“Then,” said Margot, softly. “You must imagine that it is only Cordelia and you and I, dancing through a hall filled to the brim with stuffed dress forms, rather than people. And when you dance, it is merely us practicing, like so,” she added, taking one of her sister’s hands and settling it on her own shoulder and entwining the other hand with her own. “We shall be grand and gay merely for the great fun of it, hm? And, if you stay for an hour or two after supper, you may then excuse yourself for some complaint of the head and leave early…” she paused. “Unless, of course, you are enjoying yourself, in which case, as your queen, I must insist you stay longer,” she added, teasingly.
She paused. “It will, after all, be a perfectly wonderful opportunity to see all our cousins and friends. After all, William can be easily got rid of. Just tell Charles he’s asked a scientific question and William won’t be able to escape for quite some time,” she added with a mischievous grin. “And you’ll have made Charles very happy, to boot.”
Laughing, Margot nodded. “I daresay he would have,” she agreed, laughing yet a touch sad. “But, then, if Nick were here, then he would be King and Alexander would therefore not be here at all.” Margot could not keep the note of bitterness from her voice as she sank into a nearby divan. Their brother would not have made a wise, frugal, or competent king, Margot was certain, but he couldn’t have been worse than Alexander. Maybe, after all, Margot had doomed Valeria when she’d superseded her brother’s claim by faking his death.
Resting her head against the back of the divan, she gazed unseeingly towards the ceiling, then looked back towards her sister. “In truth, G, I’d be greatly entertained to have seen the two of them attempt an interaction. It could hardly have gone well, unless they’d met at billiards or some sport. Nick knew how to have fun, didn’t he?” She closed her eyes. “I miss him everyday.”
Shaking herself, Margot stood again, forced a smile. “But I’m not here to feel sorry for myself! I am here to throw a truly legendary ball, hm?” she added, turning to the mirror so she could more readily straighten out any damage she might have done her bustle in sitting before the entire ensemble was complete.
Margot bit her lip. “In truth, dear one,” she shook her head. “I don’t know. I don’t have a plan, really, beyond…I hope that he shall throw a great tantrum in front of the entire Council and country so that everyone shall realize he is not the sort of fellow we wish to rule in Valeria. But I can only nudge him along in that, unfortunately. He must, in a sense, choose the moment, himself, as it is his actions which must be against him.”
She nodded, putting a hand to her neck. “Yes,” she agreed. “Most likely, he will simply leave in a tiff and perhaps place a trade embargo on us, which, I think he will find, will put a greater strain on his nation’s economy than on our own. But, in any case, there is also the possibility, however remote, that if things go poorly between our two nations, war might erupt. We must be very careful, it is true.” Reaching out, Margot took G’s hand in her own. “You know that I would never take the risk of war lightly, however unlikely that outcome may seem. I truly believe that to wed Alexander would be paramount to handing him Valeria. If he were my husband, the council would abide by his decisions, rather than mine, as my lord and master. He is not fit king, G. The very fact that I am not certain he would not declare war if I refused or embarrassed him is proof of that. Can you imagine, if he ruled us, the constant fear that his caprice might send our young men to fight and die for no cause, whatever? It is better for Valeria that, if it comes to it, we fight for our freedom than that we live under his boot.”
Swallowing hard, Margot shook her head. “It seems not. I had quite the time trying to change their minds. This seems the only way to do it. That, or empty promises, ‘I shall wed him later, later, always later,’ are my only options, and one can only string a King along for so long.”
A wry smile settled across Margot’s features. “Because we poor females cannot be trusted to do any thinking, my Council has informed me…couched in much kinder terms, of course. But have no fear, I will not force either you or Cordelia to wed. Edward is horrid and William is a dandy bore and neither of them, I am convinced, will make either of you happy. However, because Papa betrothed you both and ratified the engagements with the Council before his death, I cannot break them. I’d need the Council’s approval. So, we shall set to working on those as soon as we’ve got rid of Alexander, hm? Though, if you’ve any ideas for either in the mean time, I’d be thrilled to hear them!”
‘Wouldn’t things be much easier for all of us if Nick were still here?’ Margot felt as though she’d had the wind knocked out of her. Quickly, she snatched up her earrings and dove into putting them on, latching on her bracelet, anything for something to do. Her throat was tight. I sent him away, she thought. I sent away G’s best hope for happiness and I did not even know it. If Nick had asked the Council to break off G’s engagement (which Margot felt sure he would - he adored his baby sister), Margot had no doubt they would oblige him as he was a man, and therefore could be trusted to think tactically. Margot almost laughed as she clasped her necklace. How ridiculous! Anyone who took even a few moments to get to know them knew that Margot was the logical figure and Nick lived only for pleasure. It was a topic she and her brother had, in fact, laughed over openly before. Foolish, foolish days!
Turning back to her sister, Margot nodded. “Yes,” she said. “It would be easier but we were not born to take the easy path. We will fight and we will succeed. I may not be wholly ratified, but it is I, and not they, who wear the crown. I will save us.”
Margot’s grin turned bemused and she put a finger to her lip. “You are quite right, G. I went too far.” A frown creased her brow. “G, the mere fact that he is not the worst of men by no means makes him an ideal husband! I think we may agree there is a great deal between the two. No, it is better for you both that you do not wed. William can marry someone who better suits him and you, if you wish to wed, may choose your own husband…from the rich and prestigious, that is. I doubt as the Council should approve much of a beggar…but even that, if you truly loved him, I feel certain we could navigate,” she added, reaching out to clasp her sister’s hand. “We will find a way.”
G smiled as she and Margot pretended to dance for a few moments, wishing all times could be like these, like they were young again and their worse trouble was whether or not their father might come and put a stop to all their fun. “Perhaps I will have a grand time,” she told Margot, almost as if she was trying to convince herself it was possible. Even though Margot gave her permission to go, she would stay. That’s what she was meant to do. “And I know it is a bit unkind to send poor Charles to occupy William for a time but...” G paused and revealed a rather uncharacteristic grin, “I do not think Charles would mind."
“Do you want to hear something silly?” G asked her sister. “Sometimes I’ve actually managed to convince myself Nick’s still alive somewhere... He’s hiding out or on some elaborate adventure and he’ll come waltzing in one morning to breakfast like he hasn’t even been away,” G looked down at her hands and sighed. “I know I’m much too old for make believe but..” she looked back up to Margot. “Sometimes its nice to pretend.”
Of course all three of the Stafford sisters had been devestated by the loss of their brother but G felt as if she couldn’t move past it in the same way Coredlia and Margot had managed. Of course they would never truly recover from losing a loved one, but G felt as if there was no finality to Nick’s death, even though she’d stood with the rest of the family at his funeral. Perhaps it was because Nick had been so young and full of life that she couldn’t imagine him gone for the rest of time.
Nick had by no means been a perfect gentleman, yet G had adored everything about her only brother for as long as she might remember. He had been the best at making her laugh at parties, narrating conversations between guests quietly in her ear and making her forget, for a moment, how terribly uncomfortable she found herself at public events. He'd even been the one to bestow her two beloved kittens upon her; it was one of the final acts of brotherly affection before he'd disappeared off the earth.
"Margot," G asked after a moment of thought. "Do you think Nick even wanted to be king?"
"Do you even want to be a queen?" she wanted to ask her eldest sister but held her tongue.
"I know you'd never do anything to harm Valeria... especially if it were to upset and terribly embarrass King Alexander. It seems as if he may managed to do it all on his own... Perhaps all you will have to do is wait. I can't imagine the council wishes to deal with him as king for very long. I wish we could make them see," G furrowed her brow at the whole thought of the council ignoring Margot simply because she was a woman.
"Its as if all men are... are... are utterly blind at times, don't you think? Perhaps William will find himself a seat on the council... it seems as if he will fit in very well." G's eyes went wide at her comment though, rather than becoming overly embarrassed at what she'd said in confidence to her sister, she couldn't help but laugh a bit.
"I am starting to sound a bit like Cordelia, don't you think?"