I’m desperate for this one lol, I’ve tried my best digging and with no luck. It’s a fic that I read years ago and it was so good, it was somewhat/pretty long, pretty angsty, either on livejournal or AO3, set in early fob van days, and the beginning had drunk Pete sleeping with Patrick thinking he was a girl and in the morning he’s horrified to find out it’s a guy and he kicks him out and is a dick to him cause he can’t come to terms that he’s gay. There’s a scene where Patrick blows him in the woods, Pete gets punched by his girlfriend because he can’t get it up for her, and the band doing their first tour in the van. I NEED TO FIND IT IT WAS SO GOOD. Thank you!
Alrighty, sorry for the wait, but I think I found it. This is one I sorta half remembered too and it’s a good one. Pull Hard and Make a Wish by coricomile
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