Invulnerable. Invi(n)sible. Inevitable.

Living from nap to nap.

[tinfinity25]

I met someone who’s easy to love, who made the word ‘forever’ seem possible, who feels like home, and who I never want to forget. But at the same time, I feel okay if he doesn’t belong with me. If letting him go means love, I’ll do it.

We’re gonna go out for a dinner this Friday. I’m kinda hoping I hit a Cosmic Lottery 🤞🏼✨

[quotespile]

“She had felt that way during her own childhood; she’d felt like a watchful, wary adult housed in a little girl’s body. And yet nowadays, paradoxically, it often seemed to her that from behind her adult face a child about eleven years old was still gazing out at the world.”

— Anne Tyler, Clock Dance

[tinfinity25]

A guy just called me a “kiddo” for acting cheeky and reading this give me assurance that I’m that young girl who’s still gazing out at the world, figuring out what does she want to do with her life.

[tinfinity25]

i remember: you

(in any ways you assume)

That’s the name of a playlist I made in Feb 17th, 2023.

It’s a list of songs that remind me of your figure, your vibe, the feeling I had interacting with you.

If you think I fell for you, I once did, yes.

But if you look again at the list, you’ll see the short peak in the middle, and then some heartbreaks and a non stop recovery after that.

I still add some new tracks on it. Not because I still want you, but it’s because I let you stay in my memory. Both for the good and bad ones, because for a short period of time, I granted you access to my life, before you ruined it yourself.

Now I’m letting you go, to discover yourself, to find out who you are, for us to grow in separate ways.

[tinfinity25]

Please Release Me

You played me Humperdinck’s Please Release Me in your car, on our way back. You told me you once cried listening to it because it reminded you of her.

You fought.

You fought so hard to let her go because you know things are not working anymore between you two.

I know it must be hard, but darling, thank you.

Thank you for your fight to let her go.

Thank you for being honest to yourself.

Thank you for choosing to grow up.

Thank you for considering that to waste our lives would be a sin.

Thank you for always wanting me to be near you.

Thank you for letting her to release you and let yourself to love again.

[tinfinity25]

To the Orchid House's backyard I visited in June, 2019:

Rain me with the smell of the jungle, where the trees are standing still like they're protecting the tales that are left untold.

Embrace me with the forest's air, where the wind subtly touch my skin along with the birds chirping out loud.

Thereafter, maybe this silent storm inside me could be eased.

[tinfinity25]

Dear you #2

(5/13/19) 1:45 PM — Seventeen months ago I posted here about you. I was desperately in the need of your existence, of your attention, of your love.

Yes, you turned my life into a roller coaster, but it walks too slow and all I got was the part when it gets down. Plus, for additional feature, you add knives down there, so when I arrived at the bottom of this roller coaster, I'll also get stabbed on the chest.

No, I was mistakenly get the meaning of your stare, I made the wrong decision to gave you my heart. You've got no idea what it was, so you put it on the ground and step on it before you kick it over.

I've figured it out now, you're such a shit that doesn't even deserve my attention. I was wrong to lend you a hand when you were depressed, bcs you pull me down and left me hanging with the depression myself.

You look down on everything I told you, yet you tell me you'll always be there for me and you thought you know me better than anyone else. Let me tell you something, Parasite, the more you think you know me, the less you actually do.

I'm not gonna waste my time to talk about our shits. This is it. I guess this is the end, and if you're trying to squeeze lemon on this open wound between us, I'll make sure I'll throw a punch you to the gut.

[tinfinity25]

About The New Crush and My Weak heart

So, I'm at the point where I started to open my heart for this new crush, but then he got a new girlfriend within 2 months after I know him.

Then..

My brain: "Well you got nothing to lose."

My weak heart-that-was-just-being-opened-for-the-first-time-in-forever: "Shit, it hurts right. I've told you not to use me."

[tinfinity25]

Let's take off all your burdens for a little while.

Let the sun kisses you a little while.

Let's forget this life's problem a little while.

Just be content to yourself, even for a little while.

— Feeling so content with yourself is really important

[tinfinity25]

For you, Nature

I'm missing the trees

The smell of forest and lake

The way wind blows my skin subtly

And the sound of chirping birds

.

I'm missing the hills

The way I took a step to a higher path

The sound of the stepped rustling grass

And all the laughs we had along the way

.

I'm missing the view

The way those trees standing around the lake

The lack of air we breathe

And the quietness the mountain had

— June 23rd, 2018 1:56 am

[tinfinity25]

She, because

She was the one who barely talk,

Because no one would listen to her.

•

She couldn't be happy for an acceptance,

Because she had too much ignorance.

•

She never speak up her feelings,

Because nobody cares to her sadness.

•

She did everything by herself,

Because she asked for a hand but no one lend any hands.

•

She couldn't believe with anything,

Because everything she believes were gone.

•

She couldn't trust anyone,

Because everyone she trusts betrayed her.

•

She always fake her smile,

Because she was taught to do it.

•

She couldn't love so much,

Because she was hurting too much.

•

She wouldn't laugh happier than when she was 13,

Because her life gets heavier and she carries it alone.

•

She had a heart of stone,

Because she was trained to.

•

She kept her secret alone,

Because she knows that her trust is a cracked glass.

•

She is the one I know the most,

Because she is me.

[teded]

The First Asteroid Ever Discovered

On the night of January 1, 1801, Giuseppe Piazzi, a priest in Palermo, Italy, was mapping the stars in the sky. Over three nights, he’d look at and draw the same set of stars, carefully measuring their relative positions.

That night, he measured the stars. The next night, he measured them again. To his surprise, one had moved. The third night, the peculiar star had moved again. This meant it couldn’t be a star at all.

It was something new, the first asteroid ever discovered, which Piazzi eventually named Ceres. Asteroids are bits of rock and metal that orbit the Sun. At over 900 kilometers across, Ceres is a very large asteroid. But through a telescope, like Piazzi’s, Ceres looked like a pinpoint of light similar to a star. In fact, the word asteroid means star-like. You can tell the difference between stars and asteroids by the way they move across the sky. Of course, Piazzi knew none of that at the time, just that he had discovered something new. To learn about Ceres, Piazzi needed to track its motion across the sky and then calculate its orbit around the Sun. 

So each clear night, Piazzi trained his telescope to the heavens. Night after night, he made careful measurements, but from his observations he learned that Ceres was only visible in the sky during the day. It would take another year and a lot of astronomers to nail down Ceres’ path, but we haven’t lost track of it since.

Today, we can do something that Piazzi could only dream of: send spacecraft to study asteroids up close. One spacecraft called Dawn journeyed billions of kilometers over four years to the main asteroid belt. There, it visited Ceres and another asteroid, Vesta. Dawn’s stunning images transformed Piazzi’s dot of light into a spectacular landscape of craters, landslides, and mountains.

From the TED-Ed Lesson The first asteroid ever discovered - Carrie Nugent

Animation by TED-Ed / Reza Riahi

[tinfinity25]

If you ever feel doubtful and wonder what will the world miss when you're gone, now I have the answer, simply, it's the existence of "you".

[tinfinity25]

It's hard not to see you again

Welcoming me as I get back from campus

In the afternoon

After I went through a rough day

.

It's hard not to see your cute and brave face

That gentle fierce look

With brown eyes, brown fur, and black standing ears

.

You've disappeared from this timeline

Lost from existence

But believe me, you'll never lost in our minds

We'll remember you

.

Good bye for now, Pups

Hope you'll find a better place there

My love goes with the last breath you breathe

– His name is "Puppy", a random dog breeds. Poison is the cause of his death, on February 28th, 2018

[tinfinity25]

This Afternoon

I went on the road this afternoon

Under the warm orange sky

And the sun that's on the way to go down

.

I felt colder this afternoon

It's sure because the rain has just stop pouring

And then I looked up to the sky

.

I saw something's beautiful this afternoon

As a colorful arch appearing on the edge of my glimpse

And the city crowds disappeared away

.

I caught a wonderful sight this afternoon

Riding toward the rainbow

While the sunset illuminates from my back

And I just feel a little bit more thankful for that

– I don't even remember the last time I saw a rainbow

[lilireinhart]

“Just let me be moody on here, it’s Tumblr.”

-Me, just now (via lilireinhart)

[sprouseharts]

Cole Sprouse | 2017 Photoshoots |

[hellocolesprouse]

LOVE EVERY single one of them

[tinfinity25]

Such a beautiful hooman being

[tinfinity25]

I've seen your flaws

Those tired eyes

And the wrinkles around that olive green eyes

Now I just love you more

.

I've seen your flaws

Your freckles

And pimples on your chin

Now I just love you more

.

I've seen your flaws

How your finger get slipped

When it was dancing on the piano

Now I just love you more

.

I've seen your flaws

The way you see the world

is something I've never imagined before

Now I just love you more

.

I've seen your flaws

When you let your legs got hurt

Just to see the sunset from the perfect angle

Now I just love you more

.

Proudly I confess

That I've seen your flaws

And it makes me love you more than ever

– Dear you, @greysonchance-blog