for the sake of the stars

for I always aching and burning inside // @vxlriee

[thoughtsxfthemoon]

There will be a time when I'll no longer able to caress your face, or hear your voice, or speak a word to you, or even see you. So when I still got the chance, I'll never waste every single one of it.

- valerie r. // thoughtsxfthemoon

[thoughtsxfthemoon]

between these pages full of sketches and poems, I keep you from fading away

- valerie r. // thoughtsxfthemoon

[thoughtsxfthemoon]

sometimes you feel so tired of life that breathing itself makes you tired

- valerie r. // thoughtsxfthemoon

[thoughtsxfthemoon]

I keep you close to me, always keep you close. Your kisses lingering on my lips, your touch along my spine, your heart within my rib cage, your words within my mind, your love within my heart, and a life time with you within my prayers

- valerie r. // thoughtsxfthemoon

[thoughtsxfthemoon]

Sometimes it crushed me, sometimes it made the plate I held shattering on the floor, sometimes it made a hole in the wall before me, sometimes it made my hands bleed, sometimes it dampened my pillow with tears.

you

- valerie r. // thoughtsxfthemoon

[thoughtsxfthemoon]

sometimes I can't be on my own, or else I think too much again, and it's about what I did wrong, times like this I want you here with me

[thoughtsxfthemoon]

somebody help, it's getting worse

[thoughtsxfthemoon]

I don't wanna fight, I just want to crumble within your arms, slowly feeling you hold back my pieces together

- valerie r. // thoughtsxfthemoon

[thoughtsxfthemoon]

spent my nights stitching up my wounds and forgiving things that shouldn't be easily forgiven. spent my nights gasping for air as the pain that you caused tearing my heart up

- valerie r. // thoughtsxfthemoon

[thoughtsxfthemoon]

I didn't even know what I write. But sometimes I lay here in the dark, crying over life, thinking of words that'll make a good poem, but I couldn't

- v.r. // thoughtsxfthemoon

[thoughtsxfthemoon]

It isn't about sincerity, but sometimes you wished people will be there for you, like you always did when they needed you

- v.r. // thoughtsxfthemoon

[thoughtsxfthemoon]

this house was never been a shelter, thus i seek comfort within your arms

valerie r. // thoughtsxfthemoon

[thoughtsxfthemoon]

longing for a slow dance around midnight, within our light-dimmed house, with you

- valerie r. // thoughtsxfthemoon

[thoughtsxfthemoon]

you are the home I've been searching for. you really are. and you always are

- valerie r. // thoughtsxfthemoon

[thoughtsxfthemoon]

I love when you swept away the tears falling down my face

valerie r. // thoughtsxfthemoon

[thoughtsxfthemoon]

and if, this is a mistake. and if, this isn't meant to be. I'm glad that I was given the chance to have you. and even if you leave, this feelings for you will always stays.

- valerie r. // thoughtsxfthemoon

[thoughtsxfthemoon]

how beautifully we are growing, blooming, and learning from the pain that scared our hearts

- valerie r. // thoughtsxfhemoon