mentally stuck in 2018

multifandom HELL but will always be into project moon

[through-the-windowz]

intro post ☆

remus ☆ he/they/it ☆ 18

> hi i'm @stonedsmokes side blog because i thought it was too embarrassing to go crazy over there. i also go by memorycryptz everywhere else

> mainly into project moon but i am definitely a multifandom blog so there's gonna be a whole load of different things here. this includes ocs

> i do art !! all art will be under #rem fart

> i will also yap a lot. yapping will be under #rem thoughts

> i block freely over a lot of things so don't feel too bad if i block you. i also don't mind if you block me

> yes the url is a deh reference. yes that is something you may see on this blog (I LOVE EVAN HANSEN)

> will add on if i have anything else to say... merry yaoimus

[kachinnate]

“It’s raining, you know.”

“Is it?”

Jared didn’t answer. Instead, he reached behind him, felt clumsily for the latch on Evan’s window, and shoved it open enough for them to hear it. Soft pattering filled the room along with the smell of wet concrete.

[through-the-windowz]

"bruh who making deh aus in the big '25" ME! I AM! GO SHITTY HORROR AU!

traditional doodles + info under cut

this has actually been in my brain since like 2019 but i've come back to it bc i want to see evan suffer. it's ok he's my son it's fine.

basically: evan's haunted by the ghost of connor. after the events of deh, evan has a nightmare of him but he looks FUCKED UP and WEIRD and is seemingly pretty pissed off at evan for like. everything. so, in the dream, connor chases him and scratches up his eye pretty badly and also breaks his arm.

evan wakes up terrified and quickly learns two things.

one: his eye is bleeding and his arm hurts like hell.

two: somehow, he's been sent back in time to the first day of his senior year. before connor killed himself

now? he's stuck in the past, being continuously haunted by this fucked up and weird connor while also trying his damned hardest to keep the "alive" connor from killing himself. so much shit goes down

[cinnimi]

I’m so sick of watching everyone bash Dear Evan Hansen bc they have convinced themselves it’s bad so they do everything in their power to not think about it deeper than surface level. “It says no one deserves to disappear while actively erasing Connor” YES DID YOU EVER CONSIDER THAT WAS MAYBE THE POINT. Bc when they sing that, Evan is actively lying about being friends with Connor and fabricating a completely false narrative about him bc he didn’t actually know him. In reality, Connor was extremely depressed, mean, and a drug addict. That was all Evan knew him as, so in order to keep up the facade he had to craft an entirely new, likable person. Evan is not a good person nor a bad person. At his core, he’s human and he does bad shit that he doesn’t just get away with. His erasure of Connor has entirely changed Connor’s legacy and the way he will be remembered, which is not a good thing bc it is nothing like how he actually was in life. If you want an accurate representation of the message of the show, stop cherry picking songs like “Disappear” without analyzing the full context and listen to songs like “Requiem” or “Good For You”. I think everyone misconstrues the message of deh bc they are looking at it from the lens of a happy ending, a full conflict resolution, when really it’s more of a bleak ending bc the damage done to Connor and the lies told can never be reversed now that they’ve been told on such a large scale. That’s life. Not everything can be fixed.

[through-the-windowz]

metamorphosis! ☆

[kachinnate]

ah, if it isn't mr nothing no one alone

[karmathehalflander]

Does anyone want Dear Evan Hansen characters as pony’s? Cause I did that.

In order is: Evan, Conner, Zoe, Jared, Alana and Miguel. (Yes I remembered to add Miguel this time)

I don’t have pony names for them yet but u like how they turned out Zoe and Alana are my favorites.

[soclearly]

sigh Evan Hansen you surely are a Character in one of the works of fiction of all time huh

[through-the-windowz]

on tonight’s show: two boys their fandoms hates

[sincerlyus]

what kind of dark magic is this, when did i suddenly learn to draw hands..

also, my previous fanart with this ref

we don't talk about 2024...

[through-the-windowz]

these braindead deh takes are making me angry so in retaliation i'm going to analyse evan as a character and then assign project moon ego to him because i feel sick and ill

[damienwulfriotoffice]

do it, give us sinner Evan Hansen, in fact, do as many musical main characters as you can, my personal preference is for you to do Veronica sawyer after DEH.

[through-the-windowz]

HELL. YES. i will try my hardest to. i also do already have a sinner based on deh wahahaha. doing this is actually giving me more ideas abt what egos and ids i should give to him

[through-the-windowz]

these braindead deh takes are making me angry so in retaliation i'm going to analyse evan as a character and then assign project moon ego to him because i feel sick and ill

[whats-the-problem-boblem]

“Evan Hansen was the villain” “Evan lied to the Murphys to get into Zoe’s pants” “Evan Hansen is a sociopath” “Dear Evan Hansen is bad because *surface level take that missed the entire point*” “Dear Evan Hansen would be better with *plot change that makes no sense and would make it a completely different and uninteresting story*” “Evan didn’t face any consequences for his actions”

[mangopike]

(william afton voice) i always come back

[thekingofsleepy]

[spyrodile]

Old drawinfs

[p4kerson]

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