Penelope Bennette

I'm Penelope Bennette... - Hogwarts Tribute for the Triwizard Games - 7th Year Ravenclaw -Werewolf Rights Supporter -Animagus -With the most wonderful man in the world, though he doesn't seem to think so. I wish he did though.

[thepennyyyyholder]

I had hoped that after last year things might have lightened up

[blooddoesntfazeme-deactivated20]

  Not wrong, but when you read about the dark things happening in the world, it’s slightly unrealistic to believe that you’d be left untouched by it. Have as much hope as you want, all I’m saying is that dashed hope hurts, and it would be better for you to guard yourself against it now. I meant no offense.

[thepennyyyyholder]

I've been touched enough by the dark things happening. I think I have every right to at least loose my self in what ever little optimism I have left. I don't need guarding anymore I'm not a child. Sorry if I take your word for not offending. 

[nerdyandbritish-deactivated2014]

[thepennyyyyholder]

I had hoped that after last year things might have lightened up

[blooddoesntfazeme-deactivated20]

  Always set your hopes to a reasonable yet not optimistic standard, that way you cannot be too disappointed and actually have a chance of being successfully and happily surprised.

[thepennyyyyholder]

So it was wrong of me to hope that perhaps last years killing spree wouldn't be repeated this year? 

[thepennyyyyholder]

I had hoped that after last year things might have lightened up

Obviously my hopes were set too high

[thepennyyyyholder]

Leonardo Bennette (FC: Orlando Bloom) - Father, Deceased.

Cornelia Revaine-Bennette (FC: Amy Adams) - Mother, Deceased

Eric Revaine (FC: Elijah Wood) - Uncle, Deceased

Trafford Bennette (FC: Dan Stevens) - Cousin

Lilibeth Prescott (FC: Michelle Dockery) - Soon-to-Be Cousin-in-law

William Bennette (FC: Nicholas Hoult) - Brother, Deceased

Penelope Bennette (FC: Molly Quinn)

Emma Bennette (FC: Georgie Henley) - Sister, Deceased.

[thepennyyyyholder]

Hey look I have jojo beans.

[thewolfeinthenight-blog]

  Yeah, I’m sure. I’ll just try talking to her again….she’s usually reasonable. How has your day been so far Penny?

[thepennyyyyholder]

I can say that it's a lot stressful like yours is going. But it's alright. Besides the issue with the students, how's yours going?

[thewolfeinthenight-blog]

  Aren’t you correct.

Maybe I can talk to Professor Violet about this…I do want to help the students but they’re only hurting themselves by not trying. 

[thepennyyyyholder]

You should. I'm sure she'd understand where you're coming from especially since you only want to help us students.

[thewolfeinthenight-blog]

  Now maybe that sounds like a good idea…but Professor Violet said I should help them out anyways. That they’ll do better that way. 

[thepennyyyyholder]

But you can't help them if they don't try. If they don't try they're never going to learn then what's the point of anything then?

[thewolfeinthenight-blog]

You guys keep wanting me to help you with essays and quizzes..but i cant help you if you dont even put in any effort…

[thepennyyyyholder]

Perhaps tell them that if they don't try, you wont bother to help them, maybe?

[hellcelebs]

[thewolfeinthenight-blog]

A New Time || Perien

Darien fixed his bow tie, making sure it was perfect for the event he was about to attend with the perfect girl. Penny had said she had wanted to go when he asked her about it, at first he had been uncertain. With the events that had taken place not to long ago, Darien had been unsure whether the two should try anything big in a while. After he had ended it for them, he had spent 3 months preparing himself for life without her. He thought it was the end for them, he truly thought that was best. But when he saw Penny hanging over the edge of the tower, he knew he had to save her, had to protect her the best he could, which meant being at her side.  And in the end it was better for him, he was happier this way. but the thought always remained in his mind that he wasnt good enough for her. That the ragged suit he put it on that had a small hole in the jacket, and one at the heel of the leg, wasnt good enough for her. That the fact that he was a monster instead wasnt what she deserved. But she needed him….she had poured her heart out, promised that she was his, and Darien promised he was hers. He was ready to leave those thoughts behind, just be the best man he could be for a girl like her. 

So those were his thoughts as he walked over to the Ravenclaw commons. His facial expression changed between that of nervousness and a hard look of focus. as he walked down the halls. When he made to the room though, he put on a slight smile as he waited for his girl to show up. 

[thepennyyyyholder]

Penny was nervous... It wasn't because she was going with Darien, the thought made her happy, it was the fact that the last ball she went too she was a tribute in the games, her father was murdered...and among other things. She stood up from her chair she took her mothers necklace and sighed. She missed her family, she loved her cousin yes and likes his fiance very much but...she missed her mother and father and uncle and her brother and sister. She wished they were still alive. There wasn't a day that went by that she didn't feel guilty for killing her siblings, they were all she had left...they were all they had left and she killed them. Snapping the necklace around her neck she slipped on her shoes.

She heard whispers as she made her way through the Ravenclaw common room, she chose to ignore them as she looked at the mask in her hands, she picked it up as she left her dorm. She didn't really want to wear one, it felt weird wearing something on her face- which was why she decided to not wear glasses growing up. Nonetheless, Penny was still going to wear one, she would rather wear one she chose then have one magically placed on her. Stepping out of the common room she smiled when she saw Darien, pushing a curl behind her ear she she smiled shyly at him. "Hey."

[thepennyyyyholder]

[thepennyyyyholder]

White Flag || Perien

[thewolfeinthenight-blog]

  Her crying only made his heart hurt more. He didn’t want her to feel like this. But he had to say the weight on his heart lifted a little when she said she was sorry, that she didn’t know what she was thinking. Maybe that meant she wouldnt think about this ever again…at least she knew it was a mistake. Darien had smelled the alcohol in the room as soon as he had entered it…he hoped that that was the only reason the thought had ever crossed her mind. 

When she looked back up at him, Darien saw the tears in her eyes, the redness in her cheeks. He didnt even hesitate to say it back to her. “I love you too.” He said gently, wiping a tear off her face. he couldnt believe he was saying this. He had spent the whole summer trying to get over, teling himself that she was better off without him. These moments had been a backwards step, he was realizing just how much he needed her in his life. How much she needed him….maybe it was alright if he stayed. It had been practically unbearable over the summer….maybe now they could both get some happiness for once. 

[thepennyyyyholder]

She smiled at him and sniffled. She pulled herself closer to him, she didn’t want to let him go, she rested her head on his shoulder and cried softly on him. After a few minutes she pulled away and stood up. She didn’t want him touching her anymore. She couldn’t have him touching her anymore, it hurt too much. They weren’t together any more, they shouldn’t be touching like this, they shouldn’t be saying the things they were saying.

“What are we doing?” She asked in a sad whisper. “We shouldn’t be doing this…” She told him sternly. He left, he walked out of the room, he left her there and even if he didn’t mean it, even if he still loved her… he walked out and it hurt her. “You left…” She told him a big angrily. She may have loved Darien more than anything but it doesn’t hide the fact that she’s still angry that he left, that she’s still upset that he left. “…I understand that you say that you never stopped loving me but… it hurts. You hurt me by leaving and you promised you would never hurt me.”

[thepennyyyyholder]

White Flag || Perien

[thewolfeinthenight-blog]

  The way she asked him, the way the tears soaked her eyes, the way her lip quivered. It made Darien hurt. She was hurt, she was broken. She was on the other side of the bar a moment ago, about to fall to the bottom of the of the tower, taking that one step short cut rather than the stairs. 

She thought he would have left her there, she thought he didn’t care. “Penny…I never stopped loving you." he said as he held her arms right in his hands and stared at her right in the eye. “I left because I knew i wasn’t right for you. You’re the most perfect girl ever, which is why i never want you to ever think about taking that step again. It’s not worth it. It never is." he took a second to gather his thoughts again, he was getting all worked up about thinking about this again, her falling, her not being here anymore. He took a deep breath. “Penny..you were in danger. I couldnt let you be" he finished, still getting worked up about it all. 

[thepennyyyyholder]

She stared at him with confusion. If he never stopped loving her, then..then why? Why would he think that he wasn't right for her? She didn't understand why he kept thinking that. She felt horrible, why did she even think about taking that step to begin with? She was an idiot, if her parents or her brother knew what she was about to do they would have probably yelled at her and be very upset. "I'm sorry." She whispered. "I'm so sorry...I...I don't know what I was thinking I-" She sniffled and looked away from him. 

She couldn't look at him, she felt so ashamed of her self. She didn't want him to have to go out of his way to save her, she just wanted him around- to make her feel safe. She felt safe with him around. When did she become this person who depended on someone to always be there for her, with her? She used to be stronger than this... she knew she had broken since Lucas died, something inside her had changed and even though she truly loved Darien with all her heart- he was the one to catch her every time she fell. She wasn't good for him at all but he thought the same thing about him self. Perhaps they weren't good for each other but perfect for one another at the same time. Both thinking they weren't good for the other yet they couldn't keep away. The faults they saw in their own selves is what  makes the other love them more. In a weird way it made sense to Penny. "-I love you..." She whispered to him, finally looking back up at him. 

[thepennyyyyholder]

[thepennyyyyholder]

White Flag || Perien

[thewolfeinthenight-blog]

  Penny was safe, Penny was in his arms. He was breathing hard as she cried into him. Darien honestly couldn’t believe it. He had almost lost her, she had almost fallen to the bottom, she had almost been gone forever. 

Darien hung onto her tightly, never wanting to let her go. “Shh its alright, its alright, you’re safe now." he said over and over again. He couldn’t believe it himself, she was here now, she was in his arms.He couldn’t believe he had ever let her go, he had ever let her get away from him. All the stuff Darien had been thinking before suddenly was lost to him. He needed her, he needed her to be with him, to comfort him. And he needed to be there for her.  As Penny sobbed into his shoulder Darien jsut held her rocking slightly, repeating the fact that she was alright, she was safe. Darien could smell the alcohol on her breath, the acidic slightly rancid smell that hit his nose hard. So that was why she had done this…she was drunk. She was out of her mind. “Penny….Penny…" Darien cooed. He grabbed her shoulders and pulled her away from him so that he could look her in the eye. “You’re alright." he just repeated. He just wanted her to understand that. 

[thepennyyyyholder]

She nodded and sniffled as she looked at him. She was alright... well she was alright physically. But once he lets go and leaves, she'll be a disaster again. When he leaves again she wouldn't be alright. Fate was cruel, this was cruel. Giving her some hope that perhaps things would be alright between them after that, after he saved her and is comforting her. He would leave and not come back, he made up his mind before school ended last year, and even though she wants him back in her life, Darien wouldn't. He was stubborn and when he had his mind made up... it would take a miracle for him to change it. 

"Why...?" She asked in a whisper. "Why did you....save me?" She sniffled and looked up at him after looking at the ground. "You could have walked away, but you didn't..." She continued. She didn't want the false hope.