·Nettie·

"Become the most positive and enthusiastic person you know."- Life's Little Instruction Book

[thesunwillrisetobetterdays]

·don't wanna be your girl·

i am tired.

tired and used. used by you.

you and your needs.

all you ever did was use me.

and while i thought you loved me.

while i thought you had a slither

of passion, of admiration for me.

you saw me as someone to boost your

overly large ego.

someone who always had a hard time

saying no.

you always told me i was selfless. too

selfless.

I think you said that cause you knew you were

wrong.

wrong for the way you made me believe.

wrong for the moments of attention you

would give me.

you were wrong cause you knew to me.

those small moments were the world to me.

the 8 years of knowing me was spent

keeping me captive.

captive by those damn eyes and stupid smile.

but I'm tired of being captive.

I'm tired of being used.

I'm tired of you.

and I don't want to be your girl.

[ruinedchildhood]

What 👅 time 👅 does 👅 the 👅 next 👅 bus 👅 leave 👅 to 👅 bikini 👅 bottom 👅

[buzzfeed]

25 Facts About Animals That’ll Make You Smile Even If You’re Having A Bad Day

[thesunwillrisetobetterdays]

·lost·

I lost inspiration when told you had to go.

I tried to draw you.

I tried to paint you.

but when I did all I saw was tubes

and a discolored face with no more life.

however it wasn't you.

it was simply the vessel your soul held

captive for years older than my own.

everyday I would hope for the color to enter

that vessel.

and your soul would say hello and I

love you.

I wish I said that more at least

one last time.

[thesunwillrisetobetterdays]

·watermelon socks·

sometimes I can lay

awake for hours.

I'm not mad nor sad

nor happy.

I'm content.

content with everything

and everyone.

then there's a little reminder

a little itch at the back

of my mind that tells me you're not fine.

but I ignore the itch.

and I continue to play the same song.

always on repeat.

as I stare up at my watermelon socks.

on my cold feet on the wall of the

empty room with two beds.

but only one occupied.

[thesunwillrisetobetterdays]

·another story·

every time I hear you voice

I cry.

or my heart does at least.

your voice always after her, I always looked

forward to it.

I heard your voice for the last time.

with those people,

with the one who held my hand.

with the ones who were with me my last

walk up that dreaded hill.

I felt at an odd peace. because here we were

beginning another story.

[thesunwillrisetobetterdays]

·wild + free·

this time was different.

this time I felt every emotion.

emotions that weren't just mine.

this time I thought I was free.

but my sins are never ending

so it seems.

this time I feel even worse

especially when I press play

or take a hit.

because my soul was wild and

free.

then I was captured by a bullet though

I am nearly extinct.

[thesunwillrisetobetterdays]

·two beds and one small room·

it's crazy to think

four of us once fit in this

small room.

now its just me.

me and two beds, only one is used,

yet barely.

for the last to leave I hope

you're happy and healthy.

for the second to leave

I wish you were still here to talk to.

for the first one you are strong.

I'm proud proud of you.

but it's just me. with two beds.

in one small room.

[thesunwillrisetobetterdays]

·promises·

you make too many

but never fall through with them.

you continuesly give us false hope

you bring us down in your own

Gemini ways.

everything's are fault apparently.

that's fine. i still love you though.

[thelifeofacurlyheadedgirl-deact]

So a girl from my rival high school passed away in a car accident Friday morning and this is the last thing she said in her journal and I think this is really important. And I hope when it rains she’s somewhere she’s always wanted to go.

[thesunwillrisetobetterdays]

Beautiful

[gracethe--ungraceful-blog]

so this just happened at my local university today. I bought the second bag to try to knock down the first…and they’re just both kinda…there…

I REALLY WANTED THOSE SUNCHIPS OK DONT LOOK AT ME

[gracethe--ungraceful-blog]

UPDATE: OH MY GOD THIS GROUP OF GUYS WALKED OUT OF CLASS AND STARTED FREAKING OUT OVER THE FACT THAT THERE WERE CHIPS THERE…SO ONE OF THEM STARTED HITTING THE MACHINE TO GET THEM AND THE SECRETARY WHO TRIED TO HELP ME GET MY CHIPS WALKED OVER AND THE GUY ASKED HER WHO BOUGHT THEM AND SHE SAID ‘THAT GIRL’. so he looked over, pointed at me, and yelled, across the whole lobby (which is huge btw) “I GOTCHYU GURL”

[gracethe--ungraceful-blog]

UPDATE: ALL HIS FRIENDS WENT OUT TO THE CAR AND HAVE COME BACK IN MULTIPLE TIMES TELLING HIM OT HURRY UP AND HE’S ALL LIKE ‘GUYS DON’T WORRY I ALMOST GOT IT’ AND FIVE MINUTES LATER GUESS WHO HAS A BAG OF SUNCHIPS

HE WALKED OUT AND YELLED TO HIS FRIENDS “I DID ITTTTT”

[g-o-l-d-e-n-goddess]

marry him

[liveforlustandintrigue]

Definitely marry him guryl he gotchu

[gracethe--ungraceful-blog]

I SHOULD OH GOD

[tatianatouch]

you have to marry him this is more romantic than the notebook omfg

[scoreadirecthit]

Nicholas Sparks next book called “I gotchu Gurl”

[kaliforhnia]

Those who are heartless once cared too much.

(via kaliforhnia)

[thesunwillrisetobetterdays]

Rusting Away

When you look at someone sick, you usually look at them with sad eyes an wonder how can something like that happen to someone to young. But as I still across this table from one of my best friends. I see the bruises on her body be cause even a soft punch it can hurt her. And I want to cry because she lost sight in one eye and still has so much to see in the world. And I look as her mother gives her all of her pills that keeps her healthy and breathing. And with that I look at the mother and I feel her pain. Because to have your daughter crying cause her chest hurts and she keeps getting legs cramps is horrible. Because no mother ever wants to witness that. So as I sit here watching my sick friend rust away to cancer for the 7th time I remember how strong she is. And how I hope she beats it again.

[panamaweddings]

Move on, leave, run away, escape this place… but don’t forget about me, about us, about this town. Always remember where you come from so you can appreciate how far you’ve come.

c.j.n. (via panamaweddings)

[thesunwillrisetobetterdays]

"Eleanor was right: She never looked nice. She looked like art, and art wasn't supposed to look nice; it was supposed to make you feel something."

Eleanor & Park - Rainbow Rowell

[kushandwizdom]

“Don’t say you don’t have enough time. You have exactly the same number of hours per day that were given to Helen Keller, Pasteur, Michaelangelo, Mother Teresa, Leonardo da Vinci, Thomas Jefferson, and Albert Einstein.”

H. Jackson Brown Jr. (via kushandwizdom)

[thesunwillrisetobetterdays]

You won't win a race by standing at the starting line.