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This blog is mainly a dump for actual fandom writing since I don't want all that stuff on my other blog... yeah, this is a bit messy but it's also what works best for me
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So, I wanted to add to the Chicago med fandom on Tumblr a little bit because I love the show and I love the people from the fandom and you are all hella cool.
The Charcel ship is being carried by one person 90% of the time and there is no poly content I could find on them so tag me if you have recommendations and if you are searching too, this might just be for you.
No idea if I want this to become a series, I just wrote it for my own enjoyment and as a break from studying and thought some people might appreciate it too (hopefully, I feel like this is pretty nice and godawful all at the same time...).
Also, this reader is not the traditional Y/N but instead does have a personality because I hate writing filler characters and I also wanted to write an ADHD representation for myself, hehe. #self-indulgent
You come home to a heartwarming but simultaneously slightly concerning scene.
Unlocking the front door, you were able to make out the quite noise of the TV running in the living room and Ethan's parrot happily chirping along with it. You set your bag down to clear it out later and quietly slipped off your shoes. Both your boyfriends had slipped out of the house at the brink of dawn to head to work, each pressing a kiss to your head which you returned with a sleepy murmur and a stretched-out hand.
Now, the day was already slipping into the early evening, and you were comfortably exhausted from work and thrilled to spend a slow night with both your partners. The sun outside was setting but the first chills of autumn were following you into the apartment, making you quickly shut the door to keep the warmth inside.
Putting your keys down on the sideboard, you made your way into the living room, expecting to find Crockett there, either watching a crappy TV show or half asleep and stranded between some pillows. You knew he liked to stay inside of the house once he finally returned from his shift and since you all had gotten into the relationship, you were able to count the number of times that Crockett had visited the grocery store after work on one hand.
Usually, it was Ethan doing the groceries, mostly after heading home from the gym, sometimes having you trail along when your schedules aligned. You felt bad in the beginning, letting him do probably the most time-consuming chore until you learned that getting out of the apartment outside of work was a very basic need for him. Leaving the house with a goal that wasn’t saving lives gave Ethan a feeling of actually having other purposes and passions that were less demanding and often less gruesome.
Upon entering the living room, your heart swelled with the scene in front of you. Crockett was seated against some pillows, stretched out on the couch comfortably in a pair of navy-blue sweatpants and a grey hoodie. He didn’t seem to notice your arrival, nose buried in the black hair that belonged to your other boyfriend. Ethan was comfortably resting on his chest, covered by one of the blankets from your bedroom and seemingly asleep.
You could only guess what happened before you arrived but apparently Crockett had charmed Ethan into laying down with him and was now whispering those very sweet words to him while the other man was drifting off to dreamland.
Upon noticing you, Crockett shot you a soft smile and quietly stretched out his hand towards you. You accepted, taking a few soft steps into the room and squeezed his hand, simultaneously leaning down to kiss him.
“What did I miss here?”, you whispered, a little amused but at the same time slightly concerned by the scene in front of you. Crockett smirked back at you. “Someone was very tired and needed to be tucked in.”
“Am not.” The soft whisper came from Crockett’s chest. You chuckled softly and gently kissed Ethan’s head. “Surely.”
“I must disagree, because someone tried to conceal something that we already had talks about. Multiple, actually.” Crockett said and pocked Ethan’s temple, who turned his head away annoyed and tried to slither deeper under the blanket.
You sat down on the side of the couch, gently rubbing Ethan’s back. “Is that so?”
This mellow behavior was uncharacteristic for him. Ethan liked to be tough, carried himself with pride, the caretaker, the protector, the big spoon to both of his lovers. If anything, it was Crockett who would tuck at your sleeve after a hard day and demanded to be held for a while.
Ethan’s sharp edges promptly flared up at Crockett’s little jab. He lifted his head, shooting your shared boyfriend one of his glares and if he wouldn’t have been trapped on the couch by the two of you, he probably would have stormed off or started an argument at the very least. “It wasn’t that serious.”
“Can someone enlighten me, please?”, you asked calmly, knowing how hot-tempered both your partners could be and not wanting this evening to escalate into an unnecessary fight.
Their answers came out almost simultaneously. “He woke up in the middle of the night again.” “It was 3:30 in the morning and I was just up early.”
As the situation unraveled in front of you, you sighed. All of you had habits of not getting enough sleep, all due to different reasons. Some nights, whenever your awful sleep schedules aligned, you would joke about it as one of your commons. These nights were spent on the couch with lots of blankets, drinking tea and watching dating shows with Z-class celebrities, catching whatever shut-eye possible.
Your insomnia was a side effect of your sensory issues and on some occasions your racing mind. Ethan, although doing better due to his therapy sessions with Dr. Charles, the presence of his emotional support bird and, of course, his two lovers, sometimes was still plagued by bouts of nightmares or episodes of insomnia. Overall, Crockett was the best sleeper in your bed. If anything, he had trouble falling asleep but once he was out, he mostly was able to sleep through the night.
You had to mediate now in order to save the evening. You all had agreed that every one of you would wake one of the others if they were plagued by nightmares or couldn’t fall asleep to what seemed to be silly reasons to your overtired brains sometimes. It was fine with you if Ethan wanted a quite morning alone, but you also wanted to be able to count on his honesty if it mattered. You just had to navigate the lines of his feelings very precisely, so you buried a gentle hand in his undercut to appease him.
“How do you feel?”, you whispered, testing the water slowly. “Fine.”, came back the grumbled answer from underneath the blanket. “How did you feel this morning.”
“Fine too, just a bit restless. I wanted to hit the gym, earlier than later.” You were content with that answer. He did look tired but not overly exhausted or agitated, not forcefully distracted by his own mind, so you decided to let it slide. Now was not the time to fight but rather the time to show your trust in him.
“And if we made you food now and then either cuddled up on the couch and watched some TV or went to bed to cuddle you to sleep, how would that make you feel?”
There was a bout of silence. “Happy to spend the evening with my favorite people.”
Crockett and you shared a soft smile, and he determinedly pat his hands on Ethan’s back. “Well, in that case I better get a pot of pasta going for us.”
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Which Hogwarts house do you think the boys would prefer for a girlfriend?
great question! i'm not sure about this one, but i'll leave my first thoughts here. totally up for debate, lmk what you think about this!
MATTHEO doesn't really care for houses; unlike some of his friends, he doesn't have a special vendetta for other houses. the rivalry is with everyone given that he's a quidditch player, and every team has something that fucking pisses him off during the matches he participates in. dating a slytherin would be easier, given that sneaking in and out each other's bedrooms doesn't require a twenty minute walk; only climbing down a staircase and that's it. i can see him with a gryffindor too, probably because there'd be some petty rivalry from her side that promises some kind of argument that would get him horny. hufflepuff could be an option too; mattheo folds for sweet bambi eyes and someone so opposite to him (in a way that he's rough and loud, with someone who softens his edges). the least probable house would be ravenclaw; mattheo hates smartass people.
THEODORE, opposite to his best friend, would probably keep an eye on ravenclaw. the sorting hat considered putting theo on the house of ravens, and that used to be his mother's house too. slytherins would be a great option too, probably because it's easier to get theodore talking to them—not out of superiority, but because he's on the introverted side and it's easier to talk to theo when you share the same common room, same classes, same places. wouldn't mind hufflepuff is it's someone who grows on him, although it'd take a lot of interaction time—which would have to be the influence of some of his close friends to have a hufflepuff friend they bring along. theo is petty with gryffindors and thinks that everyone is insufferable like granger, has main character syndrome like harry and is stupid like weasley.
LORENZO, on the other hand, has even less prejudice against other houses. every house has a type of girl that his big, big heart finds some charm in. probably wouldn't date slytherin, because he'd venture in the uncharted territories of ravenclaw, hufflepuff and gryffindor. i can see lorenzo falling for the typical sweet being of hufflepuff, maybe chase a ravenclaw who doesn't have time for enzo and sparks a competitive streak. gryffindor might happen with girls who watch quidditch matches and pay attention to him, slytherin's keeper, preventing each extra goal. slytherin girls are more like friends and kinship that he wouldn't want to ruin—he sees them everyday.
DRACO is an obvious answer; only slytherin is the worthy house, superior in every sense. falling in love and perceiving someone as equal are different things, though; draco thinks that the only girl who could deserve him is a pureblood daughter that landed on slytherin. his opinion on other houses isn't nice either, which is a barrier that prevents someone who isn't a slytherin to sympathize with draco, unless you have a lot of patience. ravenclaw is bland in his eyes, hufflepuff are weak in his perception, gryffindor is out of question. but the way to his heart is a mystery that no matter what draco's expectations are, might reveal an unknown path he doesn't expect.
BLAISE would fuck with huffepuffs and gryffindors, honestly. he thinks that the whole bravery and daring speech in gryffindor girls is kinda hot, not to mention his interest with the opposites attract (brief) highschool romance; someone who keeps him on his toes. blaise admires hufflepuffs for their patience and loyalty, which he values immensely. patience is an admirable trait and loyalty is a higher value that only great people have. doesn't have an opinion with ravenclaw, would be into a slytherin girl because like draco, perceives them as equals—as long as they don't act too childishly petty or jealous for his tastes.
There is no better way to make yourself cry than joining the Marauders fandom. Its autumn (nearly), my summer depression is gone and in a week my exams are finally over. What a perfect moment to get back into my Marauders phase.
Before i proceed to write the most heartshattering and depressing fanfiction ever i keep myself busy with eliminating potential embarassing mistakes.
Therefore, here goes a breakdown on all full moons that Remus Lupin ever witnessed and experienced in his life.
Remus Lupin was born on 10th March 1960. He spent roughly 63-64 full moons as a non-werewolf.
He was bitten shortly before his 5th birthday (10th March 1965) by Fenrir Greyback. Based on this I am assuming that he was bitten on January 17th or February 16th 1965.
Following this, his first transformation was either the 16th February or the 17th March.
He lived through 80-81 full moons before he started Hogwarts.
Remus Lupin started Hogwarts on the 1st of September 1971 alongside the other Marauders, Lily Evans, etc.
The first full moon that he experienced at Hogwarts was the 5th of September 1971. The Whomping Willow was planted shortly before.
In 1971, one of his transformations fell on the 31st of December. This full moon started at 8:19pm meaning it took place over New Year.
In 1972, one of his transformations fell on the 30th of January which was Lily Evans' birthday and also a Blood Moon.
He spent 14-22 full moons at Hogwarts before the Marauders found out he was a werewolf.
In 1974, one of his transformations fell on the 1st of September which was the day that all students took the train to Hogwarts. Moonrise was at 8:25pm, how this was handled is unclear.
In 1974, one of his transformations fell on the 31st of October which is Halloween. Moonrise was at 1:20am meaning that this full moon took place in the night to Halloween.
In 1975, one of his transformations fell on the 27th of March which was James Potter's birthday.
During their fifth year, the Marauders managed to transform into animagi. Remus Lupin spent 27-37 full moons with the Marauders knowing he was a werewolf but without their company during full moons.
In 1977, one of his transformations fell on the 25th of December which is Christmas.
The Marauders graduated in late June or early July 1978. Remus' last transformation at Hogwarts took place on the 20th June 1978. He spent a total of 19-33 full moons in company of the Marauders (37 if you add the summer holidays).
During his seven years at Hogwarts, he spent 72 (assuming he never went home for holidays except for the summer holidays) to 85 full moons at Hogwarts (assuming that Dumbledore let him stay at Hogwarts during summer).
Such an exception to stay at Hogwarts had to be approved by the headmaster. Tom Riddle is a prominent example of a person that did not get an exception. Considering this it stays unclear if Remus was allowed to spend the summer holidays at Hogwarts. It was never mentioned somewhere.
The Wolfsbane Potion was invented in the second half of the 20th century, some time between 1978 and 1984. In 1984, it was described as "newly founded".
On Halloween 1981, the Potter's died. Sirius was arrested on 1st of November. Until then, Remus could have spent 41 full moons with the Marauders after graduation. The last full moon they spent together was the 13th October 1981.
In total, all four Marauders could have spend 60-78 full moons together.
The first full moon Remus spent alone was the 11th of November 1981.
Between 1985 and 1986, he received the Wolfsbane Potion from Chiara Lobosca a handful of times.
Between November 1981 and September 1993, he spent 146 full moons alone and outside of Hogwarts.
Sirius witnessed 145 full moons during his time in Azkaban between November 1981 and late July 1993.
In 1990, one of Remus' transformations fell on the 31st of December again. This again, was the fullmoon between the New Years Eve and New Year (moonrise was at 6:36pm).
In 1991, one of his transformations fell on Lily's Birthday again (30th of January).
In 1993, Remus Lupin became the DADA teacher at Hogwarts. The 1st of September 1993 was a full moon, meaning that if the train would have been delayed, it would have been a big fucking problem, right?
Actually, not. I have seen this being discussed on Reddit and would like to clarify this now. Moonrise on the 1st of September 1993 in Edinburgh (Scotland) was at 3:33am. This means that this fullmoon actually took place in the early morning of the 1st September (the night from August 31st to September 1st), not in the evening of September 1st. How he was functional already again is a riddle to me but appareantly he got his shit back together enough to take the train at 11am.
It is said that Snape replaced Remus during one DADA lesson "shortly after Halloween" 1993. Remus had a transformation on October 30 1993, one day before Halloween. This was a Saturday, meaning Halloween was a Sunday. This suggests that Snape taught the Third Years in DADA on Monday, the 1st of November in fifth period (DADA class took place on Mondays, Thursdays, and Fridays for the Third Years).
In 1994, one of his transformations fell on James' Birthday again (27th of March).
The transformation that is shown in Prisoner of Azkaban fell on the 23rd of June 1994. I am not entirely sure what the exact moment of transformation is bound to but it works for this transformation. Moonrise during June in Scotland is around 12:32am.
In total, Remus spent 11 full moons as a teacher at Hogwarts and with access to the Wolfsbane Potion.
Between July 1994 and June 1996, Remus and Sirius could have spent a total of 24 full moons together (not counting the one shown in PoA).
In total, they spent 84-102 full moons in eachothers company.
Sirius died on the 18th June 1996. The last full moon they spent together was the 1st June 1996.
In 1996, one of Remus' transformations fell on the 24th of December, 8:41pm.
Between June 1996 and April 1998, he spent 21 full moons alone.
Remus' last transformation took place on the 12th of April 1998.
He was killed in the Battle of Hogwarts on the 2nd May 1998. His next transformation would have taken place on the 11th May 1998.
In total, Remus Lupin experienced 472 full moons and 408-409 transformations in his entire life.
Bonus: 29 of these transformations took place during a Full Blood Moon which means nothing in canon but in my opinion, it has great potential for some fanfics.
⭑ currently, i'm dedicating my writing to scenarios, imagines, headcanons and fics about harry potter's characters. i mainly write about the slytherin boys + the weasley twins; even so, i might make exceptions! 🌷
⭑ my question box is always open! i might take a while to answer, however, any interaction is very welcome here. so please interact with me!
⭑ requests are open, too; if there's anything you'd like for me to write / drabble about, i'm more than happy to ramble on.
⭑ ⋯ ⋯ ﹒ 🪻 ’
🗯️ — THEODORE NOTT : the italian slytherin. 𖤐
⭑ when theodore becomes teddy : a drabble that feels more of a rambling about my perspective of how theodore deals with his issues.
⭑ theo as your baby's father : a little headcanon about how theodore would encourage your toddler to say mama first.
⭑ the sarcastic men apocalypse : theodore nott was born to be a sassy man.
⭑ cigarettes out the astronomy tower : headcanons about this specific tower of hogwarts' castle being yours, and theo's, spot.
⭑ mia stella : in which theodore nott calls you his stargirl, the brightest of all.
⭑ regret : a tiny drabble about theodore regretting not running away from you.
⭑ honeymoon : headcanons about going on a honeymoon with your husband, theodore nott, to italy.
⭑ portrait of you : a drabble about how portraits / paintings work in the wizard world, and how theodore would take advantage of that.
⭑ unfair : theodore nott has a hard time asking for help. somehow, in this drabble, it became worse.
🗯️ — MATTHEO RIDDLE : the dark lord's son. 𖤐
⭑ mattheo riddle, who... : general headcanons about the dark lord's son, doomed since birth. [ angst, fluff, hcs about his friendships and behavior. ]
⭑ mattheo as your baby's father : expect some competition from him; mattheo will do everything and anything to have your baby say 'dada' first.
⭑ the girl he loves, and the girl he likes : headcanons about mattheo riddle as your situationship or as a fwb.
⭑ honeymoon : headcanons about going on a honeymoon with mattheo riddle, your husband, to mexico.
⭑ cuddly mattheo : drabble (smut) about mommy issues!mattheo being cuddly with reader.
🗯️ — TOM RIDDLE : he, who shall not be named. 𖤐
⭑ how tom riddle would manipulate you : in which i can't agree with the fandom's perception of tom riddle treating you, straightout, indelicately.
🗯️ — LORENZO BERKSHIRE : slytherin's supposed sweetheart. 𖤐
nothing here yet! . . .
🗯️ — SLYTHERIN BOYS: no red flags, because the house is green. 𖤐
⭑ handmade gifts : small drabble based on an ask; includes mattheo riddle, regulus black, draco malfoy and blaise zabini.
⭑ gifts they'd like to receive : small drabble based on an ask, including mattheo riddle, regulus black and blaise zabini.
🗯️ — WEASLEY TWINS : solemnly swearing to be double trouble. 𖤐
⭑ scenarios based on abba's songs : in which reader is an avid fan of abba, influencing fred and george to become fluent in every single song, too.
⭑ birthday girl : when an important exam takes place on your birthday, fred and george make sure that your day isn't ruined by an 'unlucky' score.
yeah yeah yeah, so-and-so is your favorite Robin, but who's your second favorite Robin?
see personally, i don't think knowing someone's favorite Robin really tells me all that much about them. but if you know their top two? now that, that tells you everything. and the order matters too, a dick (#1) and dami (#2) stan is not the same as a dick (#2) and dami (#1) stan.
with this hypothesis in mind, i have put together this questionnaire, so that i may gather data and see if there really are more commonalities depending on an individual's top two Robins. like, do X stans really, typically read less comics? do X stans really, typically think their favorite Robin is the best Robin, like best at fulfilling the role? do X stans really, typically believe Batman should kill?
findings will be presented with flourish and analysis!! (no judgement tho, this is not an attempt to grade people on whether or not they are "good"/"real" fans, but rather to see where the common ground lies amidst all the differences.)
EDIT FOR CLARIFICATION:
i intended this to be interpreted as 'who are your top two out of these characters who have been Robin', if you interpreted this differently, no worries!! also this is not a question of 'which dynamic is your favorite', although you might have the same answer regardless.
in the mean time, here's a poll to give us some surface level insight:
who are your top two Robins?
dick & jason
dick & steph
dick & tim
dick & damian
jason & steph
jason & tim
jason & damian
steph & tim
steph & damian
tim & damian
i love them all equally (skill issue)
i only love one robin (skill issue)
Voting ended onJun 29, 2024
please reblog with who is your #1 + #2!! predictions/hypothesis/explanations are also welcome!!
(maybe i'll do this again with more batfam members?? baby steps, cue, baby steps)
Oneshot: Family Guy, Sesame Street and Nose Rubs. (Damian getting overwhelmed within a split second because noone will ever understand if i try to explain to them, so im projecting)
Once the temperature hits 30°C/86°F im in a Christmas-y mood so enjoy!! <3
Dick Grayson & Jason Todd & Damian Wayne
When Dick entered the living room of Wayne Manor, he spotted Jason sitting on the couch and watching some sort of cartoon. Jason turned his head when he heard Dick close the door and nodded to him as a silent greeting.
Dick frowned as Jason raised his finger to his lips to signalize him to stay quiet for now. Then he pointed on the couch on the right side of him.
Dick approached the scene quietly and soon spotted Damian who layed curled up next to Jason, his legs tangled in a green blanket. His soft breathing pattern indicated that he was sound asleep. Dick chuckled at the sight before he sat down next to Jason on the couch.
"He was tired after school." Jason whispered to Dick, too quiet to properly understand it without reading his lips.
Apparently, it was still too loud because Damian started stirring and turned around, revealing his face that he had pressed against the cushions a few moments ago.
Jason rolled his eyes and starred at Dick annoyed. (How can the kid wake up this easy, i barely made a noise.) Dick grinned but suppressed a chuckle, hoping that maybe Damian would just go back to sleep. (He got the bat ears. You get it? The bat ears, haha.)
Damian made a sound that was something between a purr and a growl as he turned around and freed himself from the blanket. After a few shifts, he shoved the little square pillow next to Jason's thigh and layed down with a huff.
"Are these... killer Reindeers?" Damian mumbled while he rubbed his eyes sleepily. Jason glanced at the TV screen. "Yep." He answered while he leaned forward to take a cinnamon star from the cookie plate that sat on the glass table in front of them.
"How?" The raven-haired boy asked. "Santa feeds them with elf flesh." Jason explained. "Cool." Damian smiled a little and nestled back down after rearranging the blanket over his legs, his eyes focused on the TV.
"What's that?" He asked after a few moments. "An incest elf." Jason answered, offering no further explanation. "I see." Damian nodded.
Dick frowned and decided to at least peep into the situation.
"I really don't want to be the fun police but should Damian be watching that?" Dick asked while he leaned forward so that Damian could see him too.
"Why?" Jason asked without looking up from the TV.
"It's PG16?!" Dick argued. "He is ten."
"He was trained by assassins, how much harm can Family Guy possibly do?"
"I'm just saying that maybe this time we could try to make good parenting decisions."
Jason gave Dick a side eyed glance before he passed the cookie plate over to him. Dick frowned. "Is that supposed to be a bribe?" He asked.
Jason nodded and Dick sighed but picked a santa-shaped iced cookie from the plate. “I’m just saying that maybe he could watch some… Bluey?”
Damian groaned and buried his face into his arms. “No Bluey, please. The pain, the agony. Drake and Steph keep rewatching it, I’m so sick of it.” Dick chuckled. “Fine, no Bluey. How about… Sesame Street?” He suggested.
“I like Count von Count.” Damian said while he sat up and leaned against Jason to snatch a cookie from the plate. “I prefer Oscar the Grouch.” Jason answered.
“All fair but Betty Lou is the best.” Dick claimed. Jason chuckled and nudged Dick. “You always had a thing for niche characters.”
Damian turned away from them and buried his face back under the pillows with a groan. "Right, sorry." Jason said to the little blanket pile. Dick frowned. "What?"
"We are too loud for him." Jason explained, now significantly quieter than before. Dick simply nodded and got up. "Right. I'll go get ready for patrol. See you around." With that he was out of the room and heading downstairs into the cave.
Once Dick left, Damian turned back around and pulled the blanket over his face. It was a little too hot but it was nice and dark. Then, suddenly, the blanket was lifted up a little and Damian groaned, ready to fight who was obviously Jason.
"I would appreciate if you could stop suffocation yourself." Jason said, as he dragged the blanket down a little more. "Ugh." Damian groaned and squinted his eyes together, trying to ignore the bright head light.
He felt Jason get up and shortly after the light was turned off, leaving them in half-darkness with only the christmas tree and the TV screen illuminating the living room.
Damian relaxed a little, not even opening his eyes as Jason sat back down next to him and lowered the TV volume. "I like Family Guy." He mumbled. Jason let out a low chuckle. "I knew I could count on you. No more Bluey just because Tim and Steph outnumber us."
Damian smiled. Jason slowly extended his head to rub the back of Damian's nose and like on command, the younger boy yawned. "You are so mean, stop using that against me." He grumbled but made no attempt to move away.
Jason smiled but continued to trail his finger up and down Damian's nose bridge. Damian glanced at him sleepily before his eyes fluttered close and he let out a deep sigh. His body sank a little into the couch pillows.
"Sleep well, Dami."
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*nose rubbing: Is a tradition that i got from this book (which sadly is only available in German so if you can understand German, i recommend checking it out). Basically, you teach your kid from immediatly after birth that nose rubs mean sleeping so it is easier to get them to bed later when they are older. I like to imagine that Talia did the same to Damian and Jason picked it up at some point. Honestly, i love this hc so much, ill probably write another little thing about it.
*The Family Guy episode refered to here is Season 9 Episode 7
I am not sure how many of you know what a cinnamon star is so here is some reference.
Same thing on Ao3:
https://archiveofourown.org/works/55656220
