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🖕crude prude whos not into food🖕 TW please don't follow unless 21+ • terminated as thin-n-bonez • don't ask me for tips, I'll tell you to eat • this is basically where I journal and shit post it keeps me sane• 31 • 5'2'' • cw 115.6 • hw 170 • lw 105 • ugw 90 •

[shit-im-bpd-too-now]

I swear I'm either disassociated or feeling way too much, there is no in between

[desolatedborderline]

me rn lol

[k-ayo]

[thinnbonez]

2.26.2020

I haven't weighed in a week. I knew it would contribute to my mental NOT health lol

But I decided this morning to weigh myself (after not fasting yesterday like I planned to).

I've been eating basically what I want, when I want. So I knew my weight would be up considering my last weigh in was on an empty stomach with empty bowels and not close to my period. Which is EXACTLY the opposite of today's weigh in... but im only 122.6.

So period bloat, and waste only pushed me up 4lbs.

Im so motivated it's not higher, I'm back to fasting today. I swear it.

[alwaysfreezingcold]

Reblog if you are over 18 with issues with food/ed

diagnosed or not

I wanna feel bit less alone

[vodkashots-and-boytears]

You're not alone. Hit me up, if you need someone to talk.

[thinnbonez]

2.25.2020

Mental breakdowns are excruciatingly EXHAUSTING!

Then I got sick.

Now im just trying to get back into my routine.

Fasting today. Im severely dehydrated :(

[thinnbonez]

My high school chemistry teacher announced she was diagnosed with cancer when I was in my jr year in high school. I was the only one who lost it. We weren't even close. My empathy was just HUUGE.

It affected me as much as my grandma getting diagnosed and dying when I was 13.

And my dad dying from cancer when I was 16.

Still haven't gotten over any of that shit.

Like at all.

Fml

[ayunito]

my worst trait? being intensely uncomfortable when anyone can eat less than me

[hallucination]

[thinnbonez]

Me blacking out everytime I get up.

[loreofcardigan]

“For generalized anxiety disorder, an increased muscular tonus in comparison to non-anxious persons has been found“ good news we’re all yolked as hell

[loreofcardigan]

sadly this is not because we’re constantly clenching our muscles, they actually say its because we’re all trembling 24/7 which is objectively way funnier…. 

[dollsonmain]

Like chihuahua.

[thinnbonez]

[keepmetiny]

*looking in mirror*

You know what maybe I don’t look so bad today

*keeps looking*

*moves to look at a different angle*

*moves back*

Yeah no I hate myself

[underscorespider]

if you often like or reblog my posts i 100% remember your username and mentally go “oh yes friend” every single time i see you in my notes or on my dash 

[thinnbonez]

Same!

I even send you a hug because I know you're in the same feels as me 💙

[ruinedchildhood]

this needed to be a gif.

[batgirlbrit]

My Aesthetic :

The soft sound of a bong bubbling.

[fucked-up-perfectionist]

SHOUTOUT, TO...

…all boys with an eating disorder.

…all black people with an eating disorder.

…all adults with an eating disorder.

…all overweight/normal weight people with an eating disorder.

Because not only white, underweight, teenage girls suffer from eating disorders.

[jodiefoster]

me @ me: don’t start buddy don’t you dare

[babygrevy]

me a year ago. 6 months and 60lb difference. 180 on the right ~120 on the left. i will get back to this