He's had a few questionable encounters in his seventeen years: a couple girls he hardly knew, that Sebastian guy, that pretty redhead.
The one he's never told anyone about is the time with Remus and Sirius, trying to pull Remus out of a depressive slump, the three of them quiet and alone together in his bedroom.
Remus was brilliant, of course, like he's always been but Sirius glowed and seemed to burn with hot white light and even now, even months later, he still sometimes imagines it at night as he's trying to fall asleep.













