Work In Progress

I’m just trying to get to know myself a little better

[kookooroobi]

[thequietpartsofme]

Bigger than I’ll ever truly admit.

[thequietpartsofme]

I’m drowning. I think?

My head is a mess. I’m fighting for something I’m not even sure I even want. Maybe I’m just fighting to fight. Maybe it’s all down to my control issues. My not wanting to be alone issues.

Fuck.

Maybe I’m the issue.

[thequietpartsofme]

Let’s run away & meet who we were meant to be. Because i don’t like this version of me. You wouldn’t either if you really knew me. Deep down. Down in trenches. The emptiness where it feels like my soul once was. Who knows where it is now. Your guess would be better than mine. Let’s run away & pretend who we were never existed.

I ran away & I’m new here. I just wanted to say hello and to meet you. I hope we will become great friends. ❤️

[thequietpartsofme]

[thequietpartsofme]

Back at the beginning.

“We’ll start you out on 25 mg and go from there” Dr. K said.

I feel like im right back where I started. No. I feel like I’m miles further back now.

I’m sitting in bed panicking because I just took my new medicine for the first time.

I’ve had it for days. I’ve read the bottle over and over again, trying to convince myself that this bottle doesn’t admit weakness.

I’m scared to start this climb again. But I don’t want a half lived life anymore.

[thequietpartsofme]

#calm #peace #searchingthestars

[thequietpartsofme]

Hi❤️