this feels wrong

TW: lots of dark and uncomfy topics but if you're here that's probably what you're looking for 20 years old

[splittingatbothends]

Eating is difficult when food loses its taste and the sight of yourself makes you sick to your stomach

[pastelcottoncandyunicorn]

i feels like there’s something missing in me that the rest of the world has and it’s not fair

[peanutgallerymemes]

srry i’ll see myself out 🚶

[thisfeelswrong]

Me when I'm visibly upset bc a stupid part of me still hopes someone would care enough to check on me but they never do

[gl1tt3rgh0ul]

someone tell 12-14 year old me it doesn't get better and now I'm too pussy to take the easy way out so please just take one for the team and do it for us ( successfully this time )

[thisfeelswrong]

I genuinely dread my future so much I might have to just get over my fear of dying and fucking commit

[lxndmineprince]

self harming by trying to make your symptoms worse on purpose

[nxtar]

"all you do is sleep" it's either that or I kill myself, idk what to tell you there buddy.

[junetheraccoon]

sometimes i don’t care about getting better anymore. i just wanna give up.

[xvelvetcoffinx]

[thisfeelswrong]

honestly fuck you mom. "You're not gonna like it but this is adulting. We all do things we don't want to do" Girl I don't want to be alive!!!! Setting up an email that's difficult as fuck to get to work is not my biggest priority. Like I'd genuinely slime myself out just to not have to deal with this shit so get off your high fucking horse

[sickfrr]

Feeling like you’re too much and not enough at the exact same time, every fucking second.

[tyynicbubul]

I punish myself when I feel unlovable instead of asking for care.

[ishouldgetlobotomized]

im not anyone's first choice. im not anyone's favorite. people may tell me i mean a lot to them and that im special to them but i know there's someone they'll always choose over me

[sickfrr]

[sickfrr]

I wish I felt safe with you. I wish I could go back and feel what it’s like to be held without fear, without overthinking, without wondering if I’m going to be misunderstood again. I wish your presence made things easier instead of more confusing.

[sickfrr]

Sometimes I'll type out a really long, emotional text to someone and then just delete it. The act of writing it is enough, sending it is pointless. It's like screaming into a pillow, the pillow doesn't care, but my throat is raw anyway.