Tizniz

tanis canadian. pansexual. she/her. ✌🏼🩵 AO3

[tizniz]

Hello & welcome!

What to know about me:

My name is Tanis

My pronouns are she/her

Tizniz over on AO3

I live in BC, Canada

I'm pansexual & demisexual

I'm 32 years young

Buddie & Hollanov are my main loves

18+ only, please and thank you

If you're not here to have a good time, please carry on

Text posts are ragged ‘tanis rambles’, art is tagged ‘tanis doodles’, and asks are tagged ‘tanis answers’ if you want to ignore them

Always happy to receive prompts for writing :)

[buddieloustat]

Ryan Guzman as Eddie Diaz 9x11 | Going Once, Going Twice

[tizniz]

last line tag 🖊️

rules: share the last line(s) you wrote, tag some peeps, have some fun!

And he’s feeling a bit pathetic today so he’s not up for trying to be anything. Eddie is perfectly content just being a potato today, actually. That sounds fantastic.

np tagging: (as always) @cal-daisies-and-briars, @actualalligator, @devirnis, @allisonrw96, @eddiecompetitiondiaz, @redrosydiaz, @playinginthunderstorms, & anyone else who wants to join 🥰

[shanehollandered]

shane hollander appreciation week // day one → favourite moment

[cinematicnomad]

9-1-1: LONE STAR ▸ 2.03 Hold the Line

[tizniz]

staff bbq in the office today means the boys are gonna be drinking and little to no work will be getting done 😂

[dailyevanbuckley]

Oliver Stark as Evan 'Buck' Buckley 9-1-1 ~ S02 E06

[andavs]

[tizniz]

if anyone has any recommendations for removing medical grade adhesive from one’s skin, I would greatly appreciate hearing it.

[tizniz]

it wasn’t like anything really that bad happened at work today but I’m on the verge of crying. again.

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Tidbit Tuesday 💫

I'm hitting a point where I kind of hate my Buddie story I'm working on (for no reason beyond my mind just decided it doesn't like it) but also want to finish it so I'm going to share some in hopes that it keeps the motivation going 🙃

Buck chuckles, “I can’t take you anywhere, can I?” Eddie’s head turns back around so he can glare at his best friend, “You brought me here against my own will!” “Uh-huh.” Buck nods, and then his hand is slipping into Eddie’s, his fingers slotting into the empty spaces between Eddie’s. “I’ll be your guide dog then. That work?” He squeezes Eddie’s hand and starts to lead him towards whatever aisle it is he’s wanting. Eddie can’t do anything but follow, staring at their joined hands. They fit perfectly. Like, really perfectly. It’s kind of blowing Eddie’s mind a little. He also hates that he can’t look at it with both eyes right now. Kind of rude. At least he can still see with one eye. They finish their shopping like that, hand in hand, Buck preventing Eddie from running into or tripping over anything else. When they make it back to the truck, Eddie’s a bit sad, because he has to let go of Buck’s hand as they climb into their respective seats. He wonders if it shows on his face or if Buck just knows him that well, because once they’re on the road and heading home, Buck places his hand, palm up, on the centre console. It isn’t like he’s just resting his hand there like that, so Eddie carefully places his hand over Buck’s, smiling to himself when Buck’s fingers curl upwards, securing Eddie’s hand in place.

np tagging: @actualalligator, @playinginthunderstorms, @redrosydiaz, @princessfbi, @alliaskisthepossibilityoflove, @allisonrw96, @eddiecompetitiondiaz, @devirnis, & anyone else who needs an excuse to post 🩵

[tizniz]

the favourite son (5.3K)

“And that’s why you’re our favourite son.” Shane manages to hide his flinch, just barely, and mostly because Ilya is being pulled into a hug by Yuna. Shane bites the inside of his cheek as he watches the way his husband and mom embrace so easily.

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[demisexualdiaz]

Eddie Diaz in 8x12 Disconnected

Hiatus Eddie series

[heatedrivalryz]

HEATED RIVALRY — 1x04 vs 1x05 vs 1x06

[tizniz]

Shane’s nervous. Which is stupid and ridiculous. But this is the first year where they’re not just fuck buddies and they get to be together and real with each other.

And most importantly: it’s Ilya’s birthday.

Even though they’ve never discussed past birthday celebrations, Shane knows that Ilya hasn’t had a family celebrate his.

Yes — the Bears will have undoubtedly taken Ilya out to get drunk, celebrate their captain, and that they are a family of sorts (far more than the Metro’s are, Shane has come to realize, but that isn’t the point right now) but it hasn’t really been about Ilya.

It was more an excuse to go out.

Tonight is about Ilya.

Shane double checks the plate with the extravagant chocolate cupcake he picked up earlier, glancing around like he was buying porn instead of a sweet treat. Everyone knows Shane Hollander doesn’t eat this type of thing though, so someone will say something if they spot him. He’d even prepared an excuse (“My dad got a promotion. Loves chocolate cake.”) just in case.

But no one had spotted him. Even better because Shane knows for a fact Ilya has notifications set up for any time Shane is posted about.

Glancing at the clock, Shane twists his hands together. Ilya will be here in a minute. He’ll let himself in and Shane will be standing here waiting and then they can celebrate Ilya.

It’ll only be for a night, a handful of hours, before Ilya has to go and fly back to Boston, but it’s something. It’s everything.

“Shane?” Ilya calls out from the entry way. Lost in thoughts, Shane hadn’t heard the door open.

“I’m here!” He calls back, wondering if his grin is evident in his voice. He steps around the counter and smooths a hand down the jersey he’s wearing (one of Ilya’s — Shane had it delivered to the apartment below the one they used to fuck in so no one knew Shane Hollander of the Metro’s was buying a Boston jersey) and waits for Ilya to walk in.

His boyfriend stops the moment his eyes land on Shane. “Hi.”

“Hi.” Shane replies, suddenly breathless. “Happy birthday, baby.”

Ilya’s eyes drop down, widening as they take in the jersey Shane is wearing. “Oh my god.” He whispers as Shane turns slowly, letting Ilya see the name and number on the back. It probably helps that Shane only has his underwear on too.

“There’s also this.” Shane points at the cupcake, “Double chocolate. You’re favourite.”

“Shane…”

“And I’m going to have a bite too.” Shane adds on, “Because it’s your birthday cake.”

“Shane.”

“And there’s presents from Mom and Dad. For you. Plus I have some.” Shane clasps his hands together in front of him. “It’s not much, but…” He shrugs, “Happy birthday, Ilya.”

There’s tears in Ilya’s eyes as he strides forward, cradling Shane’s face in his hands as he presses their mouths together in a loving kiss.

“Thank you, moya lyubov. This is…perfect. I love you.”

“I love you too.” Shane replies softly, winding his arms around Ilya, “And I can’t wait to celebrate every birthday with you from now on.”

“Yes.” Ilya nods, smiling as he strokes a thumb along Shane’s freckles, “That is best birthday present of all.”

[fagmundo]

[tizniz]

everything hurts today 😭