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Janaina Medeiros
PUT YOUR BEARD IN MY MOUTH

#extradirty
we're not kids anymore.
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祝日 / Permanent Vacation
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"I'm Dorothy Gale from Kansas"
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Love Begins

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Show & Tell
YOU ARE THE REASON
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!! 18 !! (Please be 16+, unless we know each other irl)
Hey there! We are the stars, a PDID system! Just a quick intro for everybody:
I have my own blog now heh you should go follow it
@axfordd
Does this ever happen to anyone else
I guess this is luckily being talked about more, but if you have symptoms of a complex dissociative disorder (DID, OSDD-1, P-DID), but you don't remember any "super horrific trauma" that doesn't mean that 1) you don't have a CDD because the trauma "wasn't bad enough" or 2) that there's secret, repressed memories of extreme trauma in your subconscious. Maybe you do remember most of what happened to you, but you've normalised it to yourself as "not that bad". Us trauma survivors tend to minimise our own trauma. One time, a friend of mine had gone to group therapy and everyone was telling bits of their pasts. He was sitting back thinking "wow, they all went through some really terrible stuff. I got lucky that my trauma isn't that bad", but then one of the others came up to him later and told him she was really horrified by his story and how she couldn't imagine having to survive that. And then he realised that even though he knew his childhood had been fucked up, he was still undermining just how bad it was. And honestly, that person who came up to him was doing the same
I'm not saying that you can't have any hidden trauma memories of extreme abuse. You absolutely can, of course - that's the case for many. But also remember that you currently might be brushing off the trauma you do remember. Maybe you think "it wasn't that bad", but do all of you agree? Is there some part of you that will freeze up and panic when you're reminded of that thing from your past? Maybe you don't personally hold the trauma reactions as a part, but perhaps there's some other part of you who's holding onto the trauma, so you can function in your daily life. Just want this to be a reminder to those who need it
system culture is why does being lgbtq get 10 times more complicated as a system. cant we all just be bisexual and be done with it (half joke)
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THEY'RE BEING FUCKING GAY AGAIN DAMNG
Hello! No Slimeknight art yet, but here is ThatMob and Verity art :3 no specifications on whether this is ship art or not, so take it as you will.
I made my headmates do a minecraft escape room
Fronting for the first time in a while...OUR HAIR IS RED
It was black last time. Which is lame. My hair is pink, so this is an upgrade indeed. Red is closer to pink than black ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Oh yeah, an our graduation is in a few hours and I only know because the host has been subtly not so subtly freaking out since at least when I got here this morning. NOT ENOUGH BRIGHT COLORS THOUGH THIS SUCKS maybe we can get away with a few bracelets
Fronting for the first time in a while...OUR HAIR IS RED
It was black last time. Which is lame. My hair is pink, so this is an upgrade indeed. Red is closer to pink than black ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Heavily fragmented system culture is oh God, what even caused you? I can't tell anyone I split more people when I swear nothing happened! Sure our brother yelled more this week, but come on! Nothing seriously bad happened! Right?
We have also found that it's not uncommon to discover "new" ppl well after the stressor has passed and things are calmer. A lot of the times it's very possible they split a while ago, and are only now feeling safe enough to come out more and form a solid identity
questioning sys culture is trying to figure ts out. who is Me and who are You. what makes us different. you are me and i am you but we are not each other. we could've been. you remember more than i do. sometimes we are One and it feels so scary. i blink and time slips through my fingers, even though i swear i was just here for all of it. when i was a kid, you were the only one who helped me. when you were a kid, you were stronger than i ever was. when we were a kid, you were my knight in shining armor. you are kinder than any mouth and any hand. you are me and i am you. but we are not each other. how confusing.
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sys culture is one alter liking a food everyone else dislikes and eating it around people who don’t know we’re a system, and now everyone thinks we like that food now.
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Sans and ketchup 😒
reminder that being p-did / osdd does NOT make you any less of a system ever and no way your system works will make you or your trauma less valid. okay? okay. Buh Bye.
You are enough. If you’re trying the hardest you can without risking your health then that’s all that you need to do. Even if that means you’re unable to do more than a little bit, that is still enough.
Risking your health to try and conform to societal norms is not something to be encouraged. No one should only give so much that they put their health at risk.
i love addict systems 💜 i love self harming systems 💜 i love drug abuser systems 💜 i love porn addict systems 💜 i love masturbation addict systems 💜 i love systems who are still going through their trauma 💜 i love systems who are still going through their abuse 💜 i love systems who relive their trauma everyday 💜 i love systems who are still splitting 💜 i love systems who are still traumatized 💜 i love systems who are still ill 💜 i love systems 💜
remember you are loved 💜💜💜
When I'm so out of it j can't tell if I'm blurry or a surprise subsystem