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@therabidgraveyard
Intro post
We are a cephaconscious chimera fictive-heavy traumagenic DID system, who's alters can only nonpossessive switch.
We are bodily 19, white-presenting mixed white and tsoyaha, intersex (pmos), we also have autism, adhd, dpdr, npd, aspd, hpd traits, ocd, arfid, gad, dysthymia, alexithymia, madd, cptsd, and a few others i dont find relevant to bring up
Collective identity link
Member list + more under cut
Genuinely pisses me off to look through a singlets DNI list and they have (pro) endos on it like you don’t even go here shut uppppppp.
Can any fellow system explain what the fuck is happening to us. Are we going thru a host switch?? I seem the same personality wise but i dont feel connected to my old name and identity at all. I feel older, more "mannish" and i feel more inclined towards the pan label??? My interests are the same though..mostly
Like i dont feel the same. Am i still the same person?? What is happening?? Im so confused. Idek my name rn
SIMPLE LAYOUT (AMPERSAND)
requested by : no one f2u! credit is appreciated but not required. copypaste is under the cut.
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SO WE'RE NOT THE ONLY ONES THAT WENT THROUGH THE P-DID to OSDD to DID pipeline?!?!!? our plural experiences genuinely felt so isolating <//3
YESSSS at first we were super frontstuck, then we thought that amnesia between fronting was required for DID, not just amnesia at all??? 🥹🥹🥹🥹
Oh my god its actually DID fml
Ive learned we get dizzy and ill when switching or splitting rather than headaches, anyone else experience this??
The "made by John" uh image thingy made us panic because we thought you were a very mean person from our past, since his image has an almost identical style. But reading your info, it seems like you're not them so that's good
OOOOOF 😭😭😭😭 john aint a frequent fronter, so i cant imagine were the same person. Was it the background???
Wazzup chat first time fronting how we doin
"I hate splitting" and "i love all my headmates, including the new ones" are things that can coexist in a system btw
Eheueheuehher when did i get hereee
how it feels being an introject wearing merch of your source
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Since polyfragmented includes layers, headspace and subsystems, what do we call systems who just have a high ass headcount?? Im talking 100+, can pdid systems even have that many??
Polyfragmentation isn't a well defined concept. The only clinical/academic sources I've ever found have really only defined it as having many alters, or more specifically, having many fragments. It often involves subsystems and layers, but isn't defined by their presence.
Also, "headspaces" are not something specific to polyfragmentation, or even CDDs in general. I've never even heard of them being associated specifically with polyfragmentation. "Headspaces" or "Innerworlds" are therapeutic visualization techniques used for a variety of purposes. In the context of CDDs, they primarily aid in internal communication, understanding, and cooperation. Outside of CDDs, they're often used for grounding and self-soothing. Obviously there are more uses, these ones I mentioned are only examples.
I think i mistyped a while back lmao, i meant BIG headspaces lel /lh
Ive learned were actually osdd-1b and were just frontstuck. Ive also been wondering for a while if non-DID cdds can have subsystems??? Or multiple?? Ik sidesystems are unique to complexer cdds but idk abt subsystems
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Vent:
Having a really bad breakdown spanning multiple days back in February over transphobia from our family, losing money and having our mail stolen also by family, definitely caused us some kind of bloom. New fragments, Amo, August, Crona, Talon, Horvitz, and even awakened dormant alters, Angie and Tabbris
It seems our brain panicked and scrambled to save us, given its the most suicidal I've felt in years. I genuinely wanted to hurt myself
Come to the conclusion that were some sorta cephaconscious mediple i fuckin guess. Maybe thats why all of crowleys talents and handwriting pass on to the rest of us
Oh the struggles of being a trans woman in a body thats transitioning into manhood 😔
