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Strings, October 2026 🪡
Hi, I’m Jyrah! I’m an aspiring author, set to release my debut novel in October 2026. My greatest hope is that this book will reach someone who needs it ❤️
🪡 Missing Girl Mystery
🪡 Twisted Childhood Friends to Lovers
🪡 Dual POV
🪡 Preppy Ballerina, Star Athlete
🪡 College Setting
🪡 Southern Culture
Set in Atlanta, Strings follows Bria Childs, a dedicated dancer, and Miles Chapman, a college basketball player haunted by his forgotten past. Their paths cross again when Bria's cousin, Maya, mysteriously disappears from campus.
What begins in grief grows into a journey of resilience, identity, and uncovering truths buried by power. Bria and Miles must navigate family legacies, university politics, and a society built to protect its own.
Strings is a novel about love, loyalty, and what it truly means to fight for what you care about. Here, the invisible string theory takes on Forever, Swagger, and All American: Homecoming but in mystery form.
My ideal reader is probably someone who…
✨ loves Black stories with heart and depth
✨ listens to SZA or Summer Walker on late nights, and rap in the car with their friends
✨ enjoys romance but wants it to mean something
✨ cries during movies and saves meaningful quotes
✨ likes mystery, YA/New Adult, and layered storytelling
✨ wants to feel seen when they finish a book
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If this sounds like something that interests you, I would love to have you! I can also be found on TikTok at @/themagicdiary, where I post aesthetic slideshows and BTS things as a new author.
I’m also hoping to put together my very first ARC team as I learn the process over the next few months.
October can’t get here fast enough. 🫶🪡
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snow // weatherman | Jim Hopper
pairings: Jim Hopper x fem!reader
content: nsfw, p in v, riding, hopper huffing and puffing
summary: after the town loses its mind at the mention of snow, hopper comes home and complains about the people and the weatherman. he’s hungry, but you’re the only thing ready to eat
deffff inspired by recent events lmao
pearl // happy birthday, mr. president — Steve Harrington
pairing: Steve Harrington x fem!reader
summary: Years after your breakup, Steve Harrington—a president of a Fortune 500 company— asks you for good press. You write him something reaaaal special for his birthday, bringing him (angrily) right to your door.
content: asshole Steve kinda, enemies to lovers (?), smut, p in v, rough, kissing, dark Steve, not proofread
Thank you to everyone who got me to 500 likes!
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brutal | Lucas Sinclair
pairings: Lucas Sinclair x fem!reader
summary: You and Lucas take your sisters to a concert, and somewhere between the music and the noise, you make him enjoy it more than he expects. He drives you home, and the night lingers longer than it should.
fic type: plot with smut (riding, dry humping, kissing)
play ball | Lucas Sinclair
Lucas Sinclair x fem!reader
summary: You and Lucas Sinclair have been best friends your whole lives— impromptu sleepovers, a basketball rivalry, and stolen kisses. Things change when his parents bring something to his attention on his 19th birthday.
nsfw: neck kisses, first time, touch
word count: 3050
mostly plot!!
The game had just begun, and it was taking Lucas a minute to get hot. He missed his first two shots, and Mrs. Sinclair was just hoping that he remembered the breathing techniques they went over.
Sometimes Lucas could be like dynamite. It only took one thing to spark him up, and once he’s on, he’s on. They’d tried many different methods — and they’ve worked for the most part.
But of course, nothing is 100% effective.
“You got this, 8!” A fan from the student section cupped his hands around his mouth and yelled. The gym was absolutely rocking tonight. Both sides of bleachers had filled up to the brim, with both student sections making a bunch of noise by stomping and banging on the metal.
There were so many people in attendance that some patrons had to stand by the doors, everyone wanting to get a good look at the dream team. When Mr. Sinclair was first contacted about Lucas trying out for his old friend’s college team, he didn’t know how to feel.
But when they offered free tuition, boarding, and all of the girls and free meals Lucas wanted, the situation seemed like a no-brainer.
The school treated Lucas like a trophy. And well.. that’s because he was one.
The greatest in the state, proven time and time again.
Everyone loves the underdog story of a walk-on turning to a champion.
And this champion wiped the sweat from his face with his jersey. He dribbled the ball with the other, and when he looked up, for only a split second, his mother could tell that something caught his eyes.
She leaned forward a bit and saw that his best friend, you, had come in the door.
“Hey Mrs. Sinclar,” you greeted her with a side hug, and she smiled big. “Hey there! We’re glad you could make it!”
You’ve always been like another daughter to her. She still remembers when you and Lucas became best friends in kindergarten; both so cute, short, and chaotic. Now you’re both in college with a following and talent out of this world.
Sometimes she wondered how you balanced it all at such a relatively young age.
Sometimes she questioned if you all were the same person, being so alike.
The only difference was the looks. You may be shorter than Lucas, but without those obvious physical differences, it’s not easy to tell you apart. You both like spicy chips, sports, and only the inside of tomatoes. When he wasn’t with his guy friends, he was always stuck under you.
It was only fitting that you came to support him.
Before she could get another sentence out, Lucas stole the ball from another player. He dribbled down the court as fast as lightning, and windmill dunked. Their whole side of the gym went crazy as he did a celebration as if the other players were “too small.”
“That’s my boy!” Mrs. Sinclair yelled proudly. Erica cringed and kept reading her book. Mrs. Sinclair was definitely one of the loudest parents on the sidelines, and she didn’t care one bit.
She was even louder when they won the game in the end. When Lucas spotted you, he waved gently. But on the court, he couldn’t stop cheesing.
***
For his birthday, Lucas had requested an after-party with all of his teammates, which somehow turned into more than thirty people. Sue and Erica tried to get him to tone it down a bit, but the damage was already done.
People were already making plans about how they were going to get to the venue, and she’d already trusted her husband to make the catering calls. So now, they had a house full of teenagers to twenty-somethings and a selection of chaperones.
They sang happy birthday to him at the beginning of the party so they didn’t have to gather everyone together towards the end. Sue hugged her baby boy’s neck, and kissed his head. She couldn’t be prouder of his journey. To think– this is the same Lucas with a cussing problem that used to be three feet tall.
Now, when everyone else looked at him, they saw a 5’8” basketball phenom. But all she could see was the six-pound baby and the first time he walked. That’s all she could think about when the party was over and she saw you and Lucas playing on the goal in the backyard.
“I think it’s time.” They were eating leftover food from the party, and the once-full house was now quiet and empty. The other adult chaperones had returned home as well after helping them clean, leaving the balloons and things for tomorrow.
Sue took a deep breath, and sat on a stool so she could give her husband her undivided attention. “Are you sure? I mean, he seems to be laser focused on school and basketball.”
He chuckles. “I used to “focus on school and sports too,” he did air quotes. “I especially loved chemistry. Then your beautiful self came along.”
They laughed, yet both of them ultimately knew that he was right. Sue nodded. “You know, I don’t think you’re wrong. He’s 19 now, and the talk won’t hurt, even if he doesn’t need it yet.”
Mr. Sinclair swallowed from his cup of punch, avoiding eye contact.
Mrs. Sinclair squinted. “You better stop acting like you know something.”
He hums. “He had some little girl in his car when I brought him his new clothes the other day. And they were kissingggg.” He says it like a ten year old tattle-tale.
“Kissing!?” Mrs. Sinclair raised her eyebrow as if she was skeptical.
“Oh, they were getting DOWN, honey. The girl seemed bashful. Looked to be his age. So there’s no problem or anything. I just want to make sure he’s being safe. And…”
She says your name. She finishes his sentence. “You wanna make sure he’s not hurting his friend.”
“Bingo.”
They watched as Lucas carried you on his shoulders, knowing how this could end.
***
“Okay, y’all are scaring me a little bit..” Lucas looked at his parents and their serious faces. They made sure that Erica wasn’t anywhere around the house.
They were just joking around not even two minutes ago, and now it looks like they’re about to give a long speech.
Sue intertwines her fingers and straightens up in her seat. “We just wanted to talk to you about some stuff.” She peered over at her husband. “Your dad will go first.”
After side-eyeing her, Mr. Sinclair clears his throat.
“So all three of us have something in common. We’ve all been 18 at some point. Because of that, we know what it feels like. The pressure, the fun,”
“…The hormones.” Sue added.
That’s the moment that Lucas knew what this was about. He wanted nothing more than to run out of the door, but his father might be the only person faster than him, and his mother has good aim.
He cut to the chase to try and end the conversation sooner. “So basically, you wanna know if I’m having sex?”
“Actually, no.” His father shrugs. “You don’t have to tell us if you don’t want to. We just wanna have a conversation about safety and your plans for the future… Mostly the latter.”
“You mean after college? I thought you were fine with me still deciding?” Lucas asked. His mother shook her head, knowing that his father was going to make him deliver the blow. “No.. more like, uh, about your best friend.”
Now Lucas was really confused. “Y/n? What about her?”
Charles tried his best to explain it. “So I know you guys have been friends for a while now. But… there are certain things you have to know about women in general. Things they will and won’t accept.”
“Okay… but what does this have to do with her?” He calls you by your nickname. His parents looked at each other like they didn’t wanna say it. But they knew that they had to be honest.
It’s why they’re here.
“When you get into a relationship, she’s going to be one of those things that’s non-negotiable. No girlfriend in her right mind is going to let you hang out with her, call her all the time, and meet up in the middle of the night to play basketball.”
His mother helped break his heart. “He’s right, Luke. And you’re both in school. You think it’s going to always be okay to sleep in her dorm?” She references your impromptu sleepovers.
“S-So, what?” Lucas took a few moments to breathe like his Mom had taught him.
He tried to reset his body, but his mind was already racing, along with his heart. “So I’m supposed to just? She’s my best friend. It’s no different than if I was staying with Dustin.”
But both of his parents gave him a look of pity, like they know that isn’t true.
Part of Sue wished that they would have had this conversation with him sooner. There was always going to be someone heartbroken in this situation, no matter how much you tried to avoid it. And Lucas isn’t taking it well.
Of course, he had other best friends. Like Dustin, Will, and Mike. But they aren’t you. They didn’t let him talk their ear off about basketball, or see each other at church on Sundays. They didn’t steal pound cake off the counter and sneak kisses in the backyard before you even knew what it meant.
That was you.
His Mom bit her lip. “We know that you’ve been…” She trailed off, allowing his father to step in.
“I saw you with that girl the other day. Is she your girlfriend?”
Lucas plays with his fingernails under the table. “I guess…” He mumbles. “We met in the lab. Started talking.”
“Lucas,” Charles starts. “I don’t wanna see you get hurt. I don’t wanna see you hurt her either…. It’s your decision of course, but 18 is a serious number, and a lot is about to start changing.”
Lucas nodded, not in agreement, but in understanding. A tear threatening his cheek.
***
When night came around, he knew exactly where he could find you.
The community court in your old neighborhood was overgrown with grass and weeds, and the basketball nets were made of chains. But that never stopped you from wanting to spend all of your time there.
You dribbled the ball, imagining you were in a game until you saw someone pulling up in a seaweed-green car.
You knew exactly who it was.
You start to dribble again as Lucas makes his way towards you. He’s changed clothes and switched into some shorts and sneakers. He’s brushing his faded haircut down with his hands.
“Done with the nice clothes?” You tease him about changing so fast. He just smiled a little bit. He couldn’t really muster up words.
“Did your mom get those from the outlet?” You ask, and he looked down at his sneakers as if he forgot what he was wearing. Mrs. Sinclair had invited you to the Nike Outlet the next time she planned on going. “Oh, nah.” He breathed. “You know my Mom would’ve had me in some damn church shoes.” He kicks a rock.
You couldn’t argue with the truth. Everyone knew that the Sinclairs dressed their children like they were going to court with five counts against them: spotless, fitted, and expensive-looking. The brand-new Jordans were his idea.
You smile. “Leave her alone. She just wants—”
Before you could finish your sentence, Lucas had snuck up beside you and stolen the ball, dribbling to the other end of the court. He dunks it and celebrates by hanging on the rim.
When you don’t know what else to do; play ball.
“I’m still that guy!” He celebrates in your face. “Mess around and find ou—“ The ‘t’ didn’t make it off of his tongue before you sped past him and went to make the layup.
He smacked his lips and rolled his eyes as you mocked his gameday celebration, putting your arm on your stomach and bowing.
“Man, give me the ball.” He said, and you threw it hard at his chest. It didn’t faze him one bit.
This full-court game went on and on until you went up for your last shot. You tried to dunk it, but Lucas had raised his hand and swatted it all the way to the other end of the court.
Denied.
You pushed him and he pushed you back, both having a shoving contest until you ended up on the ground.
I don’t know how you push someone when you’re both laying sideways, but you were doing it.
Too damn competitive.
After the usual shoving match, he sat up instead of star-gazing. You were smiling up at him, but it faded when you saw his face. “Lucas?” You sat up too. “What’s wrong?”
He had to remind himself to breathe.
“We’re grown now.”
You couldn’t pass up the opportunity to tease him. “No, you’re grown. I’ve got a few months left.” You poked at him, and your heart sank when he didn’t laugh or have a sarcastic response.
Was that a… tear?
“I don’t think we can be friends any more. I mean, of course we’ll always be friends. But we can’t be…. Like this.” He looks straight ahead of him, because he can’t bear to look at your face.
He’s sure it’ll haunt him for the rest of his days if he does.
It surprised him when you didn’t say anything.
For the first time in your life, you were speechless. You just got up from the ground, swiped the grass from your shorts, and walked to grab your ball.
He eventually picked himself up off the ground too. There was such a weird atmosphere. A mood in the air. You were trying to do ten things at once, and Lucas couldn’t just watch.
You had tears streaming down your face as you tried to wipe them, hold your ball, and pick up your bag and shoes.
He walks towards you and wipes your tears away with his thumbs, his tall height making him have to bend down to kiss you.
His fingers rested on your neck as you both put more into the kiss, your arms finally making their way around his neck. His hands moved to your waist, with his tears dropping onto her face.
***
He had both of his hands flat on your bed while he waited for you to come back out of the bathroom. When you did, he could tell that you’d been pressing a warm towel to your puffy eyes, because you’d brought him one to do the same.
He sat up straighter, and you pressed the cloth to his skin, a feeling of instant relief wafting over him. You continue to press, and he touches your arm with one of his hands, gently moving it back and forth to show his care.
When you felt like it was enough, you sat the damp square down close to you, and turned to look at him. Lucas allowed the corners of his lips to turn upwards, and some would call it a smile.
You saw him leaning forward, and didn’t know exactly where his lips were going. They landed on your neck, and there was a feeling inside of you that you hadn’t felt many times before.
A tug. An awakening. A bright spot in darkness.
“Is… this okay?” He asked.
You nod slowly. Then his kiss on your neck turns into something far more grown. You let out a simple moan, and Lucas smiles at the signal that he’s doing the right thing. He tasted your skin as if it was a delicacy, and you closed your eyes in response.
But you wanted to keep them open so badly.
There was just something about a basketball body— about Lucas’s body that excited you. So slim, but so buff. So soft, but so rigid. So dark, but so bright. When you reached the step of taking his shirt off, you were in awe.
If you had less self control, you might’ve gasped.
And he was no better.
He was looking at you in your sports bra, and it was like no other woman, no other person existed in this world. His eyes were on you, his focus was on you, and your body deserved to be praised.
“You’re so beautiful.” He spoke in his deep voice. Neither of you had noticed that zero words were spoken for the last five minutes. Your minds were both busy thinking about something else.
“You’re perfect.” You replied.
He reached out to grab your breasts, and it scared both of them when you jumped. You both ended up laughing, but it’s actually what you needed at this moment. It was just a small reminder that you’re still the same people, the same best friends who laugh and act stupid together.
“You’re good.” You reassured him, and he touched on them a little before raising your bra and attempting to get it over your head. Once he did it successfully, he leaned forward and kissed your chest.
But there was nothing that felt wrong about this, like you always thought it would. Of course you had thought about this moment before. You had shared small kisses in the past, but this was a whole new thing. It felt beautiful, and right, and sexy, and comfortable.
And when you both felt that the moment was right, he put the condom on and made his way on top of you. Your lips met again, and the deeper the kiss got, the more he rubbed up against you.
Until it was time.
“I love you.” He kissed your head before pressing forward, pressing inside. Your breath hitches, looking into his dark brown eyes. “I love you, too.”
You grabbed hold of his arm, getting used to the pain until it became pleasure. He kissed your chest again next, and just laid there for a moment, listening to your heartbeat.
I only imagine Will Byers being loved correctly
pairings: Will Byers x Patrick McKinney
summary: In the 90s, illustrator Will Byers reconnects with jock Patrick McKinney, who shows him what *it* always could've felt like.
fic type: softcore smut (kinda soft, au kinda, kissing, Will being loved correctly, desire, queer love, sex)
Will sits at a campus bar with his foot tapping the ground nervously. He peeks towards the front door every couple of minutes just waiting for him to arrive: blackjaguar-282.
The boy who’s been making him laugh for weeks behind his pseudonym. The boy who claims he’s also from Hawkins. Will’s heart patters when he finally comes through the door.
But that can’t be right.
He tries to avoid eye contact as Patrick walks his way. He even shivers when his hand touches his shoulder. The jock’s face is still as youthful as it's ever been, but the frame of his body is different now. His long arms are muscular in all of their slimness, and his cuban link chain is bright against his skin.
“Patrick McKinney…” Will can’t even hide his disbelief.
“You didn’t expect black to be so literal, did you?” Patrick smirks, referring to his screen name.
“No!” Will says it quickly. “I mean, not ‘no’ that I didn’t expect it. No like… that’s not why I’m surprised. I just didn’t know that you were…”
“Gay?” Pat nudges his shoulder, finally taking a seat beside him. “I didn’t know either until I had to. I mean, I knew, but I tried everything I could to deny it.” He orders him a drink. “But things were a little different after the weird shit.”
“Weird stuff?” Will asks.
“You know, what happened to Jason and Chrissy. It made me start thinking about how short life is. And I realized that if that thing would’ve killed me, I would’ve died not knowing who I was. So I left Hawkins as soon as I graduated, and made a life up here.”
He dodges being sentimental. “How about you? How’d you make it out alive?”
Will sips his mojito. “I found the answers in myself. Told my family, and it all just kind of snowballed from there. But that thing you mentioned… the one that hurt Jason and Chrissy… it won’t be there if you ever choose to go back.”
Pat leans in his chair. “Why do you sound so sure?”
Will bites his lip. “Let’s just say it used to have a hold on me, too.”
Patrick doesn’t think too much into it, he just finds himself admiring the boy next to him. He spends extra time on his greenish-brown eyes. He mutters in disbelief. “I can’t believe I didn’t know that it was you. I mean zombieboy in your username? A brother that does photography?” He tilts his head on this one. “The fact that I can still tell that you’re a nerd.”
Will chuckles. “You say that like you’re not still a jock. I mean, playing college basketball for Indiana University? You may not wear a varsity jacket anymore, but I can tell you’re still a big deal.”
Patrick laughs now. “A bigger deal than the boy who came back to life? Man, my mama had the whole church praying for you when we were younger. Pastor used you in a sermon when you came back.”
Patrick watches Will’s smile, making his point softly. “You’re a big deal. I just wish that you could see it like I do.”
His penpal looks over at him, his soft heart pattering. “You’re good at that…”
“Good at what?” Pat asks.
“Making people feel good. I can see why Lucas liked you.”
Pat toys with his drink. “Well that’s saying a lot, ‘cause high school me was never this introspective. Luke probably just liked me because he knew how it felt to be the token. No disrespect– but we were like two black dots on a domino.”
“How do you do that? Just say whatever comes to mind?”
“Well, it’s taken 22 years of practice. But I can teach you if you let me.”
Will finds himself watching as Patrick finishes the rest of his drink. “...I’d like that.”
“Man, I can’t believe I know an illustrator. I mean, everybody knows an author. But you? You’re the one behind the magic. The reason we even know what the hero looks like.”
Will nudges him a little. “Seems like I’m not the only one nerding out.”
The campus lights shine above them, walkways empty because of football games and parties.
Patrick shrugs. “What can I say? You’ve converted me since we’ve been talking. You even have me wondering if my art style is too cool.”
“How could you possibly say that? You superimpose diamonds over nature portraits. Nobody else is thinking to do that. With your vision, I’m sure magazines would fall at your feet.”
“You think so?”
“I know so! If I had your skills, there’s no telling how confident I’d be.”
“Well if I could draw like you, the world would be sick of me.” Their feet come to a halt in front of Will’s building. It’s the first time they’ve been quiet since they met. They both know what they wanna ask, but they’re not sure how to do it, looking around to make sure no one is watching.
Patrick steps a little closer. “I don’t want this night to end.”
“Then keep it going.” Will hesitates to say it, trying to use Patrick’s ‘think before you speak’ technique, but the aftermath is even worse than he imagined. His heart pounds against its cage, worse than the taps before. He only loosens up when Patrick asks his question:
“Can I come up?”
Will nods, knowing his roommates are hardly ever home.
“Follow me.”
They still talk a little bit as they walk the stairs to the quad dorm. One with a common area, but two beds to a room. Patrick lifts his chin at a few guys who recognize him from basketball. Will bites his lip and unlocks the main door.
“Don’t worry,” He chuckles as Patrick looks around. “They’re still trying to find someone to fill the other bed in my room. But I’m fine if the day never comes.”
Patrick pauses. “Why do you think I’d be worried?”
“Oh,” Will shrugs. “I just know that most guys don’t want people to know. I mean, not saying you’re like that. Just saying that I’m cool with it if you are.”
Patrick shakes his head. “Will… I’m not ashamed of you. I’m not ashamed of myself either. I think this thing we’ve built is pretty dope. But I mean… if you’re not there yet, it’s cool. You can just let me know, and I’ll move at your pace.”
Stuck.
That’s how Will felt when the words came out his mouth.
He wonders if this is what it was always supposed to be like.
Not being forced to pine over boys who didn’t want the same thing– the ones who treated him like a secret. It trips him up that the answer might’ve always been in Hawkins.
He steps forward, and Patrick does too. Their heads tilt, and their lips touch with intensity. Patrick brings his hands to Will’s back, pulling him closer. His range widens, and he rubs his sides with the tips of his thumbs, sliding them downwards until he’s clear to remove his shirt.
“Is this okay?” He whispers, and Will nods, not wanting to miss his lips for a single second.
Patrick kisses him again. “Have you ever done this before?”
“Maybe once.” Will says breathlessly. “Not so good.”
Patrick smiles onto his lips. “That’s okay... I can fix that.”
He brings his hands together and scoops Will into his arms, laying him on his bed. He climbs on top of him, trying not to break the kiss. Their bodies move back and forth together.
It’s not long before the clothes start to come off quickly, Will helping Patrick get his own shirt over his head. He pauses when he sees a scar. One big enough to only belong to one person. Or rather… one thing.
Will looks into Patrick’s eyes to show him he understands. He lifts up to kiss the scar slowly, planting his lips anywhere he needs it.
Patrick presses his hand to his face. “We’re living exactly what we used to wish for.”
There was a time when they thought this couldn’t happen. They never thought they could escape from Hawkins’ evil grasp, much less find each other in the rubble. They’ve lost so much to be rewarded with so little. But tonight, they lose nothing but their breath.
They search, and they reach, and they find.
They find the other’s weak spot as their fingers go down below. They find out how their lips quiver when they’re lying tip-to-tip. And they both get to feel what it’s like for someone to cherish your body– stealing kisses and sucking skin when least expected, learning to stroke to the rhythm of their partner’s moan.
Patrick puts his hand in Will’s hair while he turns him on his stomach, eyes closed, body draped in pleasure and in sweat. And he doesn’t stop stroking until he can tell Will’s energy is shot. Even then, for a little bit, he rolls his hips inside of him. Making love to him as he watches himself in the mirror.
When he finishes, his cold chain isn’t the only thing pressing Will’s back.
As they both wind down, Will peers up when he sees Patrick stand to his feet. But he doesn’t ask where he’s going, because he doesn’t wanna seem too clingy. He just watches him slip his boxers back on. But god, he doesn't want him to leave.
Then Patrick asks him, “Y’all got any waters in the kitchen?”
Will tries to hide his smile again. “Yeah. There should be some in the fridge.”
Will wipes the pleasure from his body while he’s waiting.
Patrick comes back with two waters, removing his shirt again and climbing into the bed. He opens his arms so Will can come into them.
“Why don’t you show me one of those nerdy movies that you claim is better than Footloose?”
Before he goes to grab the tape, there’s one thought raging in Will’s mind.
Maybe this is what it was always supposed to be like.
rockabilly // more than a tour |
Steve Harrington
summary: In the height of the rockabilly era, Steve Harrington is crowned the Prince of Rock & Roll. You’re the voice he pulls from the shadows to stand beside him. Fame is loud. Love is fragile. And in the end, you make a choice.
inspo: Trash Magic by Lana Del Rey
pairing: Steve Harrington x fem!reader
content warning: nsfw, increasingly darker, innocence, fame, power gap, manipulation, daddy issues
fic type: plot with smut (p-in-v implied, oral, kissing, sweat, hotel rooms, semi-dark Steve)
word count: 2633
Not everybody gets to go on tour with Steve “The Hair” Harrington, but you do. You got hired in after one of his other background singers quit to start a family, but there was something different about your audition.
You didn’t have one.
Steve claims he found you by happenstance. Which, you didn’t understand, because you only sang in church and your grandmother’s garden. So imagine your confusion when a powder blue limousine pulled up in the driveway, full of a bunch of yes-men and go-gos.
Your mother could’ve fainted when she saw him get out of the car and comb his hair over to the side, making sure he looks presentable. She gripped the broom as he walked to your porch.
“Ma’am, I heard your daughter has the best voice in the state. Would she happen to be here today?”
She looks between Steve’s eyes and the hoodlums in his vehicle. “She’s at work today. Maybe you can come back another day.”
Steve winces. “This matter ma’am, I really don’t think it can wait. I go on tour soon, and I’m looking for a third backup. I believe our homegrown singers deserve just as much light as the big ones.”
He looks around. “I could snag a singer from almost anybody out here, but that won’t be enough. The way my assistant explained it, no one fits better with my singing.”
“You call that singing?” Your mother finds her backbone. “You get on that stage and gyrate around, and you moan a little bit, and you think that’s singing? When’s the last time you had to drink honey from belting too hard?”
Steve tilts his head. “I’ve got other ways to preserve my voice. You should get some tickets to the shows. That’s actually one of my better segments. When the engineer turns the lights down a little low, and the backups take the lead. That’s when I’m not gyrating, I’m moving with the beat. Admiring their beautiful voices.”
He revives his motive. “You don’t think your daughter deserves that? For the world to hear her voice?”
“How’d you find our address?”
“Whitepages. Honest to God.” He points at the limo. “And Louie back there is the one who heard her singing at church.”
She squints. “Louie? Like Louevald Sanders?”
“He said that you would know him! I’m not sure why I didn’t lead with that. He said you used to be his teacher when he had to do summer school?”
She presses her tongue to her cheek. “That was me.”
“Right, so you know that a former student wouldn’t let anything happen to your daughter. And you have my word that neither would I.”
Your mother grumbles, still a little unsure. But she at least feels a little better now. “Stay here. I don’t want no funny business.”
She sits the broom to the side.
She walks into the house empty-handed, but she comes back with you.
Steve’s eyes light up the moment he sees you. He watches your ponytail, and the way your skirt meets your thigh. “Why hello there, I’ve heard a lot about you.” But you’re still frozen in space, exactly how he wants you.
That’s when your mother knew that this was going to be so much more than a tour.
She also knew there was no way she could separate you from the Prince of Rock and Roll.
***
Being on the road took some time to get accustomed to. You weren’t so familiar with short days and long nights. But by the time you got off stage and the adrenaline wore off, it was well into 12 in the morning.
Food came at 1.
And taking your makeup off led to 2.
It was almost 3 when there was a knock on your hotel door. You pulled your lashes off, going to look into the peephole. Even though you’d been working together for two months now, your heart dropped when you saw Steve.
You were the same age, both from small beginnings, but all of his experience makes you feel like you’re talking to a giant. Everything should be “normal” between you, but Steve Harrington is nothing of the sort.
You let him in immediately. “I wasn’t expecting to see you.”
He chuckles. “Sometimes I aim to surprise. I just wanted to stop by and tell you you’re doing great. I mean, between the two of us, you’re even better than the last one.”
He whispers. “And she was trained by a company.” He walks past you, taking a seat on the hotel’s recliner. “I mean, where’d you get a voice so beautiful?”
You smile down at your hands. “My grandmother. She had the best voice I’ve ever heard.”
He hums, smiling to the side. “Look into my eyes when you talk. I like the way yours glow when you talk about your family.” He shifts in his chair. “Almost makes me wanna talk about mine.”
You hesitate, not knowing how to reply. “You- you can if you want.”
He laughs at your cute stuttering. “Yeah… I’m not sure if my smile is gonna be as wide as yours. My father was an asshole.”
“Mine too. So we’re even.”
His eyes flicker to yours. “I heard your dad comes to almost every show… what are you talking about?”
You shrug. “Narcissists love to be seen.”
He snorts. “Funny, my ex said that’s why I became a celebrity. Says I like the idea of girls stroking my ego. But she’s wrong.”
He lets the joke marinate.
“I like the thought of men feeding my ego too.”
This gets a laugh from you, and Steve appears proud of himself. It’s not the last time you laugh like that tonight. After more conversation, the clock reads 6 AM. You sit on the edge of the bed, yawning your head off, and Steve stands up and walks over to you. You look up at him expectantly, your soft eyes wondering what he’s doing.
First, he puts his thumb to your chin, smiling lightly at your face. Your body trembles when he swipes your lip next, holding his own between his teeth. You’re not sure if you can expect a kiss, or a goodnight, but he leaves you confused when he doesn’t give you either.
You lay back on the bed after he leaves the room. You look up at the ceiling, the tinsel in the decorations serenading you to sleep. You dream of Steve, knowing that you’ll see him again in six hours.
***
In the next few days, Steve pays so much attention to you. He compliments your makeup. Your falsetto. Your hair. He even comes up to the stylist fitting you for a new concert outfit, making sure she hadn’t nicked you with a pin.
It puts butterflies in your stomach, but a target on your back.
More and more, people start to notice Steve’s affection towards you. But they aren’t crazy enough to act on it. They need to be on this tour just as much as Steve needs you.
He even makes another stop to your room, asking if anyone has been bothering you. This time he brings booze.
You shake your head, sitting on the bed again. But this time, he doesn’t sit on a couch in the corner, he sits on the mattress beside you. He looks around, “I think Tennessee might be my favorite stop so far.”
He eyes the pink roses on the nightstand. “Did you like them? I tried to get something that matches your eyes.” He touches your thigh. “Color-wise, because there’s no beauty that can compare.”
“That was you?” You look at him in awe, and he teases you.
“I would hope nobody else is sending you flowers. And if they are… I’d hope you wouldn’t receive them.”
You move to sit on your legs. “I wouldn’t, Steve. I would only take them from you.”
He grips your leg tighter, sliding his hand up and down it. “Good girl.”
You feel the excitement rise with every second. Your heart pounds as he studies everything about you. You breathe shakily when he presses his free hand to your cheeks. His grip puckers your lips for you.
“Can I kiss you?” He never takes his eyes off their plumpness.
“Yes.” Your excitement almost begs.
He leans in and gives you a peck.
That’s all?
He notes the disappointment on your face. “I wanna take it slow with you. See, I can tell that you’re not like everyone else. You’re a good girl. You do good things... I would hate for this fast life to ruin you.”
“It won’t ruin me.” You shake your head vigorously.
He chuckles.
You see him planning his next sentence.
“Earlier I told you Tennessee was my favorite stop so far, but I didn’t tell you why. But it’s the implication. Something beautiful about Nashville itself. It’s intriguing to know that right here in this Bible Belt, there’s a city that never sleeps.”
He continues. “I think that’s what you’re like. You’re innocent. Holy, even. But that little thing that you want from me, it rages on inside you. It’s like a fire that you can’t ever put out.”
“And if we do this,” he rubs your face again. “That fire only gets worse.”
“You don’t get to stare at me on stage anymore without thinking of me inside you. You don’t get to be the same girl who left that small town.”
Your voice quivers. “So what do I get to be?”
“Mine.”
You hope that your kiss will get the point across.
You and Steve fall back on the bed, him climbing on top of you and rubbing your stomach, exposed through your two-piece pajamas.
His lips are warm on yours as his clothed body drives you into the mattress, groaning to the feeling of your touch— your nails trailing up and down his back.
He stops for a second. “How bad do you want me, bunny?”
You grip his arms now. “Even more than you think.”
When Steve’s tongue enters your mouth, you can feel all of the feigned innocence leaving your body. You’ve tried a few things before, and thought about going all the way a million times, but your upbringing could never bring itself to do it. But with Steve, it felt easy.
Even letting him unclothe you came easy. When both undressed, his chest pressing to the hardness of your nipples was easier. And you could barely handle the feeling of his sculpted body resting between your legs, his tip pressing at your entrance.
But the real challenge came a few seconds from then. You didn’t know how you were going to be quiet with his face between your thighs. But he held his fingers up to your mouth, not even bothering to speak. It’s like you automatically knew to spit on them.
So he smiled proudly when you did. Webbing the stickiness in the air before inserting those same fingers inside you. There was only one place to go when he started to lap you up, taking slow and methodical tastes of you. You moaned, grabbing the hair he’s always been famous for. He moans each time you tug it tighter.
His eyes vanish when he pulls you closer after hooking his arm around your leg. You can see nothing but his hair at he sucks you nice and urgently, treating your clit like the bassline in one of his songs.
“Steve…. Steve…” You grip the covers, body lifting from the bed. But the higher you go up, the more his tongue follows you.
There’s nowhere for you to run.
And as you lay there, looking at the ceiling again, you realize that you don’t wanna.
***
After your first time with Steve, you did it all the time. He wouldn’t even wait for nighttime anymore. He would sneak in between breaks and find you wherever he could. He would take you places and kiss you, even in front of the guys.
You were like his girlfriend until you got to the next region.
The toughest crowd in the United States.
They didn’t just appreciate talent, they demanded it. And Steve was going to have to do more than shake his body to impress New York and Philadelphia.
So he rehearsed more than he ever did, and spent more hours at the bar, hanging around with those same yes-men he’d come to your house with.
Something changed when you saw him flirting with a dancer.
You still yearn.
But there’s not a magic that happens between your thighs when you see him.
He barely acknowledges you.
So you figure two can play that game.
What a terrible, terrible mistake.
“Something tells me you knew I was coming.” He looks at your outfit. Your same old pajamas that he interprets as lingerie.
“What’s going on? You didn’t look me in my eyes today.”
You shrug. “I didn’t think that it would matter.”
He stares at you. “Everything matters to me.”
“Yeah? Then why don’t you try acting like it?”
He laughs, and that makes your anger worse. It helps you make the rash decision that you were already heading towards. “I want to leave the tour.”
“Are you fucking crazy?”
You pick up your luggage. “I barely have friends here, I’ve got more than enough money, and I’ve seen more states than I even cared to. You can have New York, Steve, but then I’m going home.”
He leans against the dresser, knuckles white from how hard he’s grabbing it. “You’re under contract. I won’t let you go anywhere.”
“I already checked that. My contract was only for three months.” You throw your dresses into the suitcase. “Just enough time for you to decide if I was worth fucking or not.”
“You’re being ridiculous, bunny. Put the damn clothes back in the closet.”
“So what? So you can buy me a new set for every groupie you fuck? I’m not stupid, Harrington, I know just what you are.”
He looks up slowly. Eyes dark. “What am I?”
He walks over to you, and your heart skips a beat. “What am I? Just like your Daddy?”
His thumb caresses you. “You didn’t think that I’d find out who your old man really was? That he comes to every show ‘cause you won’t talk to him?”
He moves your hair from your face.
“I’m not him, bunny. I’m just Steve.”
You go through a million different emotions. How dare he mention your father’s name? How dare he pull on your heart strings when you’re already breaking down?
He murmurs again. “I’m just Steve… And I would never, ever hurt you.”
He brings his hands to your back, your hot tears streaming to your chest. “He abandoned you for the music business, I get that. But I’ve just been busy, you understand that right?”
“We’d rather be busy than have nothing to do.” He says.
You look into his eyes. You look at that same combover that drives girls crazy. And in the back of your mind, you know he’s full of shit. But there’s a saying about a broken clock being right.
If you leave here, you leave all of the glitz and glamour behind. You go from being angry at him in a luxury hotel, to angry at him in your bedroom. And you can’t bring yourself to admit that your mama was right.
So another tear drops, and you say, “I understand.”
He smiles, but this time his eyes are focused. “Let me show you how much I love you.”
In one swift move, he lays you onto the bed. But this time he doesn’t look into your eyes to get his point across. You both watch each other in the mirror.
You can’t see anything when he presses your face to the mattress, his warm skin clapping against yours. You moan louder than ever, battling the tears in your throat. You’re breathless as he slaps you on your ass.
Mascara rushes down your face.
You bite your lip, knowing it was always going to end this way.
He said abso-fucking-lutely not LMAO
I’m cryinggggg
when it burns inside | Jonathan Byers
pairings: Jonathan Byers x fem!reader
fic type: smut (fetish, burning, dark, slight harm, masturbation, 69, non-penetration)
summary: You and Jonathan don’t belong together at all, and that’s exactly why you want each other more. After arguing at an event, you lean into the toxicity when you get home.
You stand in the background as Jonathan takes pictures with fans, some of them even brave enough to ask you to hold the camera. You say yes because there’s an image to uphold, but you’d rather do anything else than take photos of him— the boy who’s been pissing you off all night. Making sly comments when nobody else can hear him.
He rolls his sleeves up when they leave, heading down the street jumping with excitement. You roll your eyes and he catches you. But he doesn’t say anything, he just smiles and blows you a kiss, walking to the car because he knows you have to follow.
You do, but you make sure to do it slow enough to annoy him. Barely putting one foot in front of the other. Black dress still dragging the ground. He throws his hands up. “You really wanna do this here?”
“I didn’t want to do this at all. You started it with your jealousy and your lies.”
He scoffs, mocking you. “My jealously and lies.”
He mutters something where you can’t hear it. Then he goes audible again. “But that’s what you do, you make up your own mind. I mean, who gives a fuck about the truth.”
You laugh with no humor, only speeding up to argue with him some more. “I could say the same thing to you and all of your stupid little theories.”
“Theories are made to be proven. There’s no telling what you’ve been doing when I was away working on the movie. Probably all of those boys who want to fuck you so badly.”
“Oh yeah? Well you have my full permission to call up one of your idiot groupies and try to give them flaccid dick at 4 AM.”
That one must’ve really gotten to him.
“Fuck you!” He spits.
“No, Jonathan, fuck you.” You clench your fist.
The driver steps out of the limo to open the door for the both of you. You can tell that Jonathan is really angry by the seat he chooses in the car, and you make sure to sit as far as you can away from him. You figure there’s no need in sitting close.
Especially when you’re both thinking of insults you want to say next.
He fiddles with his tie, staring at the city through the tinted windows. You keep your head down, looking at the heels you wish you wouldn’t have worn. But it was a special occasion, seeing your boyfriend be recognized by a national guild of directors.
You snort. Imagine getting that praise from some of the most respected hitmakers, and choosing to spend the night upset because of suspected cheating. All over a director smelling your perfume a little too long, and closing his eyes like he’s savoring you.
Not only is it minuscule in the scheme of things— it’s not your fault. But you know exactly what game to play when Jonathan gets like this, and you get excited when you arrive at home to play it, kicking your shoes off and slamming the doors behind you.
The house is decorated in black and silver streamers. Balloons on the wall. And there’s a cake that you now have no plans to touch. Jonathan pauses when he sees it, but you continue on to the bedroom.
After a few minutes, he stands on the other side of the door you closed. You hear him pressing at it, trying to tell if you locked it. You don’t bother answering, you let him figure it out himself. He comes and sits on the edge of the bed, lighting a joint he didn’t finish days ago. He offers it to you before he takes a pull.
You don’t answer, and he brings it to his lips.
“Come on, I’ve been an asshole all day.”
He has, but that doesn’t make you move.
He sighs. “Take it as my formal apology.”
This is when the realization kicks in that you really shouldn’t be together, and that everything you have is toxic, because you find yourself knee-walking to the end of the bed, standing behind him as he lays back. Breath shaky as he hands you the joint.
You hold it tight between your fingers before bringing it down towards his body, pressing only where your eyes will see it. He moans in pain, and you press a little harder until a red speck appears on his skin. It grows by the second.
You give his weed back, bending your face down to kiss the burned spot. He whispers your name as you start to suck it, a throbbing pain with a fucked up kind of pleasure.
Every time the singe of pain comes back, he groans a little louder, pulling his pants from his legs without looking. You can see the hardness in his boxers, and you lean over his body to grab it. You remove the clothing to get a better grip. You feel him blow smoke onto your skin from below you. Then he uses his free hand to reposition you.
Your face is right above his cock, and his face at your pussy, his fingers already spreading you apart to taste you. Threatening to poke inside, but waiting long enough to drive you crazy. You push your body backwards, trying to make his index finger go in, and when it does, you moan onto his dick.
Your tongue glides around his tip, letting the spit fall like a chain onto his skin. And when you suck it — with your eyes and your lips closed — you can feel him moaning into your pussy, your panties pulled to the side. His wet thumbs still prodding at your folds.
He startles you when he says it.
“Ride it.”
You sit up, hair hitting your back. You can see how serious he is through the mirror.
When he said ride it, he’s not talking about his dick.
“You’re insane,” you talk to him through the mirror. “I’ve already done enough.”
“I deserve it. I deserve it for being an asshole. Put your pussy on me and show me how bad I’ve been.”
You turn your body around, looking at the red spot close to his shoulder.
“No panties.” He says without a smile.
You shimmy them down your legs, climbing on the bed again. Reluctantly, you lower yourself onto the spot. His eyes slam shut when you get there, wet on top of his skin, his fingers digging into you deeper every time you ride the bruise.
Pretty soon, you find yourself looking at the ceiling, rolling your body with your clit against his skin. “Does that turn you on, baby?”
He breathes out. “You have no idea what it does.”
“Come on, baby. F-fuck it.” He watches your body as he strokes his cock. “I’m there. I promise I’m almost there.” You know, because you’re almost there too.
When you come together, it doesn’t take long for you to fall in bed beside him. Enjoying these last few seconds before the clarity sets in. He lights the blunt again, blowing smoke into your face. You take it into your mouth, and you kiss as if the two of you belong together— when everything says that you don’t.
♡⊹˚₊ babylove ₊˚⊹♡ | lucas sinclair
summary: how I imagine Lucas Sinclair as an expectant father in the 90s.
pairings: Lucas Sinclair x fem!pregnant!reader
fic type: imagine (banter, what if, married)
(no smut, but mention of sexual themes)
You dig into the almost empty-box on your couch, only handling the smallest pieces that make your house a home. You gasp when you take bubble wrap off of a picture frame, waddling to find Lucas immediately.
You know where he is because he’s banging on one of the walls in the nursery.
You groan at all the ruckus. “They don’t make an easier way to do that?”
He gives you a playful glare. “This is the easy way. Otherwise we’d have to hire a crew, and I’m not paying them for something I can do!”
He squints. “Why did I let you convince me that the baby needed a TV again?”
“Because when you’re staying up all night rocking her back and forth, you’ll have something to keep you company.” You wink, and he can’t help but laugh.
“Okay, that was a good one.”
“Now get down! I have something to ask you about.” He listens without as much as a smidge of disappointment. Lucas loves you more than any type of love you’d seen before, and it’s gotten even worse since you’ve been pregnant. He’s been cooking what you like, letting you choose the movies, and massaging your feet for 20 weeks straight.
He says that it’s because he “knows what goes down in the hospital room,” but you know he’s just a softie. Not to mention, you’ve heard your father-in-law tell him countless times that a happy wife means a happy life.
You smile as you hand him the picture.
“Oh my goodness.. Baby, where the hell did you find this?”
“It was in the box with the other framed pictures. Why didn’t you tell me you played basketball?”
He answers. “I only played for a year, and some of those dudes in the pictures were batshit crazy.”
You stop him. “Speaking of dudes in the picture, where’s Dustin, Mike, and Will?”
He smacks his lips. “Now look me in the eyes and tell me you can see Dustin or Mike dribbling a basketball.”
You chuckle. “I didn’t say they had to be good at it! What year was this anyways?” Pregnancy brain made you forget that his mama writes every date and event on the back.
He answers you. “1986.”
“Damn.” You admire it. “Just look at my baby and those long ass legs.”
He smirks. “Yeah. You just worry about that baby in your belly. Now can you stop distracting me so I can do the VCR?”
You shake your head, but plan to retreat. “You haven’t even gotten the TV up.”
He widens his eyes as you escape out of the door.
*
“What if we can’t come up with a name, even at the hospital? What if we never figure it out, and our baby grows up nameless?”
It’s not long before you feel Lucas staring at you. He sighs. “Our baby isn’t gonna be nameless. We’ll name her after me if it ever comes to that.”
He goes back to watching TV and eating his dinner, but he doesn’t notice you chewing on your lip. You mutter to yourself, trying to decide on anything but Lucasia, haunted by “if it ever comes to that.”
He breaks you from your focus. “I meant to tell you, Mike’s gonna bring our D&D stuff when they come for the baby shower. You mind if we get loud in the basement?”
“Of course not baby, that’s fine.”
He pauses and looks over at you after hearing the worry in your voice. “Hey…. We’ll come up with a name. It’ll be something that flows so naturally that you won’t believe you were ever worried about it. She’ll be a perfect, beautiful, healthy baby girl, and she’ll have a fitting, beautiful name.”
You take a breath.
“Hey.” He leans in closer. “You got me?” He lifts a finger to your chin and hooks you to look at him, eyes steady to calm you down. “You hear me? Everything is fine.”
He lowers his hand, rubbing your hard belly.
You bat your eyelashes. “What did I do to deserve you?”
He sips his tea. “I believe you did a split on it.”
You gasp and push him away. “You swore you’d never mention that again!”
“Yeah, and you said you’d unhook your legs from around me! Now look at us, both liars worrying about nurseries and middle names.”
You never really thought about it like that.
“….I’m sorry.” You try to hide the smile on your face, thinking back to that day.
But you know for a fact that there’s nothing to be sorry for. You can’t take back the noises you made or the nails that dug into his skin. The same way he can’t take back the way his body moved on top of yours, like a wave, getting deeper with every motion.
If you could go back in time, you wouldn’t change a thing. You’d choose Lucas every that chance you get. That’s how great he’s been. That’s how great he’s gonna be.
bad girl // cat's got your tongue?
summary: Steve Harrington is an asshole with old money and a hankering for you.
pairings: Steve Harrington x fem!reader *•
type: smut fic (p in v, back of the club, unprotected sex, hot and steamy, rumors, dirty talk)
[collab]
Steve was standing with his friends in a corner of the club. His eyes were fixated on a woman dancing on a man in a way that would make anybody jealous.
He was looking at you.
He took a sip from his glass, but never broke eye contact with you and the man. The pink flashing LED lights made him even more mysterious than he naturally was, which drew the attention of many women.
Just not the one he wanted.
But that wouldn’t be an issue because he was always gonna get you. No matter what it took. He smiled at the thought and took another sip.
“You’ve heard about her, right?” A friend looked over at him.
“Mmm, have I? What about her?”
The friend cleared his throat, “She’s no good. You’ve heard she’s a witch, I hope. She… she makes people suffer.” He hiccuped. “And she’s a whore.”
Steve pitied the boy standing beside him because there was a reason he was drunk. The one he wanted really didn’t want him back. And he didn’t have anything to fall back on. He didn’t have a name like Steve’s.
A last name and family legacy that made every yes eventual. After all, those who said ‘no’ were met with nothing but misfortune. Which sounds scary, but Steve would never do anything to hurt you— unless you asked him to, of course.
He breathed out, “Watch your mouth. You’re drunk.”
Then he pauses. “How do you know who I’m looking at? And if she’s so bad, are you trying to say I can’t handle her? You’ve got no belief that I can get you with the friend?”
Tommy licked his lips and took a sip from his cup. “You’re right. But you need to be careful. I don’t want anything to happen to you.” He hiccuped again, “…But you promise you’d help me?”
Steve just laughed at his friend and shook his head. “God, you’re so desperate.” As if he wasn’t in the same space, watching you bump and grind on a well-paying patron. Somehow, the tighter his fist grew, so did the bulge of his pants.
“I promise, but maybe you won’t even need my help. You should know that if she’s around, her friend isn’t 10 feet away. Instead of staring into your cup all night and jizzing on yourself, use the liquid courage to talk to her. Don’t give her any other option.”
Tommy blinks. “Look at the pot calling the kettle black.”
Steve’s eyebrows raise, and Tommy watches as he glides over. Coming face to face with you and the man.
“Mind if I cut in?”
The man started to protest, but Steve grabbed his wrist and twisted it while the man writhed in pain, looking for security that wasn’t coming.
“I wasn’t really asking.” Steve hisses. “Now get the fuck out of here.”
He looks at you.
“You know, your attention is really hard to get. You see what I had to do to that man because you wouldn’t give me the time of the day?”
He steps forward, whispering in your ear. “That’s on you, baby.”
You look at him, cocking your head to the side. And you… smile. “Maybe there’s a reason I don’t want your attention. Have you ever thought of that?”
He shook his head, “Nah, because everyone wants my attention. Including you.” He reaches out, twirling his finger in your hair.
You don’t quiver. “You’re very mistaken. I’ve heard all about you.”
He leans against the wall behind you. “Yeah? Because I can assure you that I’ve heard worse about you.”
You stayed quiet for a moment, thinking. You’d heard plenty of rumors about yourself over the years, but none of them were true—none even close to plausible. Still, the idea that one of the elite families knew something about you that you didn’t quite sit right in your chest.
You exhaled slowly.
“So tell me what you’ve heard,” you said. “Remember—this is what you’ve heard, not what you know. Tread lightly, because I’m not the one.”
Steve laughed, pushing himself off the wall. “Neither am I,” he said easily. “But I’m sure you’ve heard that.”
You hummed. “While that may be true, I still don’t know what you’re talking about. Please enlighten me. Consider my attention officially grabbed—since you wanted it so badly.”
A smile curved across his mouth as he nodded toward the hallway.
“Follow me.”
That quiet voice in your head told you not to. Anyone with sense would’ve listened. But you’d wanted to cross paths with Steve for years—and you wanted it to be real. You didn’t want to use your magic to pull him closer. You hadn’t. And you weren’t about to walk away just because of a low buzz of warning in your chest.
You followed him into a dim room. Anyone paying attention would’ve been alarmed. Anyone with an ounce of awareness would’ve known exactly where this was going.
But the thing was—you already knew.
And you wanted it.
“I’ve heard about you,” Steve said, voice low, “and you’ve heard about me. So let’s skip the pleasantries and get to what we actually want.”
He unbuttoned the first two buttons of his shirt, the silver chain around his neck catching the light. A small cross rested just above his collarbone.
You laughed softly. “How uncanny,” you said. “All those intentions of yours should make that cross sizzle.”
He grabbed your waist and pulled you closer. You leaned in, whispered something just for him, then looked up with a slow smile.
“But I should warn you,” you said quietly, “Everything you’ve heard about me is untrue.”
“What, like that you know how to fuck?”
“That, among other things.” You smiled and whispered to him again, “I know that you’ve heard I’m a whore. There's no need to beat around the bush.”
Then you continue. “You know, I’ve never made love, but I sure know how to fuck.”
He tries pulling your shirt off.
“I wonder how that works?” You smile and lift your arms. “Magic?”
But Steve is no longer interested in playing around.
“Strip for me. Let me see you before I fuck you and change your life.”
You stood up in front of him. “Guide me then. Tell me what you want taken off and when you want me to do it.”
He unbuttoned his shirt completely, chest and abs on full display. “Take your bottoms off.”
You started to shimmy your way out of your shorts, and he sat back and rested his arm on the back of the couch.
“Slow down. Make it worth my while.”
You oblige and finally make it down to just your panties.
“Come here and let me feel how wet you are.” He pats his lap. You breathe out and sit on his leg without facing him. “Now lay back into me, baby.”
One of his hands went to your breast and started massaging it while the other played with the hem of your panties. He then took his hand and slid it over your clothed pussy. “Damn, you’re enjoying this more than I thought you would. You want my dick inside of you, don’t you?”
You let out a moan.
“That’s what I thought.”
His finger slipped into your panties and started playing with your wet slit. “I wanna taste you so bad, but I’m not sure I can make it that long without feeling you on my dick soon.” He pinched your nipple and licked your ear.
“Cat got your tongue? Or does your cat need my tongue?”
As much as you wanted to hate what he had just said to you, you just couldn’t. Anything and everything about this man was sexy to you, and your brain couldn’t and wouldn’t look past it.
“Steve..please. Please do something.”
He lifted you up and turned you toward him. He looked you in your eyes while he took one of your nipples into his mouth.
You moaned at the sight.
He scraped his teeth against the sensitive nub, and you ground yourself onto his leg. “Please.”
He grabbed your jaw tightly with one hand and forced you to look at him. “Patience, baby. We’ll get there.” He slipped his thumb into your mouth. “Suck it.”
You stared into his eyes while sucking his thumb and riding his thigh. “God, you’re so fucking sexy. No wonder everyone can’t resist you. You won’t be able to get enough of me after tonight, baby. You’ll keep running back for more.” You smiled and removed his finger from you mouth. “Likewise.”
He unbuckled his belt and his jeans and pulled his dick out of his boxers. Your breath got caught in your throat because you had never seen one up close before, and his was so pretty. He lifted your chin to make you look at him. “You scared?” You shook your head no. “No. Please.”
He pulled your panties to the side and slid himself in. You both moaned out in pleasure. “Fuck, you’re so tight.” He guided you up and down on his shaft and was sure to be careful until he knew you could handle all of him. “There you go baby. It’ll start feeling so much better. I promise we’re almost there.” He started kissing and sucking on your neck.
Once he felt you loosening up, he started to pick up the pace. “Yeah, baby. Just like that. You’re doing so good.” He caressed your cheek. “You’re my bad girl aren’t you?”
You nodded.
“Mm, just what I thought.”
“Stand up.” You looked at him. “Steve-” He repeated himself. “I said stand up.” You hesitated but stood anyway. “Now turn around.” You did and now your back was facing him. He came up behind you and grabbed your neck from the front and made you lean into him. “You okay with this?”
You nodded your head yes.
“Good, because you wouldn’t have had another choice.”
Your breathing wavered because you already knew that. Again, you didn’t care because you wanted it too. He kept you pinned to his chest with one hand holding your throat while the other ran down your body.
He stared at one of your breasts, slowly raking his fingers down until he reached your nipple. He gave it a soft flick and tug before making his way down your stomach. “Your skin is so soft, baby. I bet your ass is even softer.” You just nodded into him and let out a desperate sigh. His hand continued going lower until he reached your pussy.
He took two fingers and spread your lips apart while another started rubbing on your clit. “Oh my god, Steve.” Your moans drove him to rub faster and eventually stick a finger in. “You miss my dick being in you yet?” You nodded again. “Use your fucking words or you’re not getting it back.” You gasped. “Yes, I miss it! Just fuck me already.”
He removed his hands from you and positioned his dick and slid in. You moaned out and he grabbed your throat again. “That's what you wanted, hm?” He would thrust harder with every word he said. “You wanna be treated like a slut don’t you? You want to experience what the world thinks you are.”
He kept fucking you until you legs started to shake. “Steve!” He laughed. “C’mon. You’ll get to cum when I say you can. Be patient, baby.” He pushed you up against the wall and pushed himself back inside. “Good girl. Just like that. Relax for me.” He started fucking you and pulling on your hair.
“Fuck, your pussy feels so good baby. You were made just for my dick. God.” You were shaking again. “Steve, I’m so close.” He started going faster. “I know, baby. I feel you clenching around me. I’m close too.” You nodded and moaned loud when he slapped your ass. “Count to three for me.” For every number you counted out loud, the more slaps to the ass you got and the faster and harder his thrusts became.
“Oh fuck. Fuck, I’m cumming. Fuck.” You slowly started to feel his warmth filling you up as yours dropped down your legs.
You didn’t mind it though. “Oh, Steve..”
He kissed your neck.
“You’re coming home with me. Get dressed.”
He likes you cold. | Henry Creel
tags: degradation kink, solo masturbation, watching, use me, 18+
summary: Henry wants you to degrade him, and he knows what it takes to get you there.
You look at Henry with a blank stare, his face never being happier. He crosses his legs and sits back, waiting for you to give in.
But you just can’t bring yourself to do it. His smile fades when he realizes that, tilting his head a bit. “If it were you, I wouldn’t spare you for a second.”
You roll your eyes at that fact. It isn’t lost on you that you’re dealing with a villain. But when someone shows you all of their scars and loves you like Henry Creel has, it’s hard for you to berate him.
Yet that’s exactly what his foul mind is waiting on.
You find it quite deranged.
“If you can’t find the words, trust, I’ll make you say them.”
His voice travels down your spine without him even being near you. He’s in a chair with his hand in his pants. Gripping himself waiting for you to take action. He’s fighting the urge to rub himself just looking at your body.
“I-I- can’t.” You shake your head vigorously.
“Please.” He finally begs.
Your eyes flow up to his.
He taunts you. “You know what happened the last time you made me beg.”
He’s right, you have the mark on your ass to prove it. And the memory from that day, him holding you down and spanking you, is what sparks you to give him what he wants. “You’re a fuck up, Henry. Everything about you is fucked up.”
He bites his lip. “Tell me how fucked up I am, baby. What unlucky circumstance probes at my brain?”
“You’re incapable of loving someone. And no one is able to love you. You are filled with so much hatred. So much pain.” You shiver, and he closes his pretty eyes, lips spreading apart as he strokes himself harder.
“You’re sick, Henry. There’s no saving you anymore.”
“Why?” He moans, the question toppling off his tongue. Body jerking forward as he says it.
“Because you’re just a puppet. A dirty fucking puppet with no mind of his own. Controlled by a shadow that won’t even speak to you.”
He fake pouts, “Don’t talk about him like that.”
“Fuck both of you!” You spit. “All you do is take from people. All you do is ruin them.”
He pulls his pants down now. “It’s amazing, love. You truly know how to drain a cock.” He moves his hand up and down on his shaft, never letting his gaze miss your eyes. “Now tell me what you’re really hiding.”
“You were a child—“ You hesitate.
“Tell me what you know!”
“You were weak, and that’s why it chose you. Deep down, that’s why you really want to keep it. Because without Vecna, without the Mind Flayer, you are nothing. Just a lab rat with no place to call home.”
You step towards him, falling to your knees. He continues to stroke himself an inch away from your face, still not moving his gaze. He pants as he looks into your eyes, head shaking with the flicking of his wrist. You watch his tip wetten in anticipation.
“I hate you, Henry. I really fucking hate you. You’ve taken everything from me.”
The groan comes from deep inside. One hot tear streams down his cheek, zigging its way down his face. You watch as it continues down his body, landing on his neck where a blue vein protrudes.
He releases. In more ways than one.
You rest your head on his naked thigh, not saying a word as he wipes the cum from your face.
You see the silent tears that fall from his eyes, but you know better than to ask about them.
#INSATIABLE | Jonathan Byers
summary: In this spin on Jonathan’s “the more she eats, the hungrier she gets,” he meets you, who he can’t get enough of.
pairings: Jonathan Byers x fem!reader *•*
type: smut fic *•°* (eating out, kissing, car, outercourse, non-penetrative)
The first time you heard screams coming from the apartment next to yours, it woke you up out of your sleep. You had convinced yourself that something bad was about to happen, slipping your shoes on and running to your front door.
But when you got there, the other apartment’s door was open as well, a guy with shaggy hair bending down to grab a late night pizza. He looked over at your panicked face with his sleepy eyes, but he held an excited smile.
“Sorry, hope we didn’t wake you.” He motioned to your robe. “My little brother — he’s visiting for the weekend, and we’ve been hitting Guitar Hero pretty heavy.”
Suddenly, you feel bad for all of the curse words you’d prepared to say. Swallowing, and relaxing your stance. “Sounds like a dream. I would love to play ‘Bulls on Parade’ with my siblings again.”
Jonathan looks down at the box in his hands. “Well…we’ve got 8 slices for just the two of us if you wanna come…Rage Against The Machine.” He shakes his head at his own corniness, but he had no idea how it made you lift off the ground. The weight of your answers on your tiptoes.
To this day, you still can’t believe you said yes.
But you did.
After going to your own place to get yourself in order, you walked back over and enjoyed pizza and rock music with Jonathan, and his little brother — who you now know as Will. You drank flat soda and created the same ruckus you’d been mad at them for making.
And as the night met morning, when the TV was playing Pat Benatar by itself because all of you were too tired to move, you dozed off on the couch.
You woke up with the biggest headache, and an uncomfortable ache in your shoulder, but more importantly— you woke up with a cover over your body, a pillow under your head, and a smile on your face.
After that, you smiled every time you saw Jonathan.
Even when he comes home looking angry and flustered about how his film is taking too long, or how something isn’t working. You may keep your lips pressed together tightly, but you’re happy. Thinking of that night in the back of your mind.
It happens again on this rainy day.
“You don’t wanna cut yourself some slack?” You stand at your balcony, watching him kick wet boxes around below. He looks up— startled, but relaxes when he sees that it’s you. He doesn’t answer you yet, but he makes his way into the building.
And amazingly, right at your door.
You leave the balcony, and adjust your clothes, making sure you look presentable.
Eager to tease him.
“Long time, no see.” You say.
He shoves his hands in his pockets. “Yeah, I’ve been in Philly. Trying to film this stupid movie.”
He avoids eye contact. “I meant to tell you. To leave a note or something. But I didn’t really know if that’s something we do yet.”
You shrug. “I like notes.”
He chuckles. “Yeah? You seem more like the love letter type.”
He pauses. “Are you… free to help me with something?”
“Yeah,” you nod, not even knowing was it is. If either of you says ‘yeah’ one more time it might become a world record.
After you get your things together, he leads you downstairs, opening the door for you to get in his car.
“Where are we going?” You ask.
He shrugs. “Wherever the wind takes us.”
“How is that helping you with your movie?”
“I don’t know yet. Just trust me.”
You step out on faith and climb into the passenger seat, Radiohead playing as you drive down the moody streets of the city. On the way to nowhere, you talk about nothing. School. Film. Old TV shows. How you don’t believe in monsters, but he does.
Nothing and everything all at once.
You don’t talk about something until you’re sitting at the border of your state. The kind of area that people on vacation stop at in their pajamas. That’s how empty it is. But somehow, it still has depth. Bogged down by the question you asked Jonathan before he parked in the middle of nowhere.
“What made you choose film?”
He looked down, trying to find a way to say it. “For a minute, it was all I had. My Dad was an asshole. Will was gone. Mom was half-crazy. Film— it consoled me.”
“Even when money was low, I still had our VCR. I could pop a cassette in, and I’d instantly be in another world. Then… that world slowly started to feel more real. Like, getting my family back, fighting those monsters, journeying to those fantasy worlds.” He peers over at you. “And I thought… maybe I could be that for someone.
He corrects himself. “Or that my films could be that.”
He tries to bypass the fact that he gave such a meaningful answer, wiping the corner of his eye. “How about you? Why’d you choose your job?”
You’re ashamed of your answer now, and Jonathan is already laughing before it’s fully off of your lips. “….For the money.”
“You are so profound.” He smiles, and he stops again when your laughter lightens up.
“No,” he says, like he’s forming this belief in real time. “I really mean it. You may not say it with your lips, but your eyes… they do the heavy lifting. Every time.”
His breath quivers, never taking his eyes off of your lips. And you search his, wondering how close you can get before the bough breaks. It all comes down when your lips finally touch.
It’s like the more you kiss, the hungrier you get. The pad of his thumbs running over his ears. Your hand on his chin. Heads tilting to breathe each other in deeper. The way you groan when he moves his lips, kissing from your wrist to your arm. Following his own trail back to your neck.
But this time, his kiss tracks to your shoulder. The same one that you’d hurt sleeping recklessly on his couch the first time you met properly. He kisses it gently at first, but with every moan you mutter, his kiss goes deeper. And you start to realize you’re both insatiable.
“Are we really going to do this?” He speaks onto your shoulder as if there’s any way you could stop. Like you’re not already rising from your seat, urging yourself to the back of the car. Just waiting for his eyes to say yes.
When you see the fire in them, you climb to the backseat and turn your body around, and Jonathan meets you somewhere in the middle, kissing your legs as far as he can reach from the front.
You get excited when you hear his seatbelt unbuckle, him twisting his body to eat you, pressing the horn as he moves himself back and forth, tip rubbing the denim of his jeans as he feasts on you. Your legs, your thighs, and the fever rising between them.
He uses his thumbs to press you open, moving his tongue in circles until your hips buckle just above the center console. And once you can’t take any more, you pull him towards you. His tall body struggling to get over the low ceiling and the gearshift, but somehow he does it.
When you’re both in the backseat, in this terrible position, you help him lower his pants, pressing his cock to your skin. You hold it down, so every movement he makes drives him a smidge more crazy. He strokes your thigh until his gritty voice moans your name, dripping warmly onto your skin.
He closes his eyes, both of you riding it out. But no doubt wanting it again. Because after all, the more you eat, the hungrier you get.