An(Objective)Badperson

The worst person you’ll ever not know

[peach-paradox]

having being anti death penalty as one of my core beliefs is fun because it really makes me realize how even progressive people want soooooo badly for there to be a category of people they can kill. I'm sorry but "group of people okay to kill" does not exist.

[thoughtsfromabadperson]

“Fates worse than death”

Looks inside.

The end result is Death.

[heavensenthousepet]

when the subtitles have slight inaccuracies like synonyms and asynchronous abbreviations/lengthenings to what's actually being said

[thoughtsfromabadperson]

I genuinely need to learn to shut the fuck up

[tpwrtrmnky]

researchers: this condition is underdiagnosed advocacy groups: we'll spread knowledge that it's underdiagnosed healthcare workers: some of us will use expanded diagnostic criteria now patients: wow we finally know what's up

tabloids: the condition is mysteriously spreading. this is DANGEROUS.

[gokusclit]

Everyone on here constantly misusing the term intrusive thoughts kills me like actually coming from someone with diagnosed ocd who has intrusive thoughts constantly you’re not supposed to indulge in acting on these thoughts or even pretending to act on them and make an echo chamber community talking about acting on them if they were actually intrusive you’d be ashamed of them but here you are using buzzword after buzzword and looking dumb as fuck while doing it too

[vsingers]

new favorite tweet

[oldbutchdanielmolloy]

omg you people can do anything

[thoughtsfromabadperson]

I feel really human right now.

[thoughtsfromabadperson]

I guess I gotta look at it from the bigger picture.

[thoughtsfromabadperson]

She was right. I have to, no matter how fucked up it is. I need to forgive myself for what I’ve done. I thought that by punishing myself silently and hating myself into change would work. But it hasn’t. It hasn’t for the past 2 years. Even though she’s done fucked up things herself, it doesn’t distract from truth. I’ve been fighting for so long and I’m so tired and I don’t need sympathy but I do need direction if it’s ever going to get better. For them especially.

It’s always for them. It’s always going to be for them, even if they never care or hate me forever. It’s always going to be for them. For me. For whatever’s left after it’s all gone. I’m not some big wig, I’m not a secret mastermind. I don’t have any institutional power. I was just a person. A fucked up person who had fucked up beliefs about himself and the world around him and those had consequences I never even considered. I could apologize as much as I want, but it won’t change anything. The thing I need to do is focus. Consequences will come eventually. I need to cultivate the strength to eventually take proper accountability that isn’t fighting silent battles and silly games with myself.

Let’s try again.

[thoughtsfromabadperson]

Not being crazy. Just being real and getting euphoria from the realization. Just respect the peace. Consequences will come sooner or later.

[thoughtsfromabadperson]

I know what to do. I know what to do. I know what to do. I know what I want and I know what to do. I know what to do. I know what to do.

I just need the strength to do it. God damnit. What the fuck is the good of a gun if there’s no finger to pull the trigger? I need to ACTUALIZE whatever “good” is inside of me. If I wanna fucking believe in the whole restorative and rehabilitative I need to actualize but for some fucking reason somethings not giving. Definitely not as bad as before but holy fuck. Holy fuck. Holy fuck.

Holy fuck.

I’ve just been thinking about it. I haven’t been *doing* anything. That’s the only thing that matters. Just cut the bullshit, and everything will follow through.

[thoughtsfromabadperson]

I don’t know why I’m not honest. Probably cus I’m so afraid of conflict. I think everyone is, sometimes. Human beings have a nasty way of avoiding the truth because it’s pain. We like to avoid pain because we like to feel good. I avoided my truths growing up and yet everything still hurts and worse.

Of course I deserve it. It’s the consequences of my actions. I think being honest with myself is the hardest part.

[thoughtsfromabadperson]

Just realized this entire blog so far has been lowkey performative and hasn’t helped me progressed at all and I just look crazy as hell

[tedthetalk]

I actually do think it’s better for abusers and abusive characters to realize the harm their past actions caused and seek to do better than be literally or metaphorically executed for their crimes

[tedthetalk]

I think it’s better for abusers and abusive characters to realize the harm their past actions caused and seek to do better than be literally or metaphorically executed for their crimes.

[tedthetalk]

I think it’s better for abusers and abusive characters to realize the harm their past actions caused and seek to do better than be literally or metaphorically executed for their crimes.

[anti-normalacy-blog]

There's a difference between Redemption and Atonement.

And Good and Evil being Verbs or Nouns/Adjetives.

People can recognize they have done wrong, and choose to be better. Their victims do not owe them forgiveness. They are not owed forgiveness. The harm they've done still matters.

But if you don't accept surrender, you don't allow your enemy to give up, you allow them only to double down. The Blood they would have stopped spilling is now on your hands.

Abusers have (karmic) debts to pay. Their victims may want nothing more to do with them. Their victims owe them nothing, not forgiveness, not accepting debt payments. They can reach out to people who are where they were, and speak on a level others can't. As peers, who've walked that path, and taken those actions, and offer a different choice. With introspection they can explain where the abuse came from within them, what lead them to the place where it was 'normal', and/or 'acceptable' and/or 'necessary', and help others avoid or dismantle those environments.

The Dead pay no Debts. And when you don't accept surrender, you ensure the enemy dies fighting, dies causing More Harm. Your purity isn't worth the blood on both your hands. Let them Stop being Evil.

Redemption is based on the word used for Purchasing Slaves. It, as a concept, is 'Evil no longer owns your soul'. Nothing more, nothing less.

Atonement is, to my understanding, 'I have done wrong, and it is my responsibility to make it right. This may not be possible, but I have to try anyway. I have to make up for what I've done. To Balance the Scales. Some things cannot be forgiven, and cannot be undone, but still, you have to try to balance the scales. You may never know if you succeed. But trying matters.'

[thoughtsfromabadperson]

Is death accountability?