Hello.
It’s a good day to write something here, you know? I haven’t logged in here for over a year now. To be completely honest with you, I don’t think I’m coming back. Or at least I’m not going to be as active as before anymore.
We’re currently experiencing some weird shit in 2020 so no need to explain. I’m doing okay, school is online, just a couple weeks to go. Next year I’m having my school-leaving exams so everything will kind of... change. I don’t yet know what to do next but I guess that’s okay.
I see myself in a lot of stuff that I’d reblogged. I was about 16 at the time, looking for something that’ll spark a sense to my life, finding inspiration, finding peace. I know some people feel this is their safe place. I do understand you. I used to be this person.
But I’m not this person anymore. My priorities have changed. I lost some people in my life, I nearly died. I became addicted to the Internet, unfortunately, and I’m still working my way out. A lot has been going on since I posted last time - dreadful things but also ones I’m grateful for.
I’m not gonna deactivate this blog. I know that my message will most probably not be seen and that’s also okay. I’d keep it for my own use.
Work toward happiness. Try to be more gentle with yourself. Don’t lose hope. Don’t lose hope. Don’t ever lose hope. See ya, hopefully in a better place.
