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Memory Meme

Past experiences help shape who we are currently, how we see the world. Send in a symbol and I’ll write a drabble of one of my muse’s memories. 

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❥ - a childhood memory

♣ - a fading memory

✂ - a vivid memory

✖ - a repressed memory

✈ - an eye-opening memory

✤ - a memory that involves romance/love

☤ - a memory of death/loss

✍ - a memory of their mother

☽ - a memory of their father

♘ - a memory of their sibling(s)

✌ - a memory of a relative

↕ - a memory that may or may not have happened

♚ - a memory of something paranormal

✓ - a sexual memory

♬ - a friend/best friend memory

[assertinggambit-blog]

NICKII!@!@!!!!!!!@!

[bittersuggestion]

I will always love you just for different reasons this time

[tipsygnomic-blog]

@turntable-fort @gamz

whenever mr sandman decides 2 hit you up ;) also the invite is still extended to whoevs is interested just gonna chill

[tipsygnomic-blog]

who wants 2 keep me company in this ginormous castle while meenahs away 2night?  we can make food and dick around and tap into this vintage bubble wine ;)

or ya know whatevs

[turntable-fort]

i think we have a food hangout already vaguely planned for sometime in our mutual existences how about that

[tipsygnomic-blog]

oh hellz yeah! maybe i should just throw a lil impromptu shindig if i get anymore takers  meenah wont care right? 

olol

[tipsygnomic-blog]

who wants 2 keep me company in this ginormous castle while meenahs away 2night?  we can make food and dick around and tap into this vintage bubble wine ;)

or ya know whatevs

[gamz]

:o)

[tipsygnomic-blog]

hey there gamz!

have i piqued your interest?  :)

[condescendingcalembour-deactiva]

@tipsygnomic

roxy roxy roxy roxy roxy roxy

[tipsygnomic-blog]

is this about the same thing u messaged me on pc for?

[tipsygnomic-blog]

who wants 2 keep me company in this ginormous castle while meenahs away 2night?  we can make food and dick around and tap into this vintage bubble wine ;)

or ya know whatevs

[rozenn-blog]

Bunch of kitties ♥ I’ll probably make a set of stickers with thoses (•v• )/

[going-gh0st]

Platonic relationships are just as great as romantic ones

[tipsygnomic-blog]

hey um howw you holdin up

im doin alrightwhat about you?

im so sorry about meenah…ive tried to tell her to stop over and over butyou know how she isshe cares about me a lot and i love her 2 death she can be pretty headstrong sometimes

but im fine! sotheres really no reason for her to be mad and definitely no reason for you to feel guilty about anything okim really glad youre tryin to do best for yourselfbecause you really should you deserve nothin but happiness 

[calamitousaquaticus-blog]

yeah i knoww howw she is ill deal

good im glad youre doin ok i mean as ok as youre gonna let on but im gonna take your wword for it ill probably be doin ok wwhen meen stops happening but that aint likely to happen so ill deal

lets meet sometime soon ok just to hang out an talk an i dont knoww do somethin fun together or something

[tipsygnomic-blog]

id really like that

[condescendingcalembour-deactiva]

been awhale since i been out to the beach from my planet

makes me just wanna stay here for a long time since i feel so horribubble an only the sounds of the waves remotely feel comforting atm

[tipsygnomic-blog]

ill come out and bring you some tea soon

[lustik]

Goldfish Tea Bag - Charm Villa via Mister Finch.

Lustik:  twitter | pinterest | etsy

[turntable-fort]

aight i know when to stop asking and just keep telling dw

blanket forts are definitely up there in the hierarchy of fortdom right there in the royal court vips karkat doesnt totally get the finer points of fort theory but hes learning yeah hes my moirail going on whoa holy shit seven months almost?? fuck i need to keep better track of this sort of thing anyway yeah hes a coddler but hes also cozy so im not complaining too much

[tipsygnomic-blog]

arent moirails the best thing that you never knew you needed?? like why didnt humans catch onto this type of platonic romance before?

congrats though!! every iteration of karkat ive ever met is really wonderful like once you know them well enough to delve deeper than that grumpy outer shell they got goin on theyre the sweetest?? its great im sure youll get better in no time under his care ;) 

[condescendingcalembour-deactiva]

[tipsygnomic-blog]

guys please…

i appreciate ur friendship and ur reasoning for behind what ur doin here but eridan did nothin wrong breakin up w/ me because im dead is a perfectly reasonable thing to do on his end and i dont blame him one bit for needing more than what i could give him in this state

we made a lot of plans together and a lack of love is not the reason why this wasnt gonna work the vows are ‘till death do us part’ for a reason  and i refuse to hold him back from what he really needs/deserves i wish nothing but the best for him in anything and everything that he pursues  im gonna cry because i love him and as a human its hard for me to accept that im going to have to cut all of the feelings that i have for him and see him as just a friend from now on 

but i wont be selfish and i dont wanna sacrifice my friendship with him with any bitterness he was a good friend to both of you too so i hope youll see that its not worth it

its gonna be okay im gonna be okay

i just need a lil time 

[finnyalchemist]

oh rox im so sorry 

ok look i just wwrote some really insensitivve shit right noww that im gonna just keep to myself cause you dont need me bitin at him an neither does he frankly but im gonna put it this wway

if either a you need anythin at all just ask

ill try an keep my opinions a the wwhole mess to myself

but really meenah an i are wworkin on the wwhole fact that your heart does not deservve the pain an i cannot believve it happened to you cause rox listen

you didnt need twwo a us doin this to you

you nevver deservved that

you nevver deservve this an you deservve happiness most

[tipsygnomic-blog]

thank you for sayin that eridan i appreciate it im really gonna be ok im a strong girl im gonna make it

eri and i will still be friends i still want to see him and hang out with him hes a really great person and im glad that he was considerate of his own well being for once

it may not seem like it but i am happy how could i not be? i dont gotta worry about things and be stressed out all the time like i used to when i was alive i get to permanently reside in the mystical dream bubbles with all of my friends who i can see literally whenever and im (un)livin with the best moirail a girl could ask for 

as morbid as it sounds dying is the second best thing that coulda happened to me

[ghostlytitanism-blog]

@tipsygnomic | Closed | In Person

Falling asleep is easy. The hard part is figuring out where the hell you are.

You’ve nearly got this down to a method. Or, so you think. But you end up an entire bubble away from Meenah’s, so it’s with a sigh that you push through, and fall into the actually correct bubble.

Meenah’s large Hive looms in the distance, as those of higher caste are apt to do. The looming thing seems to be a universal constant among highbloods - that, and a flair for the dramatic. But you’ll live. It’s not as if this surprises you.

When you can make out the door from the wall in the distance still left before you, you rummage through your sylladex, rearranging items to make sure a pink box is in front and ready to go.

You take a second to breathe, center yourself, and then press forward. You have no idea how well she’s dealing with all of this, so you have to be prepared for anything, and hoping for the best.

[tipsygnomic-blog]

Knowing she would have a guest soon (? it was hard to schedule things precisely when waiting for people to fall asleep) Roxy decided to set camp in the room just off the foyer so she could hear the knocking that would otherwise be lost if she was elsewhere in the enormous hive.

 She had with her a mass of blankets and her laptop perched in her lap. Her eyes felt sore and puffy from crying the previous night, but she refused to let her friends see her in such a state. She was fine. Nothing a coating of eyeliner and a bright smile couldn't mask! It was good to have some company, something to distract her.

She was actually looking forward to it! Not because of a previously mentioned gift, but because, though they had only just recently met, Roxy enjoyed hanging out with Jaheim. He was easy to talk to and had a lot of fascinating stories to tell. She loved that about the bubbles, the diversity. All the different universes meeting in this one mystical dream-space she now called home. It was fun getting to meet the variations of the people she called friends.

She scrolled down her blog idly while she waited for a knock, wondering if she should have prepared some snacks or at least something to drink. Maybe she should do that now...

[tipsygnomic-blog]

hey um howw you holdin up

im doin alrightwhat about you?

im so sorry about meenah...ive tried to tell her to stop over and over butyou know how she isshe cares about me a lot and i love her 2 death she can be pretty headstrong sometimes

but im fine! sotheres really no reason for her to be mad and definitely no reason for you to feel guilty about anything okim really glad youre tryin to do best for yourselfbecause you really should you deserve nothin but happiness