thewordssfanatic

"Behind everything exquisite that ever existed, there was something tragic" | she/her IG: https://www.instagram.com/thewordssfanatic/?hl=en

[thewordssfanatic]

You know what breaks my heart, Henry thought no one would ever stick by his side nd that maybe eventually he has to succumb to the queen forcing him into a heterosexual marriage. His father passes away, his mother takes into recluse, sister gets into rehab, brother is an obtuse fucking arsehole, and his gran is the most obnoxious person ever. And Alex comes into his life like a sunshine on the darkest day and sparks the fire within Henry to fight for himself. Alex's love makes Henry realise that yes he's worthy of love and he deserves to be happy. This is what true love does to you, makes you understand yourself better and fight for the love even if it means going against the whole world.

[thewordssfanatic]

It doesn’t matter how busy life’s been, how long the five of us have gone without seeing one another: meeting at the cottage is like pulling on a favorite sweatshirt, worn to perfection. Time doesn’t move the same way when we’re there. Things change, but we stretch and grow and make room for one another. Our love is a place we can always come back to, and it will be waiting, the same as it ever was.

As someone who has been in a friends group that was so tight that in the end we inevitably fell apart, this excerpt from Happy Place by Emily Henry makes my heart ache in ways i can't describe 😭 This is all one ever wants in life, to come back to your people knowing that they will always welcome you with their arms open. Knowing that you are each other's Happy Places. It's soo true that friends are family one chooses, because what really is life without them. I genuinely can't even fathom my life without my best friend, she is the yin to my yang and everything else. I obviously miss having a group of friends, but I'm so grateful to have my best friend

[thewordssfanatic]

PRAYER

There's something profoundly sacred about keeping them in your prayers.

We might have fallen apart but i still pray for your success.

I might not wish you on your birthday but i still pray for your health and hope that you achieve your goals.

I still pray for your happiness like i always did.

We were star-crossed lovers in this life, but i pray for my happily ever after with you in the next life.

I pray because praying is all I can do

[thewordssfanatic]

I literally want what Kanej have. Is it too much to ask for😭

[thenilofernoorulain]

Wylan Matthias

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Innocent boys who fell for the most flirtatious people of Ketterdam

[thewordssfanatic]

There's something about the way kaz addresses inej as "MY WRAITH"

[thewordssfanatic]

Not me holding my breath while reading the scene where kaz is replacing the bandage on inejs wrists nd shoulder. Damn the scene is soooo flawlessly written.

Two individuals with a gut wrenching past trying to overcome the ghosts of the experiences and embracing each other one step at a time. Both of them laying themself bare,and being soo vulnerable with each other. Let's not even begin to talk about the trust they have on each other😭 my kanej heart.

[neil-gaiman]

can you give me a good reason to keep living?

I can try. Because the moment you stop living you don't get a chance to fix anything any more, because the sun can never come out, because nobody can smile at you and you can't smile at them. Because deciding to stop living is a very permanent solution to what are sometimes, especially in retrospect, very temporary problems. Because, often, time heals and things get better.

[thewordssfanatic]

Kaz made up reasons to talk to inej after she recovered. He couldn't bring himself to see her whilst she was still recovering because obvio our boy couldn't see his girl in sickbed. And when she felt better he didn't know how to start a conversation. And thus relies on what he does best (that's planning of the heist) to strike a conversation with Inej.

Isn't he a precious little bean😭

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"I crave the most innocent parts of a relationship. Like holding hands, forehead kisses and being able to tell someone how much I adore them."

[thewordssfanatic]

Inej's near to death encounter thugging at kaz's heartstrings, throwing him off balance and making him ache the same way he did when he lost jordie.

Inej isn't just his investment, she's FAMILY his found family.

[thewordssfanatic]

Since the festival of lights is around the corner yet again (how is it October already?). I hope every single one of us are blessed with abundance of happiness.

May this festival of lights light up our heavy minds and souls. Lift us from the depth of drakness which seems to have a death grip on us. Defeat all those demons in our minds that we wage war against every single day.

May this deepavali we all emerge victorious.

[thewordssfanatic]

Death doesn't scare me, but dying without having experiencing soul consuming love does.

I want to experience love where i feel like I'm set on fire everytime i look at him.

Each every moment with him lodged away in my memories.

His smile causing my stomach to do somersaults.

[thewordssfanatic]

When I say loving you came as naturally as breathing to me, would you believe me???

[wedarkacademia]

“Lonely people have enthusiasms which cannot always be explained. When something strikes them as funny, the intensity and length of their laughter mirrors the depth of their loneliness, and they are capable of laughing like hyenas. When something touches their emotions, it runs through them like Paul Revere, awakening feelings that gather into great armies.”

― Mark Helprin, Winter's Tale

[kurja-tales]

That's the thing about people who haven't been loved much..They think about every kind gesture, a slightest touch of fingers, kind smiles, random acts of love, intimacy in every small thing done. They find that love wherever they can cause it was never given to them freely. They don't ask for love, they search for it everywhere.

[thewordssfanatic]

This hits home😭

[thewordssfanatic]

Romance novel overdose doesn't look nice. I have read pretty much just romance novel in the past 6 months, not to mention the fanfics i read of the same genre. So I guess it's time to say"until next time" as I bid goodbye to the romance genre.