Tizniz

tanis canadian. pansexual. she/her. ✌🏼🩵 AO3

[tizniz]

Hello & welcome!

What to know about me:

My name is Tanis

My pronouns are she/her

Tizniz over on AO3

I live in BC, Canada

I'm pansexual & demisexual

I'm 32 years young

Buddie & Hollanov are my main loves

18+ only, please and thank you

If you're not here to have a good time, please carry on

Text posts are ragged ‘tanis rambles’, art is tagged ‘tanis doodles’, and asks are tagged ‘tanis answers’ if you want to ignore them

Always happy to receive prompts for writing :)

[sgt-dignam]

You know he’s in love with you, don’t you?

                                                                                                                                     Yes.

He didn’t relaunch the restaurant to impress his father. He did it for you.

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[tizniz]

THIS post by @darlingofdots came across my dash today and then I was cross stitching and this popped into my head so here you go.

Shane wants to hold his husband's hand.

This isn't a particular reason why, nor is there any reason he can't. There is simply this need that has bubbled up inside of him that insists he hold Ilya's hand.

And he can, is the thing.

They're out. Not just physically, but everyone knows who they are to each other. The dust has, mostly, settled at this point. Shane has found his place with the Centaurs and created a home with Ilya in Ottawa. They don't have to hide.

And they are physically out right now.

At some Saturday market, the warm August air settling around them that will probably become unbearable later and have them hiding indoors with the AC blasting on high. Anya is happily walking beside them, her leash slack and looped around Ilya's wrist, more because the bylaws require one than anything else. Ilya is next to Shane, his reusable tote weighed down with the fresh fruit they've already collected and swinging from his shoulder. His golden curls gleam in the sunlight, making him look even more angelic than usual (although Shane knows of the mischievous devil that also lives inside this divine form). Sunglasses are perched on his nose, hiding away his hazel eyes, but Shane can still tell when Ilya's eyes flicker over to Shane. Not for any specific reason —Shane had asked, one day, why Ilya keeps looking at him, his husband had shrugged and said because he can and wants to.

The best thing is that no one has bothered them. There'd been a young child, briefly, at the one candy stall Ilya likes to stop at, chatting with the elderly lady who sells them each week. The child had looked up at Shane and Ilya with wide eyes, mouth falling open in awe and shock as young mind processed who they were seeing. But all they'd done was wave shyly when they noticed Shane noticing them. Shane had smiled and waved back before the mother had led the child away.

Besides that, it's been like they're any other normal couple out enjoy the not-too-warm weather, strolling through the local farmer's market.

Shane gets a small thrill, knowing that they are like any other normal couple. He and Ilya didn't have that for so long.

But they do now.

So, he brushes the back of his fingers against his husband's before slotting their fingers together, reveling in the press of Ilya's palm against his.

There's no fear or panic as Shane holds Ilya's hand either; just pure contentment at getting to do this.

And when Ilya turns his head to beam brightly at Shane, radiating love and pride, well, that makes it all the better.

[tizniz]

sigh.

[asystolle]

what's up with the spider-man routine?

[deedala]

[wcndersoul]

[gayeddies]

@eddiediaznetwork: eddie diaz week - day 6: grief ↳ "and life went on. it was not the same. but it went on." —unknown

[leatherjacketeddie]

EDDIEDIAZWEEK: Day 5 ↳ dad pose/power pose part 1

[tizniz]

WIP Wednesday 🌙

thanks to @daffodilsonaprettystring I've started to dive into one of my new Hollanov ideas :)

Pushing himself off of his door takes great effort, but Shane manages to drag his feet until he reaches the couch. He falls face first down onto it, groaning in pain as the fire spreads across his limbs. He doesn’t bother to move and reposition though, knowing that nothing will make a difference. In his pocket, his phone buzzes with a new text. Even before he’s able to slide it out to look at the screen, Shane knows who it’ll be. Sure enough, it’s Ilya, asking again if they can talk . Shane closes his eyes tightly as tears threaten to fall and he drops his phone onto the floor next to the couch, the loud thunk making him wince as a headache makes itself known in his head. Reaching blindly for the blanket he keeps on the back of his couch, Shane tugs it over himself and tries to fall asleep, hoping for a brief escape from the agony he’s currently existing in.

open tag for anyone who wants to join and share something they're working on 🩵

[daiiku]

[tizniz]

sending you some love if you need it 🩵

[thegroundhogdidit]

it's so important to me that eliot is canonically not just parker and hardison's third wheel but in fact textually placed right in the middle of their relationship. when parker says she's in a great relationship in the swipe right job, she doesn't say "me and hardison and also you." she says "me, you, hardison." in the harry wilson job they change the infamous "til my dying day" to "til OUR dying day," implying that eliot has made his peace with the idea that he's not on the outside as parker and hardison's protector but an active part of the relationship that can't be lived without. hell in the long goodbye job nate's narrative doesn't have parker and hardison, the romantic couple, holding hands as they die, but the two of them holding hands with ELIOT, who's in between them. he's central to the relationship, and nothing and no one will ever change that

[tizniz]

so not only is my city surrounded by wildfires (many of which are huge and out of control), there is now one burning within my city. I haven’t breathed healthy air in close to a month. the weather app literally just says ‘smoke’ every day because it’s so thick.

[tizniz]

my coworkers in office are all going off about a fantasy romance novel series that they’ve read/currently are reading. and I adore the passion and excitement as one person learns everything. but I’m also sat in my corner not knowing anything and just staying quiet.

[demisexualdiaz]

@eddiediaznetwork - Eddie Diaz week

Day 3: Facial Expressions

[bisexualrozanov]

so prim :)

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