact with The Public. Not saying that you need to be a social butterfly- but there is a genuine problem with not being able to order your own meal at a restaurant. And it cannot be solved by always having someone else do it for you.

This is a PSA to about 3/4s of the Portland Youth populace

[nonaferatu]

everyone who reblogs this and is like "I ordered my own tea this week" or "I only barfed once when I had to give a presentation'- you are doing amazing sweetie. Have patience with yourself, you are relearning a skill so difficult that people get 4 year degrees to do it professionally.

[innerchildabortionclinic]

the worst person you know thinks they're super empathetic. the kindest person you know thinks they're fucked up and evil

[wetheurban]

I hope July is good to you.

I know it will be.

[thelifeofi]

why do i always feel so shitty on tuesdays?