[there-is-no-enough]

I hate this

I hate feeling full

I hate the feeling of food in my stomach

I hate the feeling of my pants feeling tight

I hate my reflection

I hate the feeling that the skin I’m in isn’t my own anymore

I hate my body even when I pretend to like it

I hate feeling all the fat on my face chin stomach thighs hands arms ect

I hate calories

I hate not knowing weather I’m fat, chubby,or average 

I hate not being in control

I hate not feeling in control

I hate not having enough control just to not shove food down my stupid throat

but most of all I think I hate myself.

[penthousepussy]

[there-is-no-enough]

I hate my self I’ve been high since last weeked and wa. A haven out with ppl but binged do I’m super gross on a Friday and have to go to dads and look a bc feel light I hate livening

SELF NOTW

[there-is-no-enough]

only reason I’m alive is because I refuse to die fat and disgusted with myself sometimes I think that’s why I’m self destructive maybe something in me secretly doesn’t wanna die I doubt it probably just a fatass

[there-is-no-enough]

I’m starting to losing interest in everything.

[there-is-no-enough]

[there-is-no-enough]

I genuinely don’t know how to eat normal anymore.

[there-is-no-enough]

I have no real idea what I look like.

[there-is-no-enough]

I know even if I ever recovered the thoughts won’t go away I’m stuck genuinely hating myself forever.

[there-is-no-enough]

I know the only reason I bring is because I’m self destructive I hate myself so much I don’t even want to just let myself starve in peace 

[tallwife]

Is anybody else obsessed with understanding how others perceive you like… who am I in your lives… what kind of person am I… a friend of mine told me once that I’m mysterious and I was like ??????!???)????

[peachy-boned-deactivated2026040]

the only time I successfully fast is if I don’t set a fasting timer 🤡

[rabbiten]

[there-is-no-enough]

I think it will tho

[there-is-no-enough]

Ong

[there-is-no-enough]

“honeymoon stage of anorexia please come back I’m beginning u”

I miss it things were so much simpler it was just restrict binge once a week and purge and gain no weight just lose.

[there-is-no-enough]

I need more control.

[there-is-no-enough]

It started off as something I’ve been doing on and off from as little as I can remember just for a few months until I was happy with myself then one day 2 years ago I decided to do it again Not thinking much of it just knowing how much I hated my reflection and just wanted to change it just a few months I thought I mean it’s been two years now the on and off thing didn’t work this time I guess every single day every single hour it’s all I can think about if only I new it wouldn’t be a one month thing and I must look like such an idiot because I’ve fucking gained weight well I lost alot then gained a lot and lost half of that.