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I'm getting so used to sucking in my stomach.

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I lost the game I never even asked to play

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All I ever wanted was a peaceful life, I wanted to get married and have kids. Maybe travel a bit. Now I think I'm taking that away from myself as my last form of self h4rnn.

I'm just a body with nothing inside anymore. I gave all that away. There's nothing left here

The beautiful thing about being completely alone, is that when I finally decide which day is my last I know no one will miss me.

I worked so hard to get here. To have no one. I never wanted to hurt anyone and now I can finally do it.

🌸I'm going to be🌸 ✨free✨

I. Hate. Me.

#ana trigger #suicudal #self h@rm

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I need to focus on this so I can look in the mirror and see something other than me. I hate me. I want to be pretty

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Well I felt happy for a moment guys. But no worries because I'm back! I'll always be back...

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I am starting to treat my body like the embarrassment it is

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Got slut shamed yesterday. And i realized that since then I haven't even been a little hungry. I don't want any food rn and haven't since yesterday morning. I'm glad

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I need to lose these last 20lb before December. I am literally gonna have to run and work out every single day. I just want a nice ass and skinny legs 😭

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I was getting better

That's the worst part of it all