fall apart twice a day .

@tiltedsun

[theyforget]

JISEOK HAS BEEN MOVED OVER HERE UNTIL FURTHER NOTICE!

[tiltedsun-moved-deactivated2021]

i am a collapsing star with tunnel vision, but only for you. my head is stripped just like a screw that’s been tightened too many times, when I think of you. i will shield you from the waves if they find you, i will protect you. just tell me, tell me, tell me, i am the only one …. even if it’s not true. / credit.

[kkyuns-archived]

I.M IN FOLLOW PHOTOSHOOT MAKING FILM.

[kkyuns-archived]

I.M @ CHANEL N°5 IN THE SNOW.

[evercharmedd-deactivated2020072]

“ everyone leaves, eventually. either they move on or they die. they leave and i’m left behind. ” @theyforget​ → ❝ misc. // accepting.

  “I won’t.” There’s conviction in his voice, his response quick and bordering on panicked. The simple thought of Jiseok ever entertaining the idea of Tristan leaving their side tugs at his heartstrings in the most painful of ways. He’d thought he made it clear how much they mean to him, how deep his love runs. Even as a human, Tristan was nothing but committed. As a vampire, everything is that much more intense – his feelings, first and foremost. He could set cities aflame with what he feels for Jiseok and still have enough fire left in him to burn himself in the process.   Gently, he cups Jiseok’s face in his palms. The sheen of tears in their eyes fills him with a sense of urgency, and he wastes no time to kiss at their corners, their lids when Jiseok closes them. “I’m not leaving you behind, Jiseok,” he carries on to say, softer this time. “Not now. Not ever. I’m not… not with you because I want something that doesn’t last.”   He lowers his hands to Jiseok’s shoulders. They’ve been through so much. Too much. Tristan may not know the full extent of their suffering, but their words speak for themselves. This constant fear, paired with how terrified they are of forgetting, themself. Tristan pulls Jiseok into his arms, careful to be gentle, to not crush their bones with the intensity of how badly he wants them close.    Tipping his head, he presses a kiss to the crown of their hair. “I’ll be with you. Now and forever. I mean that.”

[ralhiel]

[theyforget]

@evercharmed​           /      “ you look beautiful. ” ( from tris! )      /           prompt.

jiseok stops what they’re doing , which was buttoning their dress shirt , just to look at tristan. their face is heating up as they duck their head , low and soft giggles leaving them for a moment. their heart doing back-flips at even the thought of tristan finding them beautiful , maybe because out of everyone else who had told them that , they could feel that he always meant it when he said it. jiseok always doubted that tristan would lie to them anyways , they trusted him the most out of everyone else. 

they would honestly do anything for him , which is a lot considering how they barely like having to do things for themselves. they close the distance between them , tugging the two buttons of their dress shirt open , gingerly wrapping their arms around their lover’s waist. pressing a kiss to tristan’s lips with a small smile , sighing fondly before they spoke. ‘ you look beautiful too , trissy. ‘

[theyforget]

@evercharmed​            /      “ you don’t have to talk, we can just sit together. ” ( from tris! )         /           prompt.

it’s almost like a second nature to jiseok when they rest their head on tristan’s shoulder , soft sigh leaving their lips as they swallowed hard. fingers brush over their throat , feeling the outline of their scar before pulling back to stare at their fingers , always half expecting to come back with blood.

going home these days seemed a lot more difficult than jiseok consider , as much as they enjoy seeing their grandparents , it’s hard with everything that’s happened. their childhood friend group is falling apart at the seams and on top of that , there’s the memories of their parents that seem so close yet vague whenever they go back home. 

so unsure of what happened , but it all comes back in waves and jiseok wishes they could wash it away like the ocean hitting the shore. but , they were stuck with this feeling of a hurricane trapped in their chest again & again. they rub at their eyes as tears started spilling down their cheeks and the storm inside of them is crashing against all that they use to keep it at bay , they want to keep the bad days away , but sometimes it’s hard to hold it all back. they take a deep breath despite their tears , there’s an unfamiliar tiredness in their voice when they speak , making itself home in their tone. ‘ i’m just .... tired , tristan. ‘

[leneemusing]

misc sentence starters

“  i wish i knew how to talk about it.  ”   “  you don’t have to talk, we can just sit together.  ”   “  i don’t want to be alone anymore.  ”   “  i wish i could hate you.  ”  “  take a seat, we’re gonna be here a while.  ” “  i need you to trust me.  ”   “  i missed/miss you.  ”   “  she/he won’t listen to me.  ” “  let me do this for you. please.  ”   “  is there anything else you want to say to me?  ” “  tell me something happy.  ”   “  promise me.  ” “  i just want/wanted to help.  ”   “  let me explain.  ” “  i didn’t/don’t need you to understand, i just wanted/want you to support me.  ”   “  i’m on your side.  ” “  i’ve got your back, okay? ” “  please, tell me you have a plan.  ” “  stay with me tonight.  ” “  don’t go. please.  ”   “  i’ve been alone for so long i’m afraid i don’t know what it’s like not to be.  ”   “  talk to me.  ”   “  i did what i had to do.  ” “  we can’t keep going on like this.  ” “  i’m just tired.  ” “  i’m scared.  ” “  it’s okay to be afraid. fear can be good. use it.  ” “  it’s better to expect disappointment.  ” “  hope is dangerous.  ” “  i like seeing you smile.  ”   “  you look beautiful.  ”   “  be patient with her/him. they’re trying. ”   “  i’m trying my best and it’s not good enough. it’s never good enough. ” “  i’m starting to think i’m just fucked up.  ”   “  have a drink with me.  ” “  she/he is better off without me. but i guess that’s their choice.  ” “  you can’t dictate what’s best for someone else. ” “  can i help you?  ” “  i thought you’d like this.  ” “  do you wanna get out of here?  ” “  walk with me?  ” “  well, shit.  ”

[evercharmedd-deactivated2020072]

“I couldn’t imagine my future without you now that I have you.” @theyforget​​ → ❝ dialogue. // not accepting.

  Tristan stops running his fingers through Jiseok’s hair for but a moment. His mind wanders to that one question constantly sitting in the very back of it, the one question he’s still afraid to ask. As much as he would want Jiseok forever at his side, he doesn’t think he could do this to them. They have a life outside of him, one they would have to give up. All their friends, everyone they ever knew. The effects of his own turning still fill him with an immeasurable amount of grief every day – he simply can’t bring himself to entertain the idea for more than a few heartbeats at a time.   That, and the risk of the turning not sticking has him in its vice grip, breaking his ribs anew every time he so much as ponders the possibility.

  And still, Tristan smiles, head dipping down to press a gentle kiss to Jiseok’s hair. “You’ll get to have me until the end, my love. I promise you that.” Tristan buries his nose in their hair, breathing in their scent, magic and sea salt and something he never knows how to put into words. He lowers his hand to cup the back of their head instead, fingers gently massaging their scalp. Jiseok’s love makes it a lot easier to bear, the inevitable future ahead of the both of them.   Much as watching them wither and die will crush him, he’s content with having them at all.

[theyforget]

@fockbambi​         /      ‘ kiss. my. ass. ’ !!!!       /         prompt.

‘ i stopped kissing your ass a long time ago. ‘ jiseok doesn’t hesitate to roll their eyes , sitting in their old bedroom , staring at the little nemo wallpaper that was still slowly chipping off of the ceiling. they can only assume that their grandparents let bambi inside or he had climbed through one of the windows , they wouldn’t put the latter past him whatsoever. they can feel a headache creeping up , annoyed wasn’t how they would describe it. 

they don’t know what to feel these days , with evie’s death and having to see all of their old friends in the same depressing place they had all started in , it makes them feel a bit of an outsider. they never really felt like they fit into the group , to begin with , too quiet in contrast to how loud the rest of them could be. too reserved , too scared of doing a lot of things when the majority wasn’t afraid of breaking the law for a candy bar. 

they can’t say that they aren’t hurt by bambi’s words at least somewhat , he was their first love and one of their first friends. they still considered him to be one of their best friends to this day , despite everything that had happened between them , even with how they had left off. jiseok isn’t sure what they did to hear this from bambi , they aren’t sure half of the time whenever bambi says anything. they stand up , pulling themselves from off the floor , rubbing the side of their temple almost hard enough to move the piercing above their eyebrow. 

‘ what the fuck is your problem now , bambi? ‘ these days , they weren’t as reserved as the group may have remembered them. sure , they were quiet but they are quick to stand up for themselves. maybe , at some point , they had gotten tired of being pushed around by everyone and anyone. and they weren’t going to let bambi , out of everyone , just start shit with them when they were barely out of the dissociation zone. 

they close the distance between the two of them , still standing a few steps away from bambi. ‘ i know we left off on shitty terms , but i’m not going to let you try and start shit with me. so , either we can steal some soda from the gas station and talk about whatever the fuck is going on between us or you can scream about me like a fuckin’ child while i walk away. pick your poison , because i’m not going to let you go off on me again. ‘

[vhsmeme]

* pick-a-fight meme

‘ could you shut up for five minutes? ’

‘ i have a better idea. why don’t you walk home? ’

‘ so what? ’

‘ i don’t give a shit. ’

‘ aw, did i hurt your wittle feelings? ’

‘ are you serious! ’

‘ how could you let this happen! ’

‘ kiss. my. ass. ’

‘ oh, did i do that? silly me. ’

‘ one more word and i’ll burn your breakfast. don’t test me. ’

‘ admit it. i was right. ’

‘ get out. ’

‘ you’re wrong and you know it. ’

‘ yeah? make me. ’

‘ better let an expert handle this one. ’

‘ i hope you get sunburn! ’ 

‘ i hope you get frostbite! ’

‘ have fun getting home. ’

‘ hope you’re happy, asshole. ’

‘ get your hands out of my face. ’

‘ sorry, what was that? i couldn’t hear you over the bullshit. ’

‘ un-fucking-believable. ’ 

‘ forget it. i’ll do it myself. ’

‘ hey, fuck you! ’

‘ jesus, it was a joke. get over yourself. ’

‘ i hope you step on a lego. ’

‘ you’re leaving. right now. ’

‘ eat my shorts. ’

‘ this blows! ’ 

‘ don’t tempt me. ’ 

[chaelight]

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