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i like saying things here because nobody knows who i am. if i were to say half the things i say here anywhere else i fear my mom or my ex or my 8th grade history teacher would be endlessly offended
just went through an awful breakup a couple months ago, and as time passes i forget how much i loved him. that is until today when i was going through a saved collection of gift ideas- all high effort 50 step diys. i thought to myself wow this is stupid who would put that much effort into a gift. till i realised i would. for him i would've. for him, i did. and he broke my heart anyway, and i had to walk away.
not sure if this will make sense to anyone besides me but: the antidote to negativity is not positivity, its warmth
positivity tells a sad person that there is no reason to be sad. warmth asks the sad person if they want to go get some ice cream
Been a moment since I saw this. Glad it’s back on my dash when I needed it.
Sometimes it feels like you've lived your whole life in a house that's always a little bit on fire. Like it's usually just in one room and you make sure to wet the walls around it so it doesn't spread and that usually works. You were expected to take more responsibility over fire containment when you were like seven because it's not like you can expect your parents to always be 100% on guard about making sure the whole house doesn't catch fire, and you figure that's just how things are like.
And sometimes as a kid you visit your friends' homes and some of then whisper to you - grimacing with embarrassment - about how they're not supposed to tell anyone this, but there's a whole room in their house that's currently on fire. And you're like yeah it's ok I'm not supposed to tell people about the way our house is a little bit on fire all the time, too. And then you visit some other friend's house and there's no trace of fire anywhere, and you think "wow, these people are really good at hiding their house fire."
And one day you show up to work like "hey sorry I'm late, I forgot to wet the walls before going to bed last night and my whole house burned down", and you're startled by the way people react, acting like that must be the worst thing that has ever happened to you. And you're just like "chill, it's been years since the last time this happened, and it wasn't even that bad this time", and that just makes people more shocked, acting like that's the weirdest and most concerning thing they've ever heard anyone say, which only confuses you more.
And then someone tries to explain to you that people aren't supposed to have an ongoing house fire. Most people actually never experience a house fire in their lives. Like not even once. Not even a little bit. The normal amount of having your house be currently on fire is zero.
everyone shut up my show is on
I am done with ADHD. From now on I will only be HD. My resolution is crisp as fuck these days, you have no idea. Look at my pores, boy.
─ Hisham Siddiqi
"Another he said/she felt situation."
-HR & Boss
Hieu Minh Nguyen, from “Staying Quiet"
Don’t know who this quote is by but it’s been stuck in my brain like a leech for days
"Kamala Harris raised 50+ million dollars after Biden dropped out!" you fools.... that's the money she got from selling Biden to One Direction :(
i hate feeling like my body is a cage and i've sobbed too many tears waiting and waiting as the clock ticks over and over and each second takes hours to pass. you promise you love me but if you do why do i find myself on the cold hard floor of my bathroom so often and if you do why are my eyes always swollen and if you truly truly do why is it so hard to believe? why do your eyes shine like the stars that faded a long time ago, stars visible to the human eye because such is science that have been gone for some time now? your sound is laced in what i can only guess is the elixir of blood and bruise and i feel it trickle down my ears and into my throat as i hear your lowered voice and i know you can tell i fear you more than the fury i hold and all i want to do is to fall asleep in a bed that isn't the cold hard floor of my bathroom and all i want are eyes well rested and all i want is to believe. all i want is to believe. all i want is to believe. and perhaps. if every word of yours did not pierce so deeply. i would. but i suppose there cannot be love in isolation from insanity and a deep scratch. and perhaps if the wounds ever healed i would pick at them for just a glimpse of you.
If someone throws their shoe at you, just. grab it. Put it in your bag. It's your shoe now. Hate is throwing a shoe at your enemy and expecting them to be shoeless or idk I'm not buddhist. You could just start running. They're not going to catch you, they'll either have to chase you one-shoed or take the time to remove the other shoe to chase you barefoot. They have one shoe and you have three. Use it as a planter or something. That's your trophy now.
can someone please please please yell at me to study for the life changing exam i have in less than a month??? im only 25% done w the syllabus and i have over 300 lecture hours left. help🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻