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[staypozitive]

[hplyrikz]

Clear your mind here

[hplyrikz]

Clear your mind here

[tifwhitaker]

I'm a bit depressing lately. Oops.

[kushandwizdom]

[bluntlys]

[frogflesh]

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[tifwhitaker]

I sat in the empty hallway. Twiddling my thumbs. Holding my breath. Feeling the life was choked inside my throat. Waiting. Waiting for everything. For nothing. Waiting for the unexpected.

I told myself it would be a miracle if I made it through the day without my body regurgitating what acid I had left in my stomach. But that’s absurd. I don’t believe in miracles.

I don’t believe in God. I don’t believe in Heaven. I don’t believe things get better. All I ever believed in was you.

I sat in that empty hallway. Away from the noise. Away from the distraction of laughter in the waiting room. I felt the cold air rush in and cut through my thin sweater. It cut through me like the knife that they held to you.

I thought of our last goodbye. Would it be the final goodbye? Would I get you back? Would I come back if I didn’t have you?

The taste of bitterness still swims on my tongue. You’re all I ever had. You’re all I ever believed in. And now you’re gone.

[ohlovequotes]

When you judge me without knowing me, you do not define me, you define yourself.

(via psych-facts)

[tifwhitaker]

"And for about the millionth time in her life she felt an overwhelming gratitude for her best friend...There weren't too many people in this world who would let you be vulnerable and still believe you were strong."

[hplyrikz]

Clear your mind here

[hplyrikz]

Clear your mind here

[handsomedogs]

Bokeh Boxer / / Dan Venter

[tifwhitaker]

[tifwhitaker]

She came out of it stronger, smarter. But that hadn't meant it didn't hurt.

[dangermousie]

Caretaker Logan just guts me here. Not just because this scene made me flashback to the amazing sequence at the end of s2, but because that is why despite all his baggage, Veronica’s own scars, and the fact that he seems to have more bad luck than a platoon of black cats, Veronica and Logan belong together - because when push comes to shove, she will fly across the country after 9 years of radio silence to help him and because he will always always always be there taking care of her when she needs it and prickly, self-sufficient Veronica will let him. She will let her guard down with him, she will let herself be weak with him because despite everything she trusts him. Even when she didn’t trust him, she trusted him, if that makes any sense.

And another thing - the one thing that always struck me so much about Logan in the show and the movie continues it - his capacity for love always astonished me - the fact that his childhood and everything that happened with Lily didn’t burn it out of him is astonishing. If Veronica reacted to trauma by building mile-high walls, Logan can’t help but lay his heart out as a carpet for people he loves to walk on - it’s as if he can only love them more, they will love him back, he thinks. And in a way, prickly, damaged, amazing Veronica needs someone like that - her trust issues and worries and armor need that sort of open outpouring. Neither of them will ever be fully healthy-whole by any conventional definition, but what they are works for each other precisely because this is the case (nice normal Piz could never compete, could never get the whole Veronica, could he?)

Anyway, I should stop before I suffocate from my LoVe feels. 

[tifwhitaker]

because when push comes to shove, she will fly across the country after 9 years of radio silence to help him and because he will always always always be there taking care of her when she needs it and prickly, self-sufficient Veronica will let him. She will let her guard down with him, she will let herself be weak with him because despite everything she trusts him. Even when she didn’t trust him, she trusted him, if that makes any sense.

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