back to the sky on your own.

Hello! My name is Maddy. I'm in recovery from anorexia and self-harm. I'll do my best not to be triggering, but there may be some posts anyway-- I will tag them with "TW". Feel free to ask me anything, I'm here for you! Clean from self-harm since April 27, 2013. :)

[inkskinned]

do you ever just want to shout like… it’s because i’m sad! like yes i didn’t do my homework, yes i didn’t text you back, yes i’ve been hiding in my room! i’m sorry! but i haven’t killed myself so honestly where is my badge!

[theseoldwings]

When you drink wine at 9:20 in the morning because no one will know and it's better than feeling everything you have been

[aorarchived]

Do not let the complexity of your current life drive you back to the simplicity of sickness.

[theliteraryjournals]

How can I go on this way? And how can I not?

Susan Sontag, As Consciousness Is Harnessed to Flesh (via theliteraryjournals)

[icantdrawbutdontcare]

[thequotejournals]

You can’t save people, you can only love them.

Anaïs Nin (via thequotejournals)

[senseitive]

your mental health is a priority your happiness is a priority your self-care is a priority your existence is a priority

[theseoldwings]

update (tw?)

My uncle that I was super close to died in a car accident just after thanksgiving. Less than 24 hours after I last saw him. It's been 2 months of hell. I didn't know grief did so many things to a person until this. Plus the political state of my country has me so depressed and fucked up. I thought about cutting once. I didn't. But now I have anxiety that's almost debilitating. I think it would be nice to be dead, but I'm not actively suicidal. I need help once again and I don't know where to start.

[defineyourgrind]

[defineyourgrind]

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[drumandmirror-deactivated201603]

[proud2bmeus]

My body never quit on me. No matter how much I tortured it, destroyed it, and beat it down, it managed to stay resilient and built itself back up. I’m grateful that my body never failed me, or at least not in any ways that severely impacted my ability to live the life I want to life. I’m grateful for my body for helping me to live the life I want to live.

A “Thank You” to Our Bodies on World Gratitude Day (via recoveryisbeautiful)

[guys-positivity]

You are trying, and I am proud.

[scissorsandthread]

[godhealsme]

[cybergata]

[weepingxdevil]

MY HEART

[unicornempire]

Well this just improved my day by a kabillion percent.

[zelldas]

no other person on this planet was made for you, they were made for themselves. love is all about choices. no one is going to be perfect for you, and i think we need to stop raising everyone on the belief that someone out there, just one other person in the whole world, was “made for you” because it isn’t true. no one is made for you, besides you. other people belong to themselves. if you want to make it work with someone, it’s about hard work, understanding, compassion, communication, and choice

[self-lovejourney-blog]

[dearbody]

this is the best post i’ve ever seen

[farmgirlrecovery-deactivated202]

I constantly need to remind myself this.