am i happy? am i happy? it just makes me more miserable

Adult // System // no pronouns. do not refer to us // this is a vent blog where we post things that would make our therapist worried

[theothercbt]

I hope that incest ship you hate gets a touching scene between each other that implies they were each others first kiss.

[depsidase]

[meluneira]

[avpd-pain]

[theothercbt]

I think we sort of use romantic love as escapist fantasy on what it would be like to be loved unconditionally because we've never been loved by a person outside of this system unconditionally. There is no one, dead or alive, who wed be comfortable asking "would you love me if I were a worm" in the context of "would you love me if I was not useful to you".

Kinda blurry and tired with bro and dot. They're doing memory stuff and idk about it. Sounds dumb and feels bad.

[koiagain]

fun game called pick at ur scalp until it bleeds

[battle-for-dyke-island]

being plural is telling ur family “I’m plural” and them going “that’s scary, go see a therapist, they’ll know more than me” and then you tell ur therapist “I’m plural” and they say “I know nothing about that”

[busket]

my pronouns are I/me/my. dont talk about me without talking about yourself. I am you

[tiktoks-i-enjoyed]

[jibunbosh]

a lot of girls go like "i think i could be plural but idk i could just be making it up" until they get an alter that's self-assured and kind of cunty and she goes "What? Of course we're plural. Good grief; the girl could use some rest for once..." it's kind of like being singletbroken by your own headmate

[freakoutgirl]

how it feels to accept you're fucked forever

[borderlineflower-deactivated202]

for real having a toxic family is a fucking killer. you’re so used to being treated like shit that when people treat you with love and respect you can’t even fucking process it correctly, which ends up making you believe that you don’t deserve that love in respect in the first place.

[avpdnoisearchive]

pros and cons of your mental health relying 98% on Distractions™:

pros: when you’re distracted you’re practically nt

cons: when you’re not distracted the fucking black hole that you’ve been suppressing eats you alive

[exhaustedborderline]

[balile]

*Remembering everything as if through a TV screen* haha family guy funny moments

[mildly-inconvenient-plur-is]

MIP is waking up feeling disconnected and foggy after a bad night. I feel like this one person but I don't? Did we split? Tf happened??

and then you were just blurry /j -Moros

[maxxie-or-smth]

every 5 minutes i go wow i NEED to kill myself and then i ignore it because i have things to do