am i happy? am i happy? it just makes me more miserable

Adult // System // no pronouns. do not refer to us // this is a vent blog where we post things that would make our therapist worried

[ryebreadgf]

[fruitorchardsystem]

Nah I don’t have memory issues I remember my childhood pretty well.yeah everything I remember has been recorded or told to me and anything outside of that I don’t remember unless it was bad but like that’s fine

[shotatoga]

oh. uhm. damn

[zeitghost]

Of course I contradict myself. I contain multitudes [suddenly getting defensive] But not in a plural way. I’m not plural [trying not to seem ableist] Not that there’s anything wrong with that [three year old alter takes over] Abaa, lalala,

[nocturnaltigerrevelation]

>have problem

>recognize it as part of my divine punishment

>no problem

[swagophile]

[anxious, concerned] im so fucked. theres so many things about me my friends would hate if they found out about. if anyone knew who i really am id be completely and torally despised [thinks a little harder] But thats fine. Everyone is like this. Its normal actually. Everyone is secretly evil but its not a big deal. Its like chill.

[maxxie-or-smth]

every 5 minutes i go wow i NEED to kill myself and then i ignore it because i have things to do

[lestatfag]

my ultimate fantasy is to have a brain and body that allows me to enjoy being alive

[woodwool]

severely deficient in whatever vitamin makes u a person

[madam-psychosis]

im probably plural but i got a job rn so don't have time to worry abt that

[madam-psychosis]

we*

[meanbuddhist]

just identified a behavioral pattern within myself

[drhorsekiller]

[fairycosmos]

fucked that you can’t fix other people especially when you really care about them. Oh so im just supposed to be there for you while you suffer. like a useless cunt gargoyle

[bugshroom]

my mind palace is not up to code

[spirulin4]

there is a pain inside me so stupid that i'm not going to communicate it to anyone

[max0nline]

[librarycards]

getting c-ptsd when you thought it’d be at least a b+ ☹️

[theothercbt]

this is why we dont take nudes. you start dissociating so hard that i have to front.