rcoul:
date: 12 August time: 1:00 PM location: Église Saint-Gervais availability: open to all !!
He’s drunk - comme d'habitude.
In fact, he can’t remember the last time he wasn’t drunk; the past few days have been a blur of meaningless clock-ticks, marked only by the clink of a bottle, signifying nothing. He began before the sun arose, and has not stopped since, finding himself wandering the streets between his home and the church without aim. In fact, it is a wonder he has found himself here, slumped on the steps of the church with flask in hand, bottle in breast pocket, and cigarette shakily propped between his chapped lips. Raoul can’t remember how he got here; he doesn’t even remember leaving his flat - he is adorned in a jacket and tie gifted to him by his dearly departed brother, and yet it smothers where it should comfort. Upon the steps he slouches, shrugging off his jacket and loosening his tie before the wake even begins. Bottle and flask thumping lamely against his body as he half-undresses, he wonders what Philippe might think to see him now.
He thinks of their last conversation. Then he thinks of their first.
Another drink, and the thought is quelled; jacket discarded atop the religious statue to his right, he turns his attention entirely to his flask. Though it would behoove him to think otherwise, he hardly cares for his appearance, for what it means for the Chaney image, as is so much more dearly vital than the merit of their own souls. Raoul half-wishes a kind soul would take pity on him, usher him inside where only God can see his gaping seams; the other half only wishes that he had been able to fit more Pinot Noir into his unseemly flask.
And so he cannot bring himself to move, cannot bring himself to care; with drink upon his lips he gives a silent toast to the departed, teetering on the edge of no return, the cavernous abyss into which he falls all too slowly, all too surely.
to say that it has been a shitty few weeks would be entirely too much of an understatement. to acel’s life has felt like absolute SHIT would be a bit closer to the mark. their sleeping has been erratic at best, especially since the news of the chaney’s murder. not that they particularly knew the man, but death is a sensitive subject at the moment and life just seems to be consistently throwing it acel’s face.
they’re walking back to the theatre from the lunch break they were all sent out on. usually acel doesn’t get to actually use that time for lunch, but this time they needed the time to themselves. it might incur mathieu’s wrath, but they can’t make themself bother with that right now. it seems FATE has deemed it an appropriate use of their time as well, for who do they run into on their walk back but one of the chaneys themselves. and looking rather worse for wear. a frown creases acel’s brow as they slowly make their way over, in case the man is volatile.
❝ are you alright? ❞ they ask somewhat delicately. ❝ do you need me to--- CALL someone, or...? ❞
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