#tw depressive

[subjectnumber-zero]

dont want to be here

[subjectnumber-zero]

i can't do this, i can't do this anymore

[subjectnumber-zero]

shut up. shut up, shut up, shut up. SHUT UP. leave me alone, i can make my own choices, i DONT CARE IF IF THE REST OF YOU WILL SUFFER, ITS MY FUCKING CHOICE SO SHUT THE FUCK UP

[subjectnumber-zero]

it hurts so much

[subjectnumber-zero]

each second we're alive it only hurts more

[subjectnumber-zero]

i cant do this i cant do this i cant do this i cant do this i cant do this i cant do this i cant do this i cant do this i cant do this i cant do this i cant do this i cant do this i cant do this i cant do this i cant do this i cant do this i cant do this i cant do this i cant do this i cant do this i cant do this i cant do this i cant do this i cant do this i cant do this i cant do this i cant do this i cant do this i cant do this i cant do this i cant do this

Zero has glitched

[subjectnumber-zero]

im too good at pretending im fine

[shadows-blotted-against-my-skin]

I've been more depressed lately but I have a habit of twirling my hair / running my fingers through my hair and my hair gets greasy really quick and ughh the autism in me is hating it because no shower = greasy hair :cc