引きこもり ☹

Always Suffering.

[themiserableotaku]

You meant everything to me, you were my world, I wanted to be with you forever.

[themiserableotaku]

I fucking despise myself.

[themiserableotaku]

You’re right, I am terrible, I shouldn’t be alive.

[themiserableotaku]

I should just disappear.

[themiserableotaku]

Sayonara.

[themiserableotaku]

Despair.

[themiserableotaku]

I’m sorry, I’m so sorry.

[themiserableotaku]

This isn’t the joy that I wished for.

[themiserableotaku]

I’m an inferior, weak, and terribly flawed human being.

[themiserableotaku]

I am my despair, I am my sorrow, I am my pain, I am the darkness I fear, so darkness I became.

[themiserableotaku]

It hurts to be so alone.

[themiserableotaku]

Watch my suffering.

[themiserableotaku]

You really won’t help me?

[themiserableotaku]

You were everything, I wanted you to have my world, you were my happiness but I never deserved you, and now I’ve lost you forever.

[themiserableotaku]

To accept this cruel reality, a pain I can no longer bare.

[themiserableotaku]

How much longer can you contain your sorrow behind that facade?

[themiserableotaku]

Do you fear death?